stealmynotes- the life of elainewee.

2010-01-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

goodnight, goodbye.

2009-08-20T10:14:00.001+08:00

its all not that great. i keep having this feeling like what im doing is wrong. so it feels strangely weird. so please let things be okay.

2009-07-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a touching day.(:

we went t attend a wedding tgt with his family and it was kinda sweet that i was asked along. and ive met sm of his relatives and stuff (:
its his godsister's wedding hee :D
his goddad hor. cute i tell you. damn cute :D

i tried t help him tie th tie la. cuz i promised on th day we bought it tgt that i'll learn so that in th future im going t be th one who does it for him :D
and i learnt it on th same day. hee :D
then when i was trying t do it yest th length was abit wrong ah so gt one cute random uncle (whom we seriously dnt know who he is) help him t tie abit! so it was like quite funny he kept asking if it was okay and need anymore help anot :D
and he gt hold hands w his wife so it was so sweeeeettttt ahhhh!

and we saw th jing cha and stuff! baby was th open door boy& random errands boy for th day :D
barely any photos though. was busily enjoying th day much (:
he looks so cute in th clothes :D of course ive helped t choose it :D

they played a video at th church one and i was super touched that i cried. then th photographer was like saying aft th event that everyone was so happy and i cried.
hah, easily touched cannot har :D

bt seriously. it was touching.
they've know each oth for 12yrs? and tgt for 5. nt many modern rships can withstand th pressure of time and other external factors. and most importantly nt as many ppl are serious abt it anymore.
i rmb long ago that i was rly disappointed and smone told me this t remind me: if love wasnt there, what abt your parents?
th irony is, he was actually a playboy and hv tried t date many girls (note th 'tried') before until he gt his that girlfriend. they're probably still tgt if im nt wrong.

of course, life's best thing for me came in jc.

and when we saw th fireworks tgt. its like a rly magical moment in my life(:
t quote fr bof<3 song "almost paradise" hahahaha :D
there were hearts and blings and everything in th sky. its rly prettty!!!!!!! :D :D :D
we both would agree that paradise and th perfect day will be th day we're married! ha :D
and we both look forward t that day. bo shy hor :D

marrying smone you love is a sweet thing (:
so whenever i go t wedddings i always wna cry even if im nt close t th couple or what. you dnt rly see their parents crying right? bt i'll be there like so damn touched ._.
so i was telling my baby that on mine i can probably see myself crying while walking th aisle! hahahaha!

of course its a good thing getting pretty and stuff. bt most importantly is t be w th person you love and sharing our lives thereafter ♥
its th 'happily ever after'(:

and when i watch rship related stuff on tv i'll cry too ):
like tday's fei teng bing dian. HAHAHA totally cannot stand it.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

alrights goodnight :D
im going t change my blogskin t bof :D

2 mre days!

2009-06-26T22:28:00.003+08:00

谁不受伤谁的过往不曾有遗憾
谁都背着回忆勇敢的逃亡
天还没暗快乐跳伞我们都该这样
然後骄傲空降生存的地方

因为受伤所以欣赏伤口的漂亮
感谢每种创伤逼我们成长
心还没暗相信泪光会给我们力量
然後咬紧牙关患难中生还

TWO MRE DAYS T MID YR AND ITS KINDA WEIRD! CUZ IT SERIOUSLY FEELS LIKE 2 MRE WKS HA!

gone t watch transformers w my family and it wasnt rly my intention. bt th show was awesommmeeeee! plus we had this rly nice dimsum tgt. i rarely go out w them when they eat nice food so tday was th day yeah (:

its kinda weird that michael jackson passed away so when my broth told me this morning i was like 'are you sure th news is reliable?'.
bt apparantly it was la. life is so unpredictable.
ive nv rly liked his antics bt RIP!

th meetup w th 2 was great (:
silent hill is uber nice t play on th arcade that i would wna go watch th movie itself (:

As quickily end pleassseeee!

okay goodnight!

1051th post!

2009-06-23T21:08:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHA OMFG THIS IS MY 1051TH POST! :D

im feeling happy tday! i dnt rly know why.
its just those kinda hoppy-bouncy feeling (:

havent rly been here for long! like almost a month?!

loads mre t study! and i do mean loads. ive covered barely 1/4 geog and any maths cuz im always doing chinese p2 bt ive improved! :D
its btr than nothing :D
this is th phrase that reminds me t be contented right nw, w everything.
5mnths t our joy :D
ive promised i'll give you a childhood which you nv rly had so its going t be th time (:
zoo, birdpark and surprises ive enjoyed as a kid which im going t prepare for you :D ♥

gt t jiayou so we can enjoy in peace!

bt right nw im still thinking of tmr's meeting w chitheng& jolene cuz they are fr my pri schl and ive lost contact w one since p6 ended and considering th fact that we were in diff cls for p5 and6, its almost 7 yrs? and ive been trying t find her and she found me :D
and ive went out w jolene once aft pri schl and that was probably 3-4 yrs ago when i still had my long hair?

YAYNESSSSSSS OMFG. im super excited (:
we're just going t lunch lor and chat! :D :D:D

and its bishan! WHERE WE 'GREW UP' AT :D

happy! ♥

gc found!
new hp btr than old one by gazillions!
learnt hw t cherish things i have. there are sm things money cant buy like th memories we had.

smtimes you gt t trade in things or find it hard t give up smthing, bt eventually you're going t realise that its all worth it.

2009-05-29T21:03:00.003+08:00

RAWR MY HP IS STOLEN IN PUBLIC WTFFFFFF > :(
hv made a police report and I HOPE TH STUPID XIALIU THEIF GETS CAUGHT ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

baby's gc is stolen in schl. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

and these hpned in th course of 2 days.

theives ought to rot in hell.
i mean it.
they're like th lowest class of th criminal hierachy and can be likened t rats or oth scavengers who only dare t do things in th dark for minor 'returns' t feed their need for a lil bit of money or whatsoever. there's just no justification for stealing be it you're poor or wht cuz you've hands and legs which you can wk with instead of resorting t such underhand means and taking what that ppl earned or does nt belong t you.

GO ROT IN HELL > : (
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

2009-05-05T10:40:00.001+08:00

sleepy! ahahaha. there's going t be a test later on, bt my eyes are feeling th weight!

th past wkend has been great although i cant believe hw mad we were t copy finish th lect notes cuz we failed th test ._.
i nv thought i could actually finish copying it cuz it was so much, bt nw aft doing it im so accomplished xD
just hopefully i dnt fail again and copy th oth of th lect notes! ha!

super bored ah.
i wish for yummy rum& raisin icecream and my newfound friend th bunny (:
aha its so damn cute. we bought it off central that day aft i eyed on it for soooo long. :D
of cuz it isnt a real bunny. (:
bt at least its yellow and has strawberry uhmmm ;D

went for a lil shopping this sat and we've gt sm lil new stuffy yay! (:
alvin's mum is quite okay alr nw! :D
and i gt t meet his grandmothers. aha they're so uber cute and his parents said i could call his grandparents like hw he calls them so it was kinda sweet. (:

im feeling so much btr, thanks for being by my side (:

im feeling rly smelly right nw fr th pe and i wna buy th deodorant > : [
bt i think eh th sidegates are locked?!
so im like going t be smelly for th whole day! arh.

2009-04-30T12:21:00.002+08:00

人生真的是我们的吗？
当我们有许多我们无法控制的事在眼前发生，我们根本不能做什么。
那么这样的人生我们无法改变，无法抉择，无法理解。那么这人生还能够算是我们自己的吗？

"life brings you many choices. but in actual fact, there are only so much to choose from"

2009-04-28T10:55:00.000+08:00

things become meaningless when you do it for th sake of doing it.

2009-04-20T10:43:00.002+08:00

i fell dwn :(
its rly a lil difficult t move ard esp aft i sit on th floor!
baby was rly cute, gently cleaning up th wounds and blaming it on himself for nt catching me when its nt even his fault. and th random passersby who asked me if i needed help made me feel so warm and touched inside :]
so i actually dnt mind getting hurt if it means getting mre care and concern heheheheee (:
byg has finally ended and it kinda marked a new start in my life. its weird t hv smt occupying so much of your time and suddenly it just ended leaving an empty space. bt maybe its a good thing cuz its time t study!
loads of wk t do nw and t catch up with.

bye!

2009-04-12T16:07:00.001+08:00

用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

"love is a two way thing" ;D

2009-03-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

time could stop for us, when you're in my arms. ♥

2009-03-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

人生总是充满着一些解不开的矛盾。

quality time!

2009-03-07T17:52:00.008+08:00

a nice sweet unplanned unscheduled and timeless day at ecp w rain, mud and all that (: ♥

T th best guy in my life:

I love your smiles (:
I love th way you are thoughtful (:
I love it that you love me th way i am (:
I love your sweetness& niceness (:
I love your kindness towards everybody else (:
I love your company & th lil tickles (:
I love how you can surprise me (:
I love how you can always mk me laugh (:
I love how you are always there when im down, just being there for me supporting me (:
I love th way you laugh at th things i do (:
I love th way you know me& i know you& our minds think alike (:
I love th way you're concerned abt me and th things that hpned t me (:
I love th way you wna protect me (:
I love th way you hook me ard th neck, like showing th world i belong t you (:
I love how we share things, all th good and bad we've in life and th yummy food (:
I love th way i see a future w you by my side -its our future (:

I love th way ive met you in my life, its th best thing that hpned t me -t hv you in my life (:
I love th way your lips are on mine& my hands fits in yours (:
I love it that we're meant for each other (:
I love you (:

Thanks for everything you've done for me& all th love you've given t me. My life wouldnt be complete without you ♥(:

2009-03-05T10:45:00.002+08:00

我没有能力改变这个不足的世界。

hungry!

2009-02-27T20:19:00.004+08:00

tday's th end of blocktest! :D :D

went t watch suspect x! apparently it was 4/5 bt i think its overrated lor!
and i dnt think anyone placed much emphasis on th homeless guy who was innocently killed and multilated cuz he thought smone nice gave him money and a place t stay in a hotel. i mean he's like th victim and nobody cried for him -___-
we were like feeling so sad for th murderer cuz he killed t cover up for th murder of th ex of th girl he loved, bt i think he's just eccentric and stupid cuz he wants t kill himself because he finds life meaningless?
like why nt just go find meaning in life la. its just weird!
and th homeless guy is poor and homeless, isnt his plight far worse?
so that girl came into th pict and he fell in love w her and she became th meaning of his life -__-
so when she murdered her ex he covered up for her.

bt maybe im nt so eccentric so i dnt understand his ways. he's a genius in maths anw. i thought he looked like mr foo! hahahaahhahahahaha.

and im so hungry :(

2009-02-25T20:17:00.002+08:00

I bought an overpriced lor mai kai at 1.70$ LOL!!!! (wtf?)

♥

2009-02-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎 ♥

a past.

2009-02-19T13:56:00.003+08:00

that day we were talking on th phone& th topic drifted t primary schl days. oh boy, we're nw 17 or going on 18 and those times although distant, seem t return back w th feelings that night. it was so vivid that i could close my eyes and probably feel that ive returned t th past.
i recalled th canteen w th cute lil uncles& aunties selling th drinks as well as th lil toys they used t sell us at ten cents twenty cents. life was a joy then. we found our classroom which was snugly hidden at th end as our haven. it seemed t provide so much security during th humid rainy days that we we would hide at th corner of th classroom. i remembered th way th tcher would shut off th lights and it would be pretty dark, w th yellow orange lights of th oph/transparency projector lighting up th room. where th hell are these machines tday?
th tcher would then use her red marker t draw an angle on th pre-printed transparency of hers.
late classes for th pm session was abhored. aftall a kid wouldnt feel good staying in such a place when th sky is about t turn dark. we would have music class and sing t th national day songs or play simple instruments such as th triangle which was my favourite.
we used t be so childish. our favourite playthings were th skipping rope, cute lil toys and maybe th books. a pen costing 2$ would then mean alot t us, because our allowance was so minute. i remembered hw i couldnt afford my first mechanical pencil because i was only given 50cents a day or something of that sort that i teared. bt my good friend eventually found ways t buy it for me. th same mechanical pencil is still ard tday, bt th actual one she had given me cant be found anymore.
i used t stay with my grandmother and her house was just th next block. so sometimes i could go over.
we used t derive joy fr pushing each oth into th guys toilet when we walked past it in our line of twos and teasing oths abt th boy-girl things like it was a virus.
we played catching with everyone else during our recess, sacrifising our time t eat. bt we were kids, so who cared? schl is probably th place where our parents didnt hv their hands over us t control our wilfulness.
ppl also came and go. there was th cute new guy who was th new addition in class which basically everyone thought was cute. unfortunately, he didnt turn out too cute nw. th person who used t bully grew into a hardworking person however th one who protected me didnt seem t show much of such values tday.
th last day t a 4year class, one of our tchers gave us a printed copy of 6 dolls which we were supp t add colour and messages for those who mattered t us. of cuz, there were sm ppl who rly added colour t th part of my life and i spent alot of time doing th colouring and making it pretty before giving them. tday, i dnt know where sm of them are.
it was th lil things that hpned t us that was th opportunity for us t build a lasting friendship. bt nw we've grown up, things might have changed and we're probably different ppl all together. bt thinking of all that time we've spent together, it definately mks up a sweet part of life, which we can only reminisce abt tday.

do you still remember those days?

A highly meaningful vday.

2009-02-15T08:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday has been a really special valentines' day cause it feels that way when you're with th one meant for you& you've played a part in 2 ppl's lives (:

there was schl in th morning so it was quite a rush bt we made it t cineleisure at 1230! :D
& hor our klunch ended at 3.30 instead or 2. i think they're pretty nice t us :D
& hor th food was damn nice! it was like thai sweet& sour fish? :D :D :D :D
yummmmmmmmmmy! ♥

so i was super hungry as it took sm time t come so i changed t lyrics of th songs t relate t th fish& my cute guy kept laughing(:
and it was so cute for him t sing sexyback& for us t sing shape of my heart tgt. (:
& th present was like so sweet :D cause its a scrapbook with our picts :D

aft th klunch we saw ppl distributing sm icecream so we went t join in th fun too :D
and ate swensons aft th icecream like wow omfg yummilicious! (:

anw why 2 ppl?
we saw this auntie near cineleisure& she was sitting on th floor selling tissues. so like bought fr her w a lil mre money and she was v touched and started telling us her past until her eyes were red ):
wanted t buy her a rose too bt she wasnt there alr! maybe we could drop by agn aft block test cause she says she'll be there everywk!

and and and on friday i saw a damn cute kiddddd! he was ard 1 yr old i supp& when i waved he smiled :D :D :D :D
♥

okayokay block test is coming i supp you know what im going t do aft this.
byeeeeee!

我们的爱没有四季，每一分钟都25度c。
我们的爱今生不渝，天涯海角也都回有痕迹。
我们的爱，心有默契，不管是谁先停止呼吸 ave maria ♥(:

最幸福的事

2009-02-11T17:34:00.002+08:00

有一些简单的幸福是再多的钱也买不了的：D
今天又下了大雨但是如果可以躲在温暖被下什么都不管那该多好：D
可以喝一杯爱喝的泡泡茶，吃一些爱吃的食物——真的是太幸福了！
当然，有一个能够了解自己，能够知心的人很舒服的presence在旁，正如今天那样那种温暖更能打进心里！

最幸福的事 ♥

A few minutes.

2009-02-09T08:12:00.000+08:00

You know, hw much difference a few minutes can make?

Phewwwwww.

bad day!

2009-02-02T10:23:00.005+08:00

bad day!

pie's adidas shoes were stolen fr outside of his hm and its a wonder why th person who is staying in a condo cannot afford t buy a pair on their own and hv t resort t stealing. its just funny. it is said that there is a thief there la, bt dnt know who yet. lets hope they gt caught soon cuz justice prevails! haahahahhahahahahah :D

ive just screwed up th first j2 maths lect test and spent 30mins of it doodling a dinosaur. heheheheee. rawr.
j1s hv came in and it seems that there are alot of them and they are everywhere. its a lilhard t gt used t th schl hving so many ppl, aftall we enjoyed th honeymoon period of nt queueing so long for food. nw th queue is abt t double. and its nt that schl food is anywhere near good. th sandwiches look so unappetitising! >:(
i was like 'am i going t eat this?'
its just my personal view that th food is so underserving of th queue. we're nw getting late breaks of half an hour per time so hopefully th canteen is quiet t ourselves if nt we're just going t die fr hungryness and momentumly increasing stress.
plus tinwai just reminded me that when its time for th j1s t do pw, th comp lab is going t be filled and nw i only use th comp t surf in schl so its kinda like bad news! double rawr! rawr rawr!
reaching hm at 5pm seems rly early these days and early nights are godsent so th hours are longer than those who are wking. if i were th j1s, i would immediately go t another schl/ctry instead.
however, there is going t be pe tmr and we're finally gting our badminton (we gt cheated of 2 sessions cuz of th first pe lesson and th cny!) hahahaha like finally.
and lor mai kai is so nicey (:
and ive bought th presents and spent all my money yest! heheheheee. and i just gt my pocketmoney so i gt t think of what t gt for th 14th one (:

bt there is h1 ltr!
alrighty bye!

meet th parents (:

2009-02-01T09:53:00.005+08:00

it has been a sweet weekend. was supp t watch th wedding game w my mum and brother on friday night and pie came along t eat dinner w me. and we met so my mum and dad actually invited him t join us for th mvie. plus they were so enthusiastic that they bought it before he said yes. hahahahahaa.
thankfully my dad wasnt ard for th mvie if nt it would be a lil stressful cuz everyone thinks he has gt a stern/angry looking face. hahahahahaaa. that time seowying saw them on my dad's birthday which everyone were happy and she thought they were in bad mood cuz they dnt look friendly whn they dnt smile. ha bt me and my broth gt used t it since our growing up years :]

and it hpned that his dad asked me over for dinner which was yest night :D
hehehehee it was steamboat agn and we actually ate alot! and i tried loads of food like squid and shellfish and sea cucumber which i wouldnt hv tried on my own. it was fun (:
then stayed for a lil while which meant at least 2hours mre hahahahahaa before going back.

had wk yest and we were a lil late bt we were given angpows which was vvvvvv nice (:
& they are rly generous lo (:
did do a lil chinese proj work too (:
cuz presentation is on th 4th which is a wed. we need t prep! for all you know we might gt th first. hahahhhahaaa.
pie was good (: he helped me mk th thingy so i could type chinese. hahahahaha thanks alot baby (: and he helped me t carry th laptop ard(:

alrighty 3rd/6th/14th of feb are coming and they are all so impt days relating t one impt person (:
excited! hahaahahhaa.

time for mre chinese ppt work!
byeee :D

2009-01-29T18:43:00.002+08:00

ahaha. look there's no time!
It has been a relatively boring chinese new year cuz this year we kinda only visited family bt nevertheless it was sweet (:
we spent quality family time cuz th uncle who didnt come last yr came this yr w his family (:
then we met our cousins lo and they are all kids on my dad's side so its like im th oldest and i gt t take care of them from sunday to tues (:
it was fun cuz they were so cute. i think i found my childhood back! heehehehhee. then i also met older cousins on my mum's side and it was nice sharing our experiences :D
one is in ns, then his brother,18, has this pretty 20year old girlf and i was like you good! :D
so basically this was like my cny.
it also involved doing and finishing maclaurin's tutorial.

i wanted t go into pie's ps t help him do th cny decorations, bt thn i think i sent him too much stuff and its going t take a longgg time t open all. hehehehee.
and tmr is th dreaded 30th january which th casestudy is officially due so i'll be doing it tnight! ._.

and i keep eating! tday's pe was crazy!

alrighty bye!(:

2009-01-25T17:08:00.003+08:00

thurs was shopping! didnt buy anything la ):
then was super super super super damn freaking tired and i slept when i went hm :D
no hwk! hahahahahaha. as in nv do la gt hwk actually ._.
then friday was mre of celebration. we actually won th rangoli and th dressing competition! :D
we're good! :D
and and and actually like v lil classes participated in th dressing competition and we came t schl in th clothes so we were super out of place& awkward. and th long skirt was uhmm troublesome t wear. nt my kinda :D
bt neverthless, we won :D

and it was also sort-of celebration for pongal festival which actually allowed me t see 2 real cows at th cc opp my hse th oth time. ive picts bt no time t upload :/
they were so cute!

iceland is bankrupt! had econs on th same day and ms poh discussed th budget w us. she's my nice and uber pretty new econs tcher and even when she's angry, she's still pretty and she's knowledgable :D
i think th global economic crisis is kinda crazy and recession is th world i hate t hear nw. my parents are still keeping their jobs bt they are going crazily pessimistic and touchy abt money (think pessimism!)
so its like they wna save money blah blah blah all that. and of cuz im hving tighter wallet because of that :/
its like inflation alr makes th purchasing of th money lower, than there is ezlink card t topup, things t buy and foood!

okayokay back t th day.
then went for luanyi's farewell dinner aft that. we gave her th hamper :D
hahahahaha. th food& company was nice la :]

went t tpy lib on sat where work was nearby. bt it changed t marina area instead, so th amt of money we earned was 12$ for 2 hours was pretty much gone in a v short while.
12$ - 6$ (kfc breakfast) - 3$ transport fee = 3$ which was gone fr buying misc stuffy and i think i spent my own money too.
hahahahahahahaha. this is bad. basically i think th money we earn is easily spent on pizzahut and icecream so i think its just us. we spend too much on food :(

bt th work was still vvvv fun cuz we gt t see nice bball matches so we're nt complaining. as th scorerecorder we're supp t like pay attention so its one of th few rare occasions i actually watch bball and i think its great t watch :D :D
and saw this angmoh guy who looks like orlando bloom :D

alrighty. there is alot of hwk for this short 4days holiday and there are only 2 days left so hopefully time can be borrowed and stretched :(
i think j2 is a rly tough year its like i slept for 12hours cuz i was rly so tired._.
th days w alarm clock are hard t wake up t bt they take up 6days of th wk alr bt its beyond our ctrl ._.

alrighty going for reunion dinner! byeee!

phew crazy!

2009-01-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

ive just checked online! and its okay! hahahahahahahahaa. nvm you dnt know what im talking abt :D
phew.

our chinese proj work gt into th finals. LOL! it was kinda funny cuz we screwed up!

econs proj work presentation was over and we had fun la :D
it was funny that we all used th same theme and i mean it -_-
i was like haha same themes -_-

tmr is going t be another random late-ending day! might be going shopping aft that :]

alrighty shall go edit th chinese ppt nw so that its mre presentable! byeeee!

bored hungry and out of place

2009-01-20T10:47:00.002+08:00

its going mid wk! time is passing real fast. friday is going t be a slack cny celebration day.
had this basketball score recording thingy on sat which was super super super super super super cool and fun. we gt paid too :D :D :D
and we watch fantastic matches. heeheeheee.

then hwk seems nv ending and its true. there is still so much left aft spending hours doing in on sunday and even sat night aft ive returned hm. rawr.
going t complete th remainng stack by cny hopefully :]

went t chinatown too on sat w pie :D :D
its th first time i didnt go w my family who were also thr bt nt w me.
and then out of th rly big venue, we met! LOLLLLL.

my dad thinks pie must be rly suay cuz like random out of th blue, can also meet.
such as th oth time they met at th lift w only both of them. so it was kinda funny hw they hv so much fate t meet :D
hehehehehehee.

breaktime is going t end.
just gt 1x princess rug, 2x piano, 1x royal chanllainder, 1x royal dining table, 1 x anitique phone worth mentioning. :D
and i shall be going for ct. byeeeeee!

good and bad = okay.

2009-01-15T19:58:00.002+08:00

YAY! tinwai's thumbdrive has been found cuz smone nice found it and returned it t her :D :D :D
YAYYYY! i seriously think its lucky t gt returned cuz there were so many documents inside.
and oishi's egg was totally yummy. hee. random.

then basically its a freaking long day which was supp t end at 5. although it ended earlier, bt imagine hours of grueling chinese lessons. its chinese then chinese then break then chinese agn! ._.
i was super drowsy and was abt t sleep.
i gt a feeling that remedial days are going t be v dreaded.

went t th comp lab and psed :D
this time bought 99 500coins mystery boxes and bought stuffy for felfel.

aiyah, schl is just going t be so hard and boring in 2009 cuz we're in j2.
its rly kinda tight right nw bt its hard nt t gt distracted or bored.
bt alrighty, gt t try and keep hands crossed.

byeeeeee.

super sweet day<3

2009-01-14T19:07:00.003+08:00

It has been a sweet day!
Went t play ps awhile in schl. Actually i played yest too and th auntie only realised aft i played an hr or so, so i alr had my fun :D :D
Pie's acc is freaking poor so he could only afford 4 500 coins mystery box tday. on th othhand, i could like immediately buy 40 as if its free :D
and i gt anoth piano! so i had like 3 pianos. LOL!
heehehhehehehehee. he was like 'i dnt think youre so lucky' and he gt ject! :D
bt nvm, we share everything so i'll give him loads of nice stuffy :D

Basically its a short day. i couldnt rly gt t sleep yest night until i gt rly tired. aft we fin chatting on th phone, i came out t go t th toilet and my parents were kinda doing uhmm smt. so they were shocked when i came out ._.
i think im mre shocked& perturbed -.-

New maths tcher for a few of us only :D
He's called mr foo, used t be fr cjc. and i think, he's good :D
he gt th tution tcher feel. plus he has had 9yrs experience le!
and he taught us smt new tday. and lesser hwk than th oth grp :D
woots! :D
mr foo rocks! yay! no mre kooi :D

if michael miu is my tcher, im going t ace th subj. heheheheheheee.
tday we discussing abt him. he's this super goodlooking old uncle actor who acted in my fave hk dramas :D

had fun when i was going hm :D

alrighty, i gt t do th chi pw ppt ltr which we're presenting tmr. so goodluck :D

a lil screwed up

2009-01-13T19:02:00.002+08:00

i lost tinwai's thumbdrive tday in th lib, ard 10pm :(
and th person who took it kope it! plus so many ppl went t th lib during th open hse so if you've found it pls return t her or pass t me thanks ._.

seowying came w her friend tday t th open hse and it was kinda fun except th losing thumbdrive thingy :(
then went w darling t cut hair aft schl. he's cute as usual :D
and we won th first badminton match tday (which was pretty close and we eventually won heheehhehehee) and lost miserably for th next which was lighthearted cuz we knew they were good :D

a lil hungry nw. going t do chi hwk soon :D
alrighty byeeee!

first day of schl 2009!

2009-01-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

Its officially th first day of schl :D
Sort of looking forward cuz i'll gt t meet darling everyday :D
bt nt so looking forward, cuz it means th undone hwk will be due and hv t wake up sooo early agn and mre hwk will come like sweets attracting ants ._.

Tday is a major day for O lvl takers, hope they gt th grades they've wanted :D

Basically it was just an awesome day. We've a new addition t our cls, she's called xiao wei :]
and we hv our open hse tmr which is going t be so exciting :D

we were sent t commonwealth secondary schl t give our flyers. it was damn far at west coast -.-
then went t jp w darling for th red cliff :DD
i think it was awesome even though th critics didnt give it good feedback. Th concept of a woman being so crucial t th war was intriguing :] and i liked it!

bt basically th day was great cuz darling is being so nice and cute (as usual) :D
he offered t put th heavy laptop in his bag and took it until i reached hm. hehehehehehehe.
my mum joked that i had a handy helper when she knew :]
and i bought him a cake and a card which he gt so happy abt although it was smt small :DD
♥

alrighty, badminton and ushering job tmr. nighty :DD

2009-01-11T11:04:00.002+08:00

It feels like we're living in a construction site these days cuz of th immense amount of construction work going on ard here.
bt then tday is our off-day and th construction workers' :D
so finally, we've our peace and quietness back for one day :D

Had a few great days :D
Quality time yest w family at marina square and queenstown shopping centre :D
bt then, we were basically window shopping at marina (recession pessimism :/) bt only bought toothpaste :D
so my dad said th toothpaste costed 10$ cuz of th erp and parking. hahahahhahaa.

Fri was at jurong pt :D
its my current fave place aft th extension :D
they hv yummy food, nice shops and a nice big park next t it :D :D
it was a superrr nice day :D

alrights, schl's going t start tmr. bt ive hwk left :D
bt its okay i think miracles do happen :D
and when schl starts, its time t save cuz of th lil surprises in feb :D
alrighty, byeeeee!

super happy day :D

2009-01-07T19:47:00.002+08:00

went t schl t do my econs proj tday :D
th ppt is done :D
doing t do my scripty ltr :D

cuz we ended early and i had nothing t do and my broth wasnt going t be at hm.
so i went t pie's place t continue my proj :D
heheheheheheheeeee. it was fun, cuz smone was always poking and tickling me :D
th leg one was a goner. i almost laughed until i went crazy :D

then i ate th 2nd lor mai kai of th day :DD
yummmmy!!! :DDDD

then we went t this hougang area t do a meetup which th oth party was late for 45mins. bt had alot of fun :D
cuz it was th hougang sports stadium which i havent ever been t. so we missed th stop and we walked fr th hougang interchange over.
and we were sharing this sour lemonade in th cafe whr basically nobody goes t. then left half and we played scissors paper stone t see who drinks a big mouthful :D
and we walked a big big big big big big round ard th whole area. bt it was goooooodd :D
its good when you're with smbody you love :D

alrighty, its time t save money fr schl reopen onwards cuz of that lil surprise :D
alrighty, bye :D

btd!

2009-01-06T18:02:00.002+08:00

btd: big time (personal) disaster!

am currently facing a btd! ._.
realised on monday that th chinese test is going t be on friday, which is 3days later& nobody studied yet i think. and nt t mention th maths hwk and th chinese hwk.
there has been th lift renovations still going on and nw they're currently doing our level and th levels ard us which is super noissssy!
rawr! so dnt feel like staying at hm.
bt schl has reopened for brother and he has t bear all of these too._.
econs proj ppt tmr! :D
apart fr that, its just slacking :D

went t eat lunch opp just nw w pie, and th expression when he was looking at th cute rabbits was absolutely priceless :D
feel like eating pizza hut agn& super looking forward t going jurong pt agn cuz th extended mall is great for shopping! :D

& chi bi is opening :D

alrights, bye :D

2009(:

2009-01-01T20:48:00.002+08:00

The young ones,
Darling were the young ones,
And young ones shouldnt be afraid.

To live, love
While the flame is strong,
For we wont be the young ones very long.

Tomorrow,
Why wait till tomorrow,
Tomorrow sometimes never comes.
Love, me,
Theres a song to be sung
And the best time is to sing while were young.

-th young ones
_________________________

As we swiftly step into 2009 in joy and anticipation, we hear abt many bad news including th war, deaths, worldwide recession, chew chor meng's disease etc. we cant rly do much t change anything abt that, bt i do hope that 2009 will hv btr things awaiting us.

meet th stars :D

2008-12-30T19:29:00.002+08:00

Tday has been a lucky day.
Was studying w alvin tday then we went t amk hub for awhile:D
then over thr gt loads of sale and obviously we gt lucky :D

saw 向云, 洪慧芳 and 郭淑娴 who were filming their new proj :D
向云 was damn sweet. as in she gt this v sweet feel t her :D
then i took her photo and managed t tell her th xiao niang re was damn nice which she was v humble abt :DDDDDDDD
& 郭淑娴 was chio :DD

hahahha its going t be new year soon and shops are all getting in th mood :DD
yayayayayaa. cant wait :D
bt time is getting rly tight. still alot hwk are nt been done._.

bye:D

absolutely nice xmas(:

2008-12-25T22:40:00.004+08:00

im back fr a great day! :DDD
ITS FINALLY XMAS! :DD MERRY XMAS! :DDDD
& Tday is boxing day! :DD

Yest morning, pie came t pick me up. Then we exchanged presents downstairs :D
heehhehehe i gt th sticky sweet ive always wanted& oth stuffy! its yummy :D
then we went t escape! :D
we played th saucer thingy which was initially scary at th tip.
ltr on we tried th viking was super damn omfg scary! i was like covering my eyes when it went up! hehehehehe. bt aft th viking, everything else doesnt seem as scary and th saucer thingy was super relaxing aft that :D

then we went for water games which drenched us :D
its th mini float like thing whr we can sit in and shoot water at ppl. hahahahaa th queue was damn long bt damn worth th wait :DDDDD
and th oth one which sent us 15m up and down.

time passed super fast thr :]
and thr was this food stall that had bees flying ard th bbt syrups. it was super unhygienic. if you go thr,can go see. its gross. hahahahahahaha.
bt ppl still buy their bbt, which doesnt look appetizing at all.

Th haunted house was damn scary so i didnt see a single thing cuz was closing my eyes throughout. hahhahahahahaha._.

changed out of wet clothes into nicer clothes, dried up and went t white sands i think for swensons :D
thr was super lil ppl thr, so we didnt had t queue at all and th foor came super fast.
then we went t town for th lighting :D

thr were uncles and auntles dancing on th streets which was damn high :D
they even danced t 'dnt cha' :D

Th uncle in th white shirt looked 70 bt he danced super high! he could even jump here and thr omgggg!

and they had xmas carols and stuffy. had run& raisin icecream agn:D:D:D
yummy! :D
met mr big head bean & stalked him ard town :D
he's super cute. hahahahaha bt pie is cuter :DDDDDDDDD

loads of fun :DD ♥
bt most imptly, youre by my side :D

72hours of joy (:

2008-12-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

Its xmas season! :DDDDDD
had a superb shopping day yest w my family and everyone enjoyed it. had our fair share of fun and laughs bt legs were super tiredd and they almost broke._.
then tday we were lazying ard at hm w/o any plans so i just went t meet pie instead at amk :DD
so our dressing was super sloppy. and aft that we decided t go t fareast instead in that set :DDDDD
its like beachwear la. then we actually saw ppl we knew :DDDD
LOL! well, compared t th gorgeous ppl ard we looked rly weirdd& out of place! heehheehe.
bt had a nice dinner thr. bought a lil random stuffy :DD
like this bear hp accessory w this black polkadot ribbon and matching black beads. super prettyyy! they hv it in white, baby pink, hotpink, bright blue and white too. which are all super nice. had a hard time making a decision :DD
alrights, tmr is going t be a great day cuz we've special plans :DD
looking forward!
byeeee!

super boring and random day!

2008-12-20T18:48:00.003+08:00

Tday is a random and boring day. Teevee is showing human tetris fr taiwan, bt nt finding it funny at all.

Pie is out of town and my parents were busy bring th hse dwn w their mj. It was so damn noisy and th cigs were damn smelly and th xue shan fei hu completely bore me out. So i had t stay at hm.
Then went t th nearby rosyth pri schl for sm prize taking thing w my broth. we were both supp t gt sm award. it was just a damn waste of my time t go collect it cuz oth ppl's parents were thr t watch except ours. and they suggested we leave at 2 when its damn near and aft registering we had like damn loads of free time as th thing started at 3plus and ended like sm 4plus zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Didnt eat much so was super hungry which i combed 2 minimarts at least and they didnt even sell steamed paus or lmks so it was a wasted trip ):

then came back. my broth went out t buy and he bought like sm damn ex crap so he didnt hv enough money t buy mine aft he has bought everybody else's. then my mum was like talking t him abt it and he cried& they made alot of noise. so had t share sm crap fried rice. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

so its just super #$%*^&(*&^*(%&%$ day and im just feeling like screaming! RAWRRRRRR!
i didnt sit here just t die of slow 2nd-hand-smoke-induced lung cancer.

BYEEEEEE!

2008-12-18T18:01:00.002+08:00

im kinda hving one of th worst headaches ever. its nt exactly a headache, bt it does feel like smone randomly hitting yr head fr inside or poking it w a needle and it hpns randomly. and i didnt hit my head or anything so its weirdddd! ):
its supp t hv subsided aft th sleep, which didnt hpn.

pie met my broth tday and they kinda hit it off well (:
we were supp t do sm maths and it turned out that we played this childish soccer cards, which is a lil fun (:
then my dad came back and they kinda met for th 2nd time.
and my broth wants him over like tmr. LOL!

alrights, byeeeee!

2008-12-17T18:56:00.002+08:00

im super bored. bunny is taking long t lvl up, need anoth 5k at least so its getting boring.
went t do 8 easier questions of maths fr th topical papers at pie's hse.
(super hard okay, probably cuz our minds are getting rusty)
zzzzz. i can probably attribute my current headache t it. feels like smone poking me fr inside randomly and my neck's stiff and aching._.

went t sing k on mon w dl, ky. it wasnt v high cuz they were so mike-shy ):
so in th end, we were sitting thr w th mikes aside and just singing t th mtvs. haahahhaa.
bt of cuz, still happy t meet them aft so long! it has been ages, seriously.
and everyone has all those work going on in their lives.

cut hair le (:
i dnt know if it rly looks good, cuz apparently th only ppl who've seen it are my family who thinks i barely cut my hair when i cut quite sm parts of my fringe alr and pie, who thinks im cute regardless if im bald or nt(:

sammi fr th 7oclock show, rly sucks._.

alrights, going teevee-ing soon. bye :D

2008-12-13T20:17:00.001+08:00

it is dad's birthday tday! we went out & dad paid (:
hehehehee. well, nt for all though. we had food at sushi tei (:
th curry rice was superb!!!!!!!!! :D
mum offered t pay (:
then shoppped ard abit for cny. bought a cute babypink cami fr giodano i think (:
then walked ard mre (:
& ate! & ate (:
heehehehehe. icecream damn nice.(:
xmas is coming xD
wna cut straight bangs cuz im getting bored w my hair._.

gt t advance in pet society. goodbye (:

SUPER ULTRA NICE DAY! (:

2008-12-10T21:54:00.002+08:00

Tday was just super great (:

Went t pie's hse t slack first thing in th morning (:
Collected my daily range of coins fr th visits in petsociety!
Ate my current fave lor mai kai for breakfast :D
Left at 2 for th damn nice nasilemak at bugis :D
YUMMY! YUMMY! :D :D

Then went for sm shopping (:
Black satin tubedress was a steal! Bought anoth cute blue dress too!

Then we went for icecream!
It was super yummy and sweet, cuz we were sharing our flavours (:
rum& raisin is still damn nice as usual. tiramisu& macademia nut was superb!
bt my raspberry was sour xD

supp t go t nlb, bt changed course cuz we went t th toilet dwnstairs and saw th arcade :D
super fun :D
hse of th dead was pure adrenaline rush. and i kept losing for music games. apparantly, 真人不露像。
cuz pie is great at such games on his psp, and he completely dnt look like it. LOL.

It was just super fun :D :D
Love! ♥

2008-12-09T10:46:00.001+08:00

super bored! pet society is love ♥ (:

(edit)
im still super bored. bt im in th midst of doing my econs proj nw cuz im kinda free and yearn t be a lil productive(:

boarded this bus this aftrnn, whr thr was a lil commotion because of this auntie.
This is what it was abt:

This auntie A boarded th bus i-dnt-know-when. She didnt pay.
Then th bus driver kinda found out. He stopped th bus at a traffic light and came over t ask her t tap her card t show if she gt pay anot.
Th auntie who didnt pay refused rudely!
It was quite obvious she didnt pay la. Her body language& behaviour gave her away. If she did, she would hv tapped th card. Then th bus driver went back t his seat cuz she refused.
Th auntie A ltr asked th public if this bus is 76 or 74 (act blur). Cute lil auntie B looked at her& kindly replied it was 74 which auntie A retorted "看什么看，有什么好看的！".
Then th next stop, SHE BHB AND GT OFF TH BUS W/O OFFERING T PAY!

i gt unusually disgusted& looked in disbelief. its nt like bus fares are damn ex, or that she appeared v poor that it was unaffordable.
th nice busdriver didnt wna like catch her for th 20$ fine cuz she's an auntie & she's nt even apologetic abt th whole issue! ._.

i cannot believe 这样的人也有啊！
rawr.

okay, done w my mindless ranting. feeling btr aft that.
goodnight world (:

2008-12-06T20:29:00.000+08:00

已经很久没有那么不舍得一个人走了。

2008-12-05T16:56:00.004+08:00

life generally revolves ard food, th computer, th tv, snacking or going out t eat.

what a wonderful lifestyle! ♥ :DDDDDD

cant wait for next wed♥

SWEET DAY (:

2008-12-01T17:26:00.000+08:00

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

2008-11-27T19:16:00.005+08:00

Ive just had th shock of my life. Hv been feeling rly sleepy and drowsy tday aft th medication until th bettle flew right into my face. eeeeewwww.
Kinda feeling mre awake for awhile. hahahahaa.
nw there was anoth one. which i caught (yay!) and let it out of th hse.

Its a rly animal-ful day (:

went t th docs this morning, with my love ♥ who brought me thr (:
gt rly bad flu since yest when we were out tgt and wouldnt hv thought of going thr until he pushed me t it. hahahaaa cute (:
aft th docs, we walked ard th random pasar-malam styled marketplace which was rly heartland (:
and t th ntuc t see all sorts of stuff. and t th fish shops t see cute goldfishes(:
THEY ARE RLY CUTE!(:
they seem t be talking cuz they're always doing th gulp thingy.

GULPY GULP.

CUTEEEEEE! (FAT GOLDFISH)

its like th shops are always opp my place, bt i hvnt been thr for at least a yr t just look at th cute pets they're selling. and tday i saw loads of cute ones fr goldfishes t catfishes t damn damn damn damn damn pretty arowanas. that's only th fishes. cuz there were parrots (omg cooool), rabbits that looked like dogs, hamsters, worms (:
catfishes and snails are damn neutral in th ecosystem. okay, random sentence.(:

Bt also saw a parrot fish w one eye gone & sm goldfishes eating a dead one ):
Do Mad fish disease exist? Bt its just part of natural selection.

then i came back t watch nick baker's weird animals. cooool! i need t go t th zoo ._.
animals are damn interesting!

Yes, it exists. Its a real animal ._.

Hello!

Normal cat(:

I wonder what they feel like, being so different (:
Bt it doesnt neccessary is a bad thing. This is nature!
okay, probably getting sleepy agn soon. sleeeeeep! bye!

2008-11-21T22:57:00.002+08:00

there's a diff between bedok and bukit batok ._.
haha yawns. th camp finally ended, had rly fun tday(:
finally can rest, bt cannot rest. cuz tmr we're hving econs pw._.
all th picts are on fb, except those xiaohan will email us. i'll miss xiaoge._.

alrights, time for rest. gt t wake up early and travel agn tmr ._.

DAMN SUAY!

2008-11-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

TDAY IS A DAMN SUAY DAY! I FELL DWN 2TIMES LEH!
until wangxue was like damn afraid i'll fall dwn agn! ._.
BRRRRR. suay.
was wearing slippers first time thr since we're going outdoors, yet it seemed like th wrong move. yangqian said slippers mah, so will slip and fall ._.
i guess they're getting old. time& excuse t change a new pair (:
hope they heal soon, if nt it might be a lil ugly :/

Saw cute animals tday (actually only dog, cat and bird), tried ntu food, read nice interesting articles, love♥ came t pick me up(:
bt was damn tired! we walked ard like th whole day.
NTU IS BIGGGGG!
So went into a daze when we finally could sit dwn in th aircon place w sortsort internet t surf a little.

Time seems t fly._.
It was 8.30 when i sat dwn and nw its 9.30 alr! My one hours pass like that.
Brrrr.
Cant wait for tmr, cuz he's still coming t pick me and its th last day! (:
We're going t present. heheeheee. (like anoth op)
& Going out and econs pw on sat, rest on sun and rest on mon (:

REST! (:
i wna rest at hm for th whole day& sleep whole day! which hvnt been doing since v long ago ):
miss it badly. heheheee.

alrights, goodnight! ._.

2008-11-19T19:58:00.002+08:00

GOOD JOB ELAINE!
LAST MNTH'S PHONEBILL was cooked up t 60$._.
lalalaaaaaa.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

mediacorp tour tday! (:
bt end damn late. gt t do chi pw (:
th pict says it all(:

TWO HOT NEWSCASTERS ALL MINE ;D xD
i kinda turned into a starstruck fan when i saw lin qiyuan, cuz my gma loves t see his news. heheeee.

alrights, bye (:

camp day 2 (:

2008-11-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

Tday i went for th nice nice camp (:
Why isit nice? (:
Cuz its th first time i made my way that far (omfg, it took me 1.5hrs of traveling!)& squeezed my way onto a bus full of ntu students& tchers (:
I cant wait for th day i become a part of them.
Th interchange was bustling w activity, involving hawkers selling their foods so it was rly cute. Schl life doesnt involve us seeing oth ppl rushing for wk& th wide variety diff types of ppl in society, although it does give us valuable insights.

I had fun tday (:
Gt t know sm rly nice girls and hope t know them btr by friday (:
Huizhen is rly sweet and pure, xiaohan is funny and nice t chat up & it was my first time talking t yangqian who's so damn cute and petite ._.

Met th rly cool wu qingkang, who has columns in th chinese papers! &lu shi lin, th newspresenter!
hahahaa, and went t SPH for a tour(:

Then dinner at tpy w love♥!
Going t cut my hair soon xD
excited!

need t wake early tmr, goodnight (:

th crazy day!

2008-11-17T20:06:00.004+08:00

Tday's plans were spontaneous and impromptu. I mean rly.
Was supp t go for th chi thingy at ntu (omfg far!)
Met love♥ early for so-called breakfast, cuz apparantly no shops were open at such ungodly hours. Fortunately or nt so fortunately, cheers& bbt shop were open except that pearls were out. Did anyone say cheesecake& bbt early at 6plus will cause a possible bad stomachache? ._.

Boarded th train t jurong east w love♥, which halfway through it felt rly bad. And i was rly rly rly rly tired out. So, we turned back& i didnt go for th first day heheheeeeeee.

Dropped at cck for toilet ._. LOL.
& walked ard th empty mall abit.
Then amk when th shops finally open& sushi lunch (:

Then it was raining aft that.
I wore th pair of comfy white shoes my mum bought for me yest. That day she asked me if this pair of earrings were nice& i directly said it wasnt which i thought was th truth bt she told me she had bought them for me, i was like omg ♥(:
I'll definately wear it. heheheeee. &plus they were super nice t me cuz i hvnt been out w them for a mil years. That's why yesterday's dinner was super nice (:
I rly hv a great mum, love her (:
I wna buy her smt I've seen tday (:
Bt it rained, so it was quite sian& didnt want it t gt dirty or smt.
So when we reached, love♥ helped me w th cleaning up and drying so nw my shoes are pretty much dried& cleaned alr (:
He's like so good w th hsewk& super good t me (: heheheeee.

Aft that changed into smt dry& rested in th cosycosy hse before going hm(:
-secret- (:
Bt still rly tired out though. Brrrrrr.
Thankfully we've good groupmates for th chi pw. We've fin th first draft in time -phew- which i almost hv had a heartattack yest night fr th deadlines. & th tcher says its good ;D

Alrights, gt t rest early tnight for th long long long long way tmr& t tackle th massive pile of hwk shall i hv th time. tata, goodnight (:

2008-11-15T21:07:00.003+08:00

Its amazing hw a bad yest could pave its way t a good tday (:

It gt rly bad yest until i didnt feel like talking ):
tinwai was a lil sick during th boring lect we had t attend, and my mood went haywire when i heard mr peh's voice. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
we've econs pw t discuss. finally gt siti's num (yay! at least smt can be done although nothing is being done)
nt t mention we were rushing for time t complete a first draft for chinese pw in th morning which involved us skipping maths ):
and were rushing t meet him and stuff which th tcher obviously said it was substandard ):

sigh! listened t songs and was feeling rly bad so i went t sleep.
although yest night's phonecall didnt started well, at least i went t sleep okay. thanks (:

finally collected th surprise (:
heheeeeee. and had a great day tday (:
went t th amk lib t read/study/do sm wk.
saw nice clothes! waiting for cny's shopping money rawr. im going t buy them all ;D ;D ;D
pls come soon, i promise i'll study hard and do my hwk (:

hahaaaa. goodbye (:
♥

WET WEATHER!

2008-11-13T20:24:00.005+08:00

WET WEATHER IS SUCH A SPOILER! ._.
skipped schl cuz i only had econs (which i completely didnt go for this wk at all, bt i wna go so i dnt know what hpned! im so going t study international trade at hm) and wanted t go t www (and econs i wished i could split into 2)!
plans were completely screwed by th rain :(
th teletext's forecast was that there was going t be showers w thunder across spore :(
no www, no fun in th sun, no floating ard in th water and relaxing :(
looks like i gt t wait till anoth time. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

plan b was t go t dwntwn east first, then sing k then see th weather then go t th www. (think money and wallet's hole)
plan c was adopted instead, which was topone! th 11am-6pm happy hr only costed like 17$ w free flow of drinks (:
and it was thurs! no full hse and there was a rm for us (:
(think good deal! hah)
singing 豆浆油条 tgt was so sweeet (: ♥ ♥

我知道你和我就像是豆浆油条
要一起吃下去味道才会是最好! (:

(haha, random(: )

im so excited! new shop seems t be getting sm responses. hehehe.
wallet isnt that empty as expected too xDDDDDDDDDD
and preparing that surprise (:
shhhh, its a secret. heh.

we saw this auntie tday! she nt wearing bra and was wearing this (short) pink dress that completely hugged her curves and her protruding nipples (and her big boobs) ._.
uhmm okay it sounds completely ra. need mention we were eating in th food court?
WTFFFFFFFFF! i wouldnt mind if she's a hot babe or miss brazil it would hv been so hotttt ;D ;D

tmr has schl and there's chinese pw and economics pw and maths topical papers w complete lack of motivation. (seniors are indeed spot on w this, they are so experienced alr)
next whole wk there will be sm chinese exchange thingy w th tv station or smt, i dnt know what we call it. we're th lucky 3 fr ny t go (:
doubt anyone else wna go anw. hah.
gt t start running against time agn! tata, goodbye!

2008-11-12T08:41:00.001+08:00

WE HV A PROB HERE ._.
th stupid old @$^*yrs old printer is taking th avg speed of 5mins/pg while printing, its so fast that, i think i can probably reach schl before my 17pg geog notes are done! they're so nt going t gt printed before im late for half of maths or smt. and im abt t smash it._.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
and yes, im still at hm.

great day!

2008-11-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

great day (:
♥

btr day!

2008-11-09T21:06:00.003+08:00

went out w kq yest (:
didnt know what t do and hsm3 wasnt that nice i heard.
topone was in his neighbourhood bt was full so we walked t suntec.
klunch was rly cheap and yummy! shall go w my pwmates anoth day (:
hahaha heard kq's singing for th first time and it was funny (:
cuz he would sing too fast and ask if th song was unusually slow! uhmm is he sing too fast la ._.
and we sang female-female duets. LOL. mr kq sang alot of girls parts!
脱掉, 下流社会 were super high! (:
then walked back t bugis. rawr. it was so packed. shopped a lil.
went t see guys clothes which were so cute (: (:
then left t hv dinner w chip at our usual spot whr nobody knows whr hehhehheh(:
then randomly dropped by his place for awhile t read th papers on this boring boring sunday and randomly met his dad ._.
completely dnt know what t talk abt. ahahaaaa.
his dad v cute. cuz he left and supposely went dwnstairs t cycle(:
bbt! (:
then went t grandma's place t read th papers(:
diff papers okay! hahahaaaa.

happy weekend (:
hope there's no monday blues tmr. and gasps, www isnt open on tues!
tata, goodnight! (:

results day.

2008-11-07T17:24:00.002+08:00

tday is a rollercoaster ride w mixed up emotions.
th sunshine on th trees looked breathtaking and picture perfect. th weather was mixed up with th drizzle and evening sun bt great. my parents hugged each oth when they were sleeping, it was so sweet. they seem so much happier aft they've patched which im rly relieved t see.
breakfasted& watched funny vids at his hse before going t schl. alvin also gt th rly cool recognition w oth rly smart ppl. he did rly well! (:
bt nt everything of tday is pretty.

it is results day.
im nt supp t feel that way cuz ive made it. and it wasnt until i saw her.
i didnt know what t do. and all i can do was t give her a smile and i couldnt help.
and you know sm ppl put in so much effort. they may nt make it t gt promoted, nt t mention th honours roll, bt you know they rly deserved it and there's nth we can do abt it.
and we came in tgt and spent so much time tgt, nobody should be infact left behind. bt we cant do anything abt it.

they are still going t be thr, bt they're nt.

i dnt know. i mean thr are ppl who probably wouldnt be coming for th lessons anymore cuz they are nt going onto j2. will we gt t spend these kinda time and hv this kinda fun tgt during cls or lect anymore? it seems like th answer is going t be too upsetting t think abt.

on a more lighthearted note, pan laoshi was super 扫兴 cuz he was like asking me if i will gt promoted or not
which i said yes and he was like saying if i dnt put in effort next yr, my chi will gt e which can gt me nowhere and he told me i could consider retaining and changing subj combi or going poly which was like zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

and th principal's talk was stressing. its like as if jc is a tough competition, whr only th fittest shall survive which hpns t be a theory i didnt like t believe in cuz its hard t be th fittest. we cant even smell th honours roll or th sweet scent of th university flowers, nt t mention been thr done that.
okay this still sounds pessimistic. ahhhhhhhhhhhh ._.

alright. i hope you're fine, yes you (:
tata, goodbye!

OP!

2008-11-06T18:55:00.003+08:00

OP ENDED LIKE FINALLY LIKE FINALLY LIKE FINALLY!!!
MY HEART ALMOST STOPPED IN THR ._.
i think we did fine, except jac was too nervous.
th tadas were stupid, bt th tchers seemed t enjoy it. bubbly you know.

MY PARENTS HE HAO LE! :D :D :D
THEYRE TALKING T EACH OTH W/O QUARRELING!

BT IM STILL DAMN BROKE LIKE DAMN BROKE LA.
cant buy anything except anoth lipbalm. bt aft buying i saw anoth nice lipbalm. which i cant buy if nt i'll hv 3 ._.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

bt its okay. ive bought a rly rly cool black bag early this wk thats why(:

shi xiong di (drama) is cute! used t like th old mvie when was younger.
& nw i super like th song stop& stare by one republic! nice!

alright, getting pretty bored. hope watchmvie.net comes back quick! then i can watch blindness online ._.

______
我们穿了太多烦恼热到自己受不了
脾气总会莫名其妙冒烟又傻笑
你辛苦我辛苦何必那么苦
Yeah baby yeah baby
规矩太多一起脱掉有搞头一起飙
浑身上下清爽畅凉快活着多美好
你知道你想要那样才翘
______

2008-11-05T17:10:00.002+08:00

OBAMA WON! :D :D :D
hahahahaaa. we thought he has th charisma and its such a breakthrough t hv th first non-white president!
waiting t see hw he will impact th world in th following yrs t come.

just reached hm. went t schl t print th entry proof, which th GO says we actually dnt need it ._.
and my lipbalm's fin so i had t buy a new one and they didnt hv th same one aft going t $^%$&%^U&^ shops! ._.
so i bought anoth one which i dnt rly like. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
it has this colour ._.
so i'll be buying one mre anoth day when i see it when im so alr broke. rawr.

and ive been alternating between feeling hungry and bloated tday.
nt exactly in good shape. bt op is tmr! ._.
gt t prac prac prac tnight!

watched a meaningful mvie called they wait (:
its basically abt th hungry ghost fest and stuff. bt then th moral of th story is dnt harm oths cuz their spirits are going t return for revenge which is so true and unlike those boring horror mvies that only treat you t a scare feast.
and smtimes ppl are scarier than ghosts.

okay! tata, goodbye! :D

2008-11-04T08:10:00.001+08:00

my parents were quarreling when i left hm. they're adults, why are they nt thinking rationally when they say things t each oth?

CABLE._.

2008-11-01T20:45:00.003+08:00

______________________

"I don't know what's next. By the end of the week, he'll be accusing me of being a secret communist because I shared my toys in kindergarten."

-- Democratic presidential hopeful Barack Obama, mocking Republicans accusing him of being a socialist.
______________________

random random day. cant gt anymore random.
went t schl late and ran in th rain bt was still slightly late for th mr quek thingy. it was so last min and urgent. and he was cute and funny as usual as he spoke t us abt th interact proj he wants t do. bt he wants us t commit t a 1mnth thingy which was obviously hard cuz everyone has so many things t do and th response was kinda poor until he did th elimination thingy ._.

and it ended quite soon though. then there was still th romantic rain making it so inconv t move abt & th nice sensual songs playing itself on th radio which just fitted perfectly.
i dntknow if you gt what i mean. bt its just a feeling, that kinda feeling._.
went t j8 for yummy yummy lunch(:
i love j8's foodcourt(:

went t th se shop for th cable and asked th person for th cable and wanted t pay thinking its going t be like cheap.
i couldnt believe my ears when th small short little usb cable costed like uhmm 30$?!
._____.
i hvnt lost things in awhile and when i do, it's nt exactly that easy t replace when wallet's getting pathatically tight nw.
and zy helped me reg my prob cuz she has a spare one (:
so nw im damn happy cuz th photos are over and th new songs are there yay! :D

can waste tmr at hm like finally :D
goodnight! :D

anniversary!

2008-10-31T20:38:00.003+08:00

GG! I LOST MY USB CABLE :/
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. im like alr broke and if i cant find it tmr, will probably buy one on sunday._.
i think its that day when i brought it t schl. and smhow nw it has disappeared!
& i wna send songs over :/

had a great day though. watched like 4 mvies (dead slience, joshua, th hills hv eyes 2 and anoth random one) which apparantly all involves ppl dying or chopped up or opened up t remove their organs._.
and watching these kinda show makes food rly unappetizing.
bt it gts rly boring when all uses th same kinda plots and killings.
it was rly a great day though (:
he rode me ard on his bike. hahahahaaaa. it was damn damn damn damn damn fun!
and we made breakfast tgt (:
and i received a cute little present (: okay, its nt exactly little._.
its just a damn sweet day (:
hahahaa, im sure nobody's rly int t hear th details its okay.
so i'll save th elaboration as memories for myself ;D

apart fr that, im damn broke. and my parents quarrelled and ive schl tmr._.
and i dnt feel that op is coming. gt t prac tmr alr.
tata, goodnight (:

SUPERJUNIOR M!

2008-10-30T09:08:00.003+08:00

HELLO! (:
I LIKE SUPER JUNIOR M(:
they're nt super good looking like farenheit, bt they're like so lively and happy (:
& THEIR MVS, SO CUTE (:

haha okay la. actually i only watched 谜(me)!
ltr going out for th coffin. and shall be back t find out mre abt them. tata (:

great weekend! (:

2008-10-27T18:55:00.004+08:00

had a great weekend (:
met up for pw for awhile and everything's under control!
yixin's video was one hell of a good job (:
jac didnt cm though, cuz we couldnt locate her, bt its okay i think we kinda did okay(:
and i managed t cut my talking t under 5mins (finally!)

bought new pumps t replace th old pink shoes i wear t schl smtimes. its like constantly emitting th 臭豆腐 aroma whenever it has th chance so i had t replace it. lol ._.
th new one's rly cute anw (:
and i can wear clean socks tmr, like finally! ._.

and did sm random shopping. fareast has sales you know (:
it basically drove me crazy t part w my money senselessly!
and recently into shoes greatly (:
took neoprints aft so long. and i rly miss cf. she did badly :/
if i had magic, im so going t change that.

we were along cine area when there were alot of birds flying everywhere. and i randomly said who so suay sure will kena th bird shit or smt. then alvin said dnt say if say alr ltr you kena.
then right! smthing weird fell on me leh ._.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
he kept saying it was probably a berry. cuz thr was this red thingy.
i laughed until i almost cried. thankfully it wasnt like hard t clean or smelly or wht._.
and of cuz i had a long long soothing bath aft i reached hm (:
and they say GOOD LUCK COMES AFT BAD LUCK(:

os and as and op quickily end! (: everybody jiayou ba!
and its going t be xmas soon! looking forward t escape theme park, www, ecp, sentosa and mre mre fun (:
of cuz, i need t grow money nw._.

isnt th new skin pretty (:
hah. thr's link t archives, bt i dnt dare t read my archives._.

tata, goodnight (:

op!

2008-10-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

it has been a great day for me, bt im nt so sure abt smbody else.
i feel sorry for this guy cuz this thingy has been spreading like wildfire. and i think his future may just be gone cuz th schl's stance has always been strict regarding their reputation and like everyone knows he's fr our schl. gg.

op has been doing great. im rly greatful for my grp and everyone did a great job tday (:
and everyone put in effort! so it was rly cool. its twards th end of th pw cycle alr so lets do it well and good and gt what we deserve.
i could admit i wasnt exactly into pw recently and i wasnt rly motivated t do anything. bt everyone has put in effort which was what that made me rly happy tday (:

加油，我们最大的敌人是自己而我们绝不可以败给他!(:
i hope everybody is happy! unfortunately, this is often nt th case :/

and i saw lena by chance(:
and sang ktv yest w my econs friends(:
and advanced in pokemon(:
and op is fine (:
and i went t tutor my friend! hahahaahaa. lost touch w o lvls stuff alr._.

low in cash alr ._. (uhmm i bought this dress just nw.)

tata. going t dig out clothes for donation tmr and watch teevee. yuhan of th 7oclock show is so pretty! ;D
goodbye!

hungry!

2008-10-22T21:06:00.001+08:00

能够为大局着想的人，才能办大事。(:
大事我来了!

happy, great, random day(:
trying hard t pay attention in lesssons t catchup my chinese!

(:

2008-10-20T13:45:00.003+08:00

anoth pw day, bt its okay th feeling's great(:
uploaded nice songs into th phone! yay(:
and ive bought my sling bag thingy. and black shoes!
shall gt th pink dress and anoth pair of schl shoes soon i hope :D

_______________________

某年某月某一天 /Energy

干干净净的天　风景在后退
空荡荡的车厢里　你的脸轻靠着我的肩　安心的睡了
如果什么都会变　爱能不能例外
想承担这样甜蜜的重量　守着你到终点

虽然我还不知道　到达幸福最快速的路线
虽然我不能解释　但时间终于会证明一切 baby

爱到某年某月某一天　直到我微笑的闭上眼
闪过心里最后的画面　还是蓝天里的你
爱到某年某月某一天　渴望一直守护一个人的感觉
让我邀请你　一起去看一看永远

浮浮沉沉的心　有多少试炼
只希望我的怀里　是一个没有风没有雨小小的世界
如果什么都会变　爱一定能例外
在你和我和天空的面前　许下一个预言

虽然我还不知道　到达幸福最快速的路线
虽然我不能解释　但时间终于会证明一切 baby

爱到某年某月某一天　直到我微笑的闭上眼
闪过心里最后的画面　还是蓝天里的你
爱到某年某月某一天　渴望一直守护一个人的感觉
让我邀请你　一起去看一看永远

短短的旅程　长长的一辈子
从此你的每一天　都让爱　都让我　陪着你一起走
无论最后是什么时候　一直到我们都走不动
爱上了一个人　不再是一人　紧紧牵着你的手

爱到某年某月某一天　直到我微笑的闭上眼
闪过心里最后的画面　还是蓝天里的你
爱到某年某月某一天　渴望一直守护一个人的感觉
让我邀请你　一起去看看永远
我所有的....缱绻

__________________________
exchange(:
strawberry(:
HAHAHAHA ._. (insider(:)

happy!(:

2008-10-17T17:07:00.004+08:00

feeling great(:
its like as if you're a painter, painting rainbows in th sky and drawing th smile on my face regardless of anything (:

my pw is almost done (:
ive been like drinking all th water in th world these days and it gt a little btr, bt nt all all right yet. zzzzzzz.

no mre shopping for clothes! bt tmr i shall gt a small black sling shall i find one (:
i feel like, going smwhr out of th world(:

tata, pw time (:

escapism is my only concern(:

2008-10-16T09:17:00.005+08:00

it hurts ):
rawr!
its only okay when i relax ):
it hurts when i talk. it hurts when i eat. it hurts when i drink. rawr! rawr!

it did hurt when you spoke like that.

mood is like on a roller coaster ride. i only feel like being responsible at night.
and apart fr that, just dnt rly feel like doing anything :D
如果你问，有些事也懒的作出解释或辩解了。

was rly sad when i saw those marks on her hand :(
心痛 you know.

im waiting for th hols then i dnt hv t go t schl! cuz i dnt wna go t schl.
yawns. bt ive fin i&r like finally (:

alrights, there's still loads t do so goodbye (:

(edit)
MAX PAYNE IS NICE :D
and it hurts lesser nw :)
and librarying was fun! maxim was boring. LAWL!
still abit of pw t do so i hope i can fin soon :D :D
tada! bye!

:D

2008-10-15T14:14:00.002+08:00

YAY, I MADE IT :D
just nice lo, passed 2 h2 and 2 h1 with double Bs for h2, single C for gp and an E.
Chinese gt S :(

bt nvm. im tired :(
wna go sleep mre ltr :D

TADA, goodbye :)

POKEMON!

2008-10-14T08:13:00.002+08:00

I WANT POKEMON T BE IN REALITY ):

lalalaaaa

2008-10-12T09:05:00.002+08:00

FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS!
FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS FIREWORKS!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA! yesterday was a great yesterday! :D
anw, just gt caught up w playing pokemon emerald version which i hvnt tried before and it was fun :D
gt bored w guess th sketch alr and its a hair-pulling affair when it is revealed that yr guess was so close t th ans like germany and german although its pretty shiok t gt a couple of hundred pts at times you guess it fast :D

i wna go shopping. shopping. shopping.
bt th speed of wearing clothes is still slower than th speed of buying :D
so its nt such a great idea. HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA.

a couple of days t wed! rawr! its a stupid day!

went t sing w them that day and tried th sgn central's one which was rly rly small._.
NEVERTHLESS :D
IT WAS STILL NICE AND FUN AND COSY :D
they suggested recording a song that we sang tgt and apparantly we screwed up and it sounded like KIDDY CHOIR._.
LOL LOL. bt its fun t listen t ;D

sm of th picts are funny :D

(i like this one abv)

(try one)

(try two)

I ♥ my friend (:

candid!
charissa sang well too (:

im so hungry i think i can eat an elephant! rawr! bt thr's no food :(
and life seems too aimless t be true. gt t focus tmr's pw. focus focus and do a great job!

alrights! back t playing pokemon :D

th first always leads t th second.

2008-10-09T20:46:00.004+08:00

LAWL SCHL WAS DAMN BORINGG ._.
was rly reluctant t move t schl tday. rawr.
lazy. (a little bit sick too)

left early :D
and watched mirrors :D
ITS NICE! HAHAHAA NT SCARY LO. nt rly scary cuz th scary bits were so expected.
BT SMBODY WAS CUTE :D XD ;D

bridge w them was rly funny cuz i didnt know hw t play. then did alot of stupid stuff which made them laugh rly hard. HAHAHAHAAA! ._.
gt t learn hw t play next time.

we're basically just getting so aimless in life these days, filled w eating and sleeping and watching movies and playing 'GUESS TH SKETCH' which is damn fun :DD

yawns. schl tmr agn. rawr.
bt catching up w old friends :DD

wah so fun ah xD

2008-10-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

whoo. these days hv been exciting xD
loved th cycling xD
and and and SHOPPED LIKE CRAZY.
战绩- black shorts, white shorts, orange tube, colourful stripped tee, heartprinted tee, dress, yellow stripped tee, hoodie top, white chiffon tubedress, colourful tanktop, suspenders xDD

hehehehheee. damn shiok. bt kinda overspent!
watched 画皮 which was rly meaningful.

hungry nw! waiting for 叮当神探. i hvnt been watching tv for so long!

tata, goodnight :)

so elaine can sing!

2008-10-04T20:49:00.003+08:00

LOL IVE REALISED TDAY THAT ELAINE ISNT AN 音痴! HAHAHAHAHAHA! (surprisingly!)
EH IT WAS DAMN FUN LA! QUITE HIGH!
jiaying sang so well!
we gt t do it agn smtime w mre ppl :D :D:D

uhmm and and and its nice t sing duets! LOLLL!
and its just a damn nice day i dnt know what t say t describe it.
beaching, tmr! heheheheheee. i miss th sunny sun, cool sea breeze.
and spending money is damn shiok. as in just enjoying th good food, spending th time w/o hving t think of studying or deadlines (period!), and going t places you've nv knew existed. i hadnt been back in downtown east for so long until tday! :(
BT HOLS IS COMING SOOON! im going t hv a chance for escape and www that i so missed ;D

and tmr! cycling! HAHAHAHA (i cant cycle 2wheeler la!)
bt its okay, im sharing my bike(:

I was watching a tv show that talked abt it!
"LOVE" is caring and putting smone else ahead of you regardless of superficial means and every oth factor, like hw yr parents care for you.

and i would gladly say my current life has love and loads of it :D :D
love fr family, everywhere and stuff :D
plus, you cant deny th standard of living in spore is so good compared t say, africa and many oth ctries.
and its so blessed compared t ppl affected by disasters, poverty, loss of loved ones etc and etc, so im v contented and i know i dnt rly need anything :)
smtimes i find it so weird when ppl choose t install sadness or hatred into their lives for nothing when its obvious they alr own so much, bt its their own choice which i'd gladly respect because its their right and choice. hence t interfere in this, i would be condoning what i condemn.
it would probably be like that in th past, bt alr its nt th past :]
tday, it turned out that th exposure t th real wking world made rich experience that shaped me for who i am nw for me t enjoy this better present!
hahahahahaa!

im damn hungry nw. i kept feeling sleepy since yest(:
chinese paper was sian la. was in a could-time-just-fly-i-dnt-care-hw-i-fare mood.
im sure everyone else was tooo!
hah. i was like taking a gamble. cuz if my 2h2s fail me, i'd gladly pack up and go t directly pursue 理想. its like in jc, you only know abt studying. its just all abt studying which is infact meaningless.
bt if i stay, i'd be equally happy t see those few ppl everyday and i'll only be left w th choice of wking harder. HAHAHAHAAA! so we'll see :D

tata! goodnight :)

rain rain go away!

2008-09-29T17:51:00.004+08:00

it kept raining tday! #%$%&^*&^(
haha, its damn irritating and bad for studying.
its alr monday! im so excited abt th wkends xD
shopping, kbox, maybe bbq!
bt i doubt thr's much time t study xD
im like tv-ing everyday. plus, tmr thr's going t be a new new new show on channel 8 at 9pm and its so my type of show xD
bt i gt t go pass th paper before i can gt thr so i gt t study! rawr!

and th 黄金路's 金龙 is so cool xD
i wonder why ive missed th entire thingy last time! th 郑赟辉's character is so 奸诈 lo!
i think its going t end next wk so i wna wna catch it :D

and th f1 was so cool :D
super infatuated w the ferrari. its damn hot!
i told my brother it was cool and he was like "here v cold meh?" LOL!
i think it sort of runs in th genes!

bought black bagpack :DD

"WHEN TH GOING GTS TOUGH, TH TOUGH GTS GOING! :D

lalalalaaa

2008-09-24T13:09:00.001+08:00

im feeling private! hahahaaa!
as in, im just enjoying th time nw being alone. being at hm. being at ease w myself. being comfortable (:
just plain enjoying tday and yest night!
2h2 papers are over, and th gp that ive been worrying abt. plus she has given me so many compliments recently so i couldnt fail like i did in th mids.
so tada, in th blink of an eye, these worrying papers hv been completed. and regardless hw i fare, im still happy :D
bt i didnt study mass mvement so i wrote rly funny crap! hahaha i didnt know hw t ans for th mass mvement qn.
so i randomly wrote 'avalanche!' which th spelling is obviously wrong. LOLL.
bt i only rmbed th part abt th burried rock expanding aft freezing, pushing th one on top out, bt nt its name which i wrote 'frost action' which is pw! LAWL!
h2 maths was screwed ):
my maths deproved like crazy and i'd be glad if i can gt abv 60. and im sure those in sci stream would hv found it a breeze.

BT as i hv said, these major papers hv been completed, leaving only h2 chinese and my econs!
econs, no prob (:
hvnt studied, bt no prob (:
and chinese, im going t give all i've and im sure this time i'll be able t pass, although im nt sure whr th confidence came fr.
HAHAHAAAAA.

alrights, regardless of what's th outcome, i'll still be happy (:
if i dnt do well, i'll just shut up and go t poly. then i can experience both kinda schl life yknow! bt of cuz im nt directly planning for it. lawl!
so we'll see. we'll see that 15th oct (:
if so i'll be making plans then. hahahahahahaa!

and looking forward. damn looking forward t everything aft promos end.
that black backpack! pink hearts tube! geek specs! shopping! swensons w cf, whom i miss alot (:
i miss her!
i miss her damn cute hair. hahahahahaa!
ijust feel like being w her, taking care of her (:

and i was damn happy that day. th running w you for th bus, my old friend.
its like time just went back. i'll definately cherish th time ive w you these 2yrs in jc cuz i know we wouldnt hv such chances when we're out of this schl.

oh yeah, im going t change my hairstyle toooo!
grow hair, grow! :DDD
im rly damn excited!

omg!

2008-09-18T08:09:00.003+08:00

omg! its coming!
hahahahahahahaha!

and i cant believe i hvnt used th comp for so long. i mean its at least a wk! ._.

i did badly for my hgeog test! RAWR!
which i studied for!

Y&E%^&%^*&^(*&)(^%%$@!#$#$^%^*&(*)*)

12days!

2008-09-09T17:59:00.003+08:00

hello! im hungry and bored. and im currently hving my 1hr break. gt nice food smells coming ard fr next door i think. bt im nt hving great appetite recently, i dnt know why.
12 days t promosss! ahhhhhhh! LOLLL!
im actually happy and excited as it comes, unlike oth ppl. quick come, quick go! then i can go shopping. currently saving up money!

pe tmr, damn excited abt sports.
sports and politics should mix. haha. okay, nt funny.

bored!

2008-09-04T16:54:00.002+08:00

im feeling so bored at hm, w my hair all up and rawr sleepy!
so its true that aft eating, you'll feel sleepy.
18mre days! ahhhhhhh!

bt i keep eating ._.

digression!

2008-09-01T20:04:00.003+08:00

(i/am/supp/t/do/eom/nw!) LOLL!

tday was th chi test! phew, like finally ended! bt we're gt another long way t go, which is th actual promos paper. its actually pretty taxing t sit for 2x 3hr papers, thankfully for promos its split into 2 and hopefully a lvls as well. i almost wanted t say stop doing and just sleep cuz i gt sleepy and stoned for sm living moments and wanted t sleep! th aircon was damn shiok and comfy and tempting t sleep in. bt nvm, pressed on thinking abt blueberries and strwberries and your kitchen and better grades xD
cant rly expect sky high jumps cuz my compo part was screwed up agn, as usual leh like mids :(
and th 古文 guwen we studied which is 岳阳楼记 didnt come out! RAWWR! well, maybe its a good thing cuz it'll probably be coming out for promos and we've alr studied for it.
bt i rmb for mids, i only wrote 3lines for 2/4 of th qns and it was only half th actual paper (1.5hrs) and nw, i could actually write at least a pg for all qns and even 3plus or 4 for sm within th time limit and even use only 15mins for sm xD
i rly rly wna improve this subj im so struggling w, so we gt t see hw i fare as a gauge i supp and hw much mre i gt t put in and im excited t see th grades xD

and its such a meaningful paper, i mean th kinda compre psgs they give.
cuz they rly make you think.
＂义＂和＂利＂相反，却相通。＂义＂是给，奉献于社会，＂利＂则是占有。但人生的价值并非只是如此。情才能让人们找到自我。
在这种现实生活中，我们该怎样做出取舍而什么才更重要呢？

况且，人生太多矛盾了。曾经是对的，现在我们可能发现它未必是对的。曾经是不好的，我们也可能发现它的好。世间上许多事是矛盾的。当我们要一无反顾地追寻理想梦想，我们却得被现实的琐事烦恼，怎么＂一无反顾＂呢？我们也很难做到尽善尽美因为没有人或事是完美的。

okay, back t eom. 徐志摩崇尚＂爱，自由，美＂－我希望更快拿回属于我的自由。

elaine is busy studying chinese and doing lame things when she's outside.

2008-08-30T22:57:00.003+08:00

this is damn funny and cute! we stood outside courts just t watch its animation xD
hehs. its a random day.
went out t study cuz my ma for i dnt know what reason called for mj at our hse agn.
busy busy busy mugging mugging mugging for 1/9 chinese so you dnt see me online or anywhr :(
fight!

8 letters, one meaning: i like you ;D xD :D =D

i like fel.
i like alvin.
i like kaiquan.
i like cf.
i like lena.
i like pj.
i like tinwai.

i am so bored! im imagining th rest of th mnth being engulfed by notes.
shall post random photos when im free.
goodnight!

3k calories!

2008-08-26T21:48:00.004+08:00

LOLL TDAY IS MY BDAY WHOOOOO!
hahaha im like finally 17, maybe i should just act my age.

started th day by helping this auntie press th tap for the water t come cuz she was so weak that it didnt work bt shes so cute la. so i helped her ;D
then usual schl stufff hehs. loads of msgs fr ppl, thanks <3
and also gekyin's first present -th rose. nt fr alvin okay. LOLL ;D thanks gekyin!
then oth presents came in la. fel's was so sweet cuz its totally cute and its marie. thanks!
and kaiquan's calender. uhmm, im escaping time and you're reminding me op and stuff are nearing. goodgame brother. LOLL.
andand of cuz th cute pink bunny wallet that ive wanted and th oth sweet stuff, thanks <3 ;D

AND I SCORED A FLOORBALL GOAL! AND OUR CLS WON ANOTH CLS 2-0 OR ISIT 3-0! LOLL! DAMN HAPPY AND SHIOK CAN! xD :D ;D =D
and plus like only yixin fr our team is nt fr pt de. so we're like damn inexperienced in it LOLL!

stupid hair fr all that running ard. hahahaaa!

you know, ive been eating 3k worth of calories tday and im so going t gt fat (i mean im alr fat!) so tmr exercise!
i didnt rly gt strawberry cake, bt well fruit cake is yummy and good enough! ;D
i was totally nt cake-cutting material. it almost became a smoothie under my hands.
and my mum bought me a cake tooo! its strawberry and chocolate cake :) yummy! AND FATTY! LOL! she still insisted i had anoth slice.
well, apart fr that i had curry baked rice, fries and icecream fr swensons so what d you think.
hehhehheh.
my spare tire is called BOB. LOLLL. rmb t say hi t bob next time k ;D

bt unfortunately i reached hm late. i mean i wish i could stretch time so that ive more time t spend, shop and of cuz study. 26more days fr tmr!
i didnt study tday! raawr!
and im so going t sleep aft blogging, like a pig.
eat and sleep, like a big fat pig.

birthday shopping!

strawberry chocolate cake!

random old mugger photo of me in schl ;D

dinnertime mate of th day and poor photographic skills! ;D

bt its okay. if my life is a comedy, at least it could make ppl laugh ;D
shit hpns smtimes. LOLLL. "im sure there's a way t fight time."
goodnight!

my legs are hurting!

2008-08-24T08:27:00.003+08:00

taking a quick time t blog before i leave hm agn t study.
im barely at hm these days. LOLL.

and i havent done any hw or pw cuz i went shopping yest!
happy bday louis chen! ;D
and i bought pink jumper, black jumper, green and white stripped tube, black shorts, chiffon tube dress, earrings, zinc schl bag, wallet! yayy!
shopping was so shiok.
my legs were hurting so much fr the 2.4 bt when i started t shop, its like i totally forgot abt it. LOLL bt the aftermath was bad. i think my legs are going t break alr.
i hvnt bought new shoes. might buy ltr although there's no colour/design in mind :)

passed 2.4! yay!
i didnt even like stop during th run which of cuz im still proud of myself ;D
shuttle run was faster than expected too. gt improvements ;D

well, tests are coming up (pe, maths cls test, econs, chinese, hgeog in timeline order)!
goodgame!
shall study study study! bt im going t watch death race ltr! i guess that 2hrs should be fine?
and im so going t end at 4.30pm on my bday :(

goodbye!

busy!

2008-08-21T17:06:00.003+08:00

yest was th pt! i improved sit and reach by 1cm only! LOLL!
bt my pullup i actually did 4mre i think. and situp one mre.
tmr will be shuttle run and 2.4! i wna like run 2mins lesser for 2.4.
and and and mon is th theory test for pe :/
i think im going t write crap and make the marker laugh. bt its rly like pe is a subj i cant rly do well in. hahaaaaa.

had cantonese lessons yest agn! actually we wasted alot of time travelling and in th end th lesson was only less than 1hr or so. and im nt rly convinced if strawberry said like that. bt i believe everything you say! hohohohhhhh :)

gt loads of deadlines here and thr and im so afraid they will be forgotten.
gp lect assignment by tmr! wr! 背"在别康桥"! vectors tutorial! study for 1/9 chinese test!
rawrrr! so much wk, so little time. i thought it would be great, if we could borrow time fr th future.

ive been listening t 在别康桥 for th whole day le! bt like cant rly rmb. rawrr!

ive been feeling primitive! LOLL!
im a human aft all and i was enjoying th sight, sounds, colours, smell and th touch of th wind that nature brings, yet what we're all doing is destroying it :(
its like schl has been revolving ard th issues of environment (gp, geog, econs) and hw its degrading.
and th whole pt is, alot of ppl dnt care! its nt like you tell them they will change, unless legislation is being set t force them into doing it. and i feel guilty abt using that much plastic.

i wna go shopping! new black shorts! earrings! shoes! bags! wallet!
bt feeling rather broke :(
and think conserving earth.

alrights, back t work and mugging!

chinessseee!

2008-08-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

chinese is everywhere.
chinese is my ultimate focus nw.
chinese is fun! HAHAHAHAAA.

tday i had my first consultation ever for my jc life and its chinese and IT WAS FUNNNN AND ENRICHING!
i completely felt like ENRICHED. LOLL SO I SHALL GO FOR MRE!

and tday is such a good day and im so happy that we ended so early at 1.30pm.
food is niceeee!

i wna watch deathrace! it seems so nice xD

COUNTDOWN T PROMOSSSS! 30plus days! RAWRRRR!

2008-08-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

I LOVE JUNCTION 8! ;D
their foodcourt's food rly rocks can! i went tday and had a hard time deciding cuz they all looked nice regardless of their price.
in th end i settled for pepper lunch and icemango w icecream desert xD

TH DESERT WAS DAMN NICE I TELL YOU CRAZILY NICE!
i am so going back.

i didnt shopped though. i forgot t say i bought silver pumps and cute underwear yest. LOLL.

i think li jia wei is so cool! xD
my dad asked, li jia wei is guy or girl. LOLLL.
she is so winning nw can.

geog test tmr unfortunately. w no sense of urgency and nt rly knowing it well, i dnt know if its going t be okay for me.

im so sleepy. if only time could stop then, then i could be beside you.

happpy!

2008-08-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

hahahaaaa, i had fun tday!
wanted t watch kindaichi murder of th uhmm chi dou what clan. LOLLL!
bt then it was so damn popular that th slots filled so fast so yeah watched 4bia instead, like i've been looking forward t! ;D
that day i couldnt contain my excitement abt 4bia so i stopped studying and went online t find spoilers bt they aint rly any. instead found more info abt the mvie. its a thai mvie w 4 segments by diff directors and th camping one was rly rly nice! cuz its those funny and scary type, great love!
basically all are nice la. they each hv their good points and morals and i guess th main pt is dnt do anything bad t ppl that you dnt want ppl t do t you, which is so true.
and yes. they are scary t me bt i think they are nt that scary even if its the ghost mnth cuz its abt morals so yeah, you know.
bt i like screamed off one part whr the mummy suddenly appeared. it wasnt rly scary except it came as a shock so i was like finding it funny that i even screamed abt it. HAHAHAAA.

and MY TASTE BUDS ARE BACKKK! WELCOME BACK!!! :D =D xD ;D
so i ate.
and i ate.
and i ate.

LOLLLL!

shiok leh!

morn was cantonese lessons at redhill. ITS FUN! as in th language la and sm parts of th lessons.
then i kept saying wrongly and it was rly rly fun :)
okay, so its just a great day and a little bit productive! hehs ;D

ppl.

2008-08-15T18:50:00.008+08:00

i danced w fel tday and it was rly fun ;D
it was like th happiest part of th day!
aft that then i found out, we were supp t hv pt tooooo! LOLL.

tday is a rly impromptu day. geog ended so early. he was showing us mre of his wedding slideshows then it was so touching i wanted t cry :(
so i had this 2hr break which was going t be so alone cuz oth ppl are so busy w their own thing and too busy for me :(
i went for h2 econs lect and totally ponned th h1 ones and that's what so many of us hv decided t do cuz th h2 one is so much btr. im going t miss th fun we had :(
didnt go for th econs tutorial either, sick is such an excuse. i didnt feel like staying in schl for so long was th truth. bt im rly sick. so yeah.
cough, cough! LOLL!

im damn sad cuz i cant taste anything except their texture.
and you know i rly enjoy eating usually so this is a rly bad time! :(
tday thr were fried food and mango tango, BUT I COULD ONLY WATCH PPL EAT IT.
WTFFFFFF! >:(

(edit)
AND KQ GT 21/25 for econs case study fr copying while i gt 19/25 for rly doing it >:(
RAWRRRRRR!
(/edit)

ive organised and classified my contacts, yet it actually seems harder t find ppl.

i sudd wondered, what's th pt of giving when oths dnt appreciate it.
and what's th pt of hardwork, if it goes unrecognised?
also definately, why must ppl be so superficial? im appalled by ppl who see things this way,
so much so that i dnt know what t say abt them.

i dnt rly know. its such a weird day.
rships are souring. and it sucks returning t an empty hm.
bt everything just gt okay when i talk t you.

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后
是的
感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动
我也懂
拿mic的手不能颤抖
曾握著
就能感受你比我难过
谁写的
歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得
我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是我
我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌给我最爱的...

2008-08-12T20:34:00.003+08:00

what goes ard comes ard! th flu bug keeps coming back! hahaaaa.
this is bad.

schl lacks excitement cuz i dnt rly like th food alr :(
i miss being excited abt breaks cuz i rly wanted t eat it badly.
and i dnt rly know whats going on for econs. i think its mr peh's mumbling that caused it. LOLL.
i seriously miss mrs chong badly. she's so supp t be mine (my econs tcher) :/

i managed t bei shi for my chinese and it just gets btr i think ;D

olympics gt cute guys! LOLLL! random la. was watching on th bus.

tday isnt rly a good day. i dnt rly know why i was w her then. i dnt know why she even followed me. LOLL.
as in i hardly even gt time alone like that and its so spoilt.

i dnt rly wna be anywhr nw except right thr. you know you know thr.

okay, thr's still geog for me t do. im so going t and hv t be a good student.

it is so good t hv a brother!

2008-08-11T09:04:00.001+08:00

I WAS LOCKED OUT OF MY ROOM!
and i just sat thr using the computer while my brother rummaged through the pile of stuff t find the key and tada! the door was opened! HAHAHAHAA.
thanks ah. going out nw.
gp canceled. LOL.

weddinggg!

2008-08-08T22:05:00.002+08:00

tday was th super exciting day!
bt then our schl's celebration sucked. cuz we had boring boring performances t watch before hving t sing like 3 songs then we went hm! :(
like didnt even sing the whole home song can! and we will get thr :(
nvm i shall sing tmr at hm! HAHAHAAHAA.
and we didnt gt any national day present, unlike our primary schl counterparts. no flags either :(

i gave fel th flag thingy and her present! LOLLL!
then during the singing part i even waved it like a retard la! bt we v high and happy thr w the rest sitting on the floor or doing nth :(
no i mean me. i would hv went on stage t sing during the mass singing part can.
(back t the pt) i wished we could sing more songs. LOLL ;D

and and and i carried a red and white bag w a red and white earring! hahahaaa so high la.
michelle was like o.o when she saw the flag xD

and and and went back t bathe then went out and stuff. the mummy 3 wasnt as great as its previous eps so you should probably nt watch it.
"abnominal snowman"? wtf. no link. LOLLL.

the icecream was greattt! mango madness. hah ;D
garek called t arrange for a birthday thing for th 3 of us. super random! bt we might go kbox, when i dnt rly like t sing anything except national day songs. and ppl i dnt know might go and im so going t sing out of tune. HAHAHAHAA.

MR CHIA'S WEDDING! he tday, damn shuai can! my tcher leh ;D
and he sings so well. hah.

take 1

take 2

clickables!

elaine and gekyin ;D

the food was yummmyy! like wow damn nice.
th vows, th kiss and everything was damn sweet! bt i'll so nt hv that kinda wedding.
i'll hv mine at the beach like sentosa and ppl can just come in tubedresses or shorts or bikini ;D
and i shall give out free icecream t passersby ;D
and hv stitch and angel shake hands w the kids.
think alr, also shiok. LOL.

alrights as mr quek suggested, make use of this wkend t catchup on work and "HAPPY NATIONAL DAY"! :D :D

excited!

2008-08-07T20:12:00.002+08:00

tday we had mass dance, which was quite fun! hahahaaaa.
I GT 21/30 FOR MATHS WHICH WAS AN A WHEN I THOUGHT IVE SCREWED IT UP LOLLL WTFFF.

i was damn excited t get the baby pink tubedress which was oos on anoth shop! and i bought it la. bt then unfortunately, its damn tightfitting at the hips where my cellulite are, hence th dress should be kept at hm period. LOLLL.
in it, i rly look like a bahzhang. insider joke!
so shall i wear that bronze satin dresss which i had nt worn before or that black mini dress which i had worn once before or that white pepperplus dress i hv worn out once w friends before?

"人渗就是这样，一条的在盒子里。"LOLL.
we laughed so hard at th canteen that ppl kept looking at us!
im supp t think of new jokes for fel tmr. rawr.
its going t be her birthday soon and im damn excited toooo! im going t give her her present and a surprise, which is a national day flag w choc! LOLLL!
you know what is that right?
i hope she doesnt see this tnight!

im bored and im like listening and singing national day songs!
im damn excited cuz tmr there's a wedding! nt mine! HAHAHAA BT IM DAMN EXCITED!
and and and THERES NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS! i wanna singggg those songs!
and and im going t be all red and white ;DD
and im so excited that i dnt feel like studying. i wanna sing and dance and scream and eat. LOLL.

anyone has these songs pls send t me okayyy! i like them alot and want them rly badly! hahahaaa. i like keep singing.

will you sing w me please? :DD

sick!

2008-08-05T18:00:00.002+08:00

im practically wasting my day cuz im sick.
flu was rly rly bad. i supp im rly missed ;D
tday i jokingly said 'cancer' among oth stupid things. hahaaaaa. so nw fel's supp t hv 'cancer' and 'hiv' LOLL. touch wood la.
and the proj work parts havent came in so i should go sleep aft dinner and wait for them until they come.
and and im dead tired. i cant jog tmr cuz of flu cuz i wanna get well soon :(
and and and im so looking forward t thurs and friday. tmr there's interact, so its going t be a goodday xD

2008-08-03T10:17:00.003+08:00

watched money nt enough 2 and it was supp t be a happy show bt everytime jack neo has a new movie, it always packs hidden meanings that make you think.
it was like super sad :(
parents are always giving all for their children bt their children nv appreciates it until they are gone and its always th case.
could you imagine your children treating you th way you treat your parents/grandparents?

bt i think, money is rly th root of all evil cuz if th children hv gt more money they wouldnt even be thinking of doing all these.

apart fr that, th day was great ;D

dragon = power!

2008-08-01T20:08:00.002+08:00

i was th first girl t finish th run ;DD
was super super super happpyyy!

and im so caught up w hi5 songs cuz they are so cuteeee!

okay okay, study study fight fight fight!

dejected.

2008-07-31T15:25:00.002+08:00

hello im back! actually i mean, im still in schl. lol.
im going t study ltr la. my results are like lan.
tday was th day la. th hunt, th test, th everything.

th lect test was gone, gone, GONE :(
im like damn sad and disappointed. its like, yeah i didnt study enough. and maths was supp t be my best subj. and im rly failing terribly at it nw. so i dnt know, what else im good at.
must it hv been the first thing of th day?

th hunt was fun la. cuz gt rly cute ppl. i think m4 is cutest ;D
and i convinced him t do that cute action. LOLLL.
bt it was scaryyy! when thr are so many ppl fr all directions looking down. raawrr. and we had so little time t prepare and dressup all that.
and its so hard t think of th ans when youre over thr.
priscillia gt many votes ;D
bt of cuz, thanks t those who voted for me. nt alot la LOL. bt its rly appreciated esp friends who hv came down just for this. its like common lunch is a good time t study, bt they still came :DD
and those ppl i dont actually know. THANKYOU ;D

half th time, or rather all, i was thinking of food ;D
i wanted oishi hahaahaaaa. and bubble tea. going t gt bubble tea outside schl aft i blog ;D

nanny was crappy. bt im crappier so im "crap queen" nw ;D
thanks for th first vote ;D

and and and yest was th firefighting thing!
it was damn fun la. no photos though :(
and th cpr was super fun. its like weird t see kaiquan looking intensely into a dummy and then kissing it. HAHAAAAA.
too bad, no photos if nt it would hv been a classic.

33 degs in singapore. survive that.