dejected.
hello im back! actually i mean, im still in schl. lol.
im going t study ltr la. my results are like lan.
tday was th day la. th hunt, th test, th everything.
th lect test was gone, gone, GONE :(
im like damn sad and disappointed. its like, yeah i didnt study enough. and maths was supp t be my best subj. and im rly failing terribly at it nw. so i dnt know, what else im good at.
must it hv been the first thing of th day?
th hunt was fun la. cuz gt rly cute ppl. i think m4 is cutest ;D
and i convinced him t do that cute action. LOLLL.
bt it was scaryyy! when thr are so many ppl fr all directions looking down. raawrr. and we had so little time t prepare and dressup all that.
and its so hard t think of th ans when youre over thr.
priscillia gt many votes ;D
bt of cuz, thanks t those who voted for me. nt alot la LOL. bt its rly appreciated esp friends who hv came down just for this. its like common lunch is a good time t study, bt they still came :DD
and those ppl i dont actually know. THANKYOU ;D
half th time, or rather all, i was thinking of food ;D
i wanted oishi hahaahaaaa. and bubble tea. going t gt bubble tea outside schl aft i blog ;D
nanny was crappy. bt im crappier so im "crap queen" nw ;D
thanks for th first vote ;D
and and and yest was th firefighting thing!
it was damn fun la. no photos though :(
and th cpr was super fun. its like weird t see kaiquan looking intensely into a dummy and then kissing it. HAHAAAAA.
too bad, no photos if nt it would hv been a classic.
33 degs in singapore. survive that.
honours roll
i want t be on th honours roll :(
and our cls doesnt hv good mentionable results and i hope we can all advance in this.
promos is in 2 mnths :(
fight fight fight! mug mug mug!
i dnt hv th honours roll, i think im in th swiss roll :(
LOLLLL.
you dnt seem t realise im happy as long as you dnt treat me that way once in a blue moon.
honey
loads of funny stuff hpned and i rly wanted t tell my friends like probably through msn cuz my msgs like exceeded like crazy, bt im rly getting so tired these days i dnt know why.
just feel plain sleepy at times, although im alr sleeping at like 9plus, which is shocking early for jc ppl. LOL.
and i dnt hv urges t go on msn anymore! i think msn is just lame la, period.
IM IN THE HUNT FINAL 8 OMFG LOLLL ITS LIKE A JOKE. HAHAHAAA LOLLOL!they saboed me in and nw im thking of whether or nt t pull out cuz its so aa. i thought i wouldnt hv made it in la so i went.
unwanted attention is the last thing i need nw cuz i just want a quiet 2mnths until my promos. and of cuz, us doing well.
and th amount of effort im putting in, nv seem enough :(
i felt like buying that black bagpack that we saw that day! its like, kinda hv enough cash here. and just plain feel like buying and be a mugger toad + nerd which i am. hehs xD
shall i buy th patent purple tote or buy th black bagpack? rawr. its such a tough qn.
i need my intellects back. i seem t hv lost my brain.
tday i went at 11am for th hgeog lect, which was infact 11.30 and ive waited alone thr, thinking everyone else was late. in th end, i waited for 15mins until mr chia told me that it was 11.30!
RAWRRR!
30mins of chinese test-studying time gone :(
bt i think im going t do okay for th test.
and one of the indonesian exchange ppl came t ask me whr was th restroom, which i thought she was saying classroom LOLLLLLL
im probably hving hearing probs.
and and and im rly like going crazy over bubble tea cuz when i see one bubble tea shop, th automated response is t walk thr t buy. LOLLL.
its so hard t resist the temptations lo.
and im supp t be a leech nw t shao and gekyin. and a pink leech smmore!
this is what i gt when i googled pink leech.
WALAO LOOK LIKE ME MEH.
A BUG FLEW INTO MY FACE JUST NW, I THINK IT THINKS IM ITS FRIEND CUZ I LOOK LIKE THIS. LOLLOL!
very very impt ppl whom i hv alot of fun w, in no order: zhiyun, felicia, puijun, tinwai, wanshu, alvin, weishen, kaiquan, abi, abina? (gosh, i nv rly knew her name), yanzhen, xuezhen, shaoqi, gekyin, donal and sm ppl, whom i hv no idea of their names at all (LOL, bt whats impt, we had fun)
AND OF CUZ, I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS LA. i missed lena so badly tday, i dnt know why.
she's nt in ny, bt i was hoping like probably i could see her ard in schl. i dnt know why.
and my oth old friends who're so busy w their schl lives.
of cuz, t the world you may be one person and t one person, you may be th world.
you're irreplaceable, th v impt person of my life ;D <3
第一时间 -F4
累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
昨天会被今天
明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
就算你我再热闹
喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下来
重新的呼吸简单
深深的 满满的
朋友只要你被孤单
压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
我确定
perfect
currently infatuated w black backpacks. saw one rly nice one i rly liked tday xD
and i look okay w their backpacks bt my friends look weird w my bag. LOL.
yest was phew. she infact, did say quite alot of my good points so i didnt gt hell at all. mum just kept saying, i know what t do.
yeah yeah yeah right. if i had more self control, i wouldnt hv bought 3 new tops recently. HEHSSSS xDDDDD
saw a rly sweet guy in th lib tday. he was waiting for his girlf who was working in the lib and brought her foood. so damn damn sweet la, although he looks like a tough biker. hahaahaaaa.
that moment in time, worth dying for cuz it was so perfect.
it was in a pavallion like the one in my story, bt the ending was totally diff. you know and i know.
alrights, if it has th ability t make one go stupid, it also has th ability t tell you what t focus on and find whats rly impt in yr life.
back t work and away fr th mahjong noises and cigarette smells.
random
yay! I CAN TOUCH MY TOES FINALLY! AND FEL STILL CANT. LOLLOL!
more than words can say.
the air was stale. th dejection on ppl's faces was too hard t bear.
it was rly bad, th way it was being put. bt its nt time for any excuses and we know that.
th guilt had alr consumed us and it was bad enough.
it was rly hard t tell them cuz i didnt wanna see any disappointing looks.
bt she was cool abt it cuz it was the first major thing.
so it was like instantaneously phew.
and i actually talked t her abt it in the hospt. LOL.
祸不单行. my little cousin went in cuz he had high fever all of a sudden.
you'll feel heartbroken t see this cute little kid hv these needles and stufff.
BT IT WAS STILL A GREAT DAY LA ;D
even if i had no grilled fish. hahahaaaaa.
i saw ht leh! and ive smone special like a secret ;D
so tmr i guess its a brandnew day, as usual. and we could face up t anything!
goooodnight!
past, present, future
tday was a boring, stupid rainy day. i wanted t go back earlier bt was stopped by the rain, until friends came t the rescue by sharing an umbrella. thanks!
i think, i gt t buy an umbrella. i want a transparent one ;D
it'll be fun t see th rain come dwn!
the peach red tea ive picked up was sooo nice tday, i dnt know why probably cuz of the weather ;D
it was supp t be racial harmony day, bt schl sucked cuz they didnt plan anything. festivals are nice lo. so 扫兴.
maths test tmr on apgp and summation, which im nt rly good at.
looking forward t grilled fish bt nt that ;D
the rain and everything seemed like such a coincidence. when ive looked up fr seeing a msg fr a friend, thr the person was infront of me. hahaaaaa. sweet.
and ive met smone fr the past i wasnt expecting. i hadnt seen him like for a year?!
bt its so weird hw two ppl were of utmost importance t each oth in the past, bt nw reduced t merely strangers. its smt i can nv comprehend.
bt at present, oth ppl whom i care abt matter and i dnt know hw t put it, bt noone's ever going t gt hurt cuz im nt letting anybody gt hurt :)
im going t protect them and love them ;D
and i promise nt t disappoint them ever.
without the rain, i would probably nv hv met these two ppl tday.
i dnt like my new econs tcher :(
th one replacing mr harold khooo is goodlookingg! grrr. could we exchange?!
huiqi is super cute. im like so slack as the leader and yixin described our grp as hving menopause, cuz nth is done nw and we are so damn slack! HAHAAAA. creativity ;D
nw she's asigning us jobs when i purposely shunned allocating any or hving proj work meetings cuz i wanted t slack.
whoops, did i just say slack?
the hunt thing has a meeting on thurs, hopefully we could make sm cute new friends ;D
alrights, back t msning and sleeep!
ps. dnt you think these are cute? its actually a strwberry mango cake, which has both of my favourites. haaaa ;D
and new date. mr bosco wong. LOL!
tata!
im a mugger toad!
ive finished th story. you know, those who read it thought it was good enough, which meant my chinese improved ;D
i was attempting the
yi xiang and
bi yu. hahahaaa. i tried v hard you know!
im so going t do one zuowen everywk.
was in cubicle this morning and pulled the toilet roll, which made a sound like fart.
and when i came out of th toilet, this girl gave me this weird look. LOLLLL.
my face, all gone le. i hope she's nt thinking of what im thinking and forget my face soon. HAHAAAAA.
tday we had hgeog tutorial again, which was damn fun. one of th things that mr chia says, will definately make you laugh so hard tht you remain high for the rest of th day.
tday's phrase is "
BASKET ECONOMY" which was for ctries in stage one of the dtm, tht i almost cried fr the laughing. and oth non-geog students which ive told abt this, couldnt resist th laughter tooo! xD
i didnt like him at first, bt mr chia is a rly nice person :D
bimbo talk of th day: "we're lucky we are nt in ethopia, if nt we wouldnt even hv mascara."
okayokay, i'd admit. i said that in a moment of highness! LOLLLL.
they were talking abt erp (exchange rate policy) during econs lect which i thought was erp (the road block). so i said super loud w/o thought that "erp sucks" HAHAAAAAA.
then they were like nudging me. LOL.
and we thought thr wasnt going t be pt tday for pe, so we went for floorball against oth cls. we lost :(
bt it was rly fun la. even for a beginner like me xD
we were called for pt ltr, and i did a 150cm-plusplus standing broad jump. HAHAAAAAAA.
although didnt do much, treated myself t th nice food of wk b's friday xD
and dont i like hv cute and nice friends? :)
i love my econs mates!
im so loved! hehs.
it seems nice.
dark knight, anyone?
"love is a two way thing" ;D
aft schl time has been
extremely productive!
"
我们是自己最大的敌人" for the chinese compo and i guesss its so true.
if you cant mk it pass yrself, then you will nv improve enough t win smone else.
the alarm clock exists for a reason, i dnt need a fking person t wake me up w a bloody wake up msg. and i rly woke up when it arrived way before the alarm did.
its nt like we are close friends or anything, so dnt act like we are. we dnt even know each oth well.
my face says it all, im nt at all interested.it was actually ht's birthday tday, and i was supp t meet her.
i wanted t meet her la xD
then right when i called her, she was on the mrt alr! rawr!
ive managed t complete th summation tutorial which i spent th most of time t even do the easiest question.
THEREFORE, IM FEELING SUPER ACCOMPLISHED AND ENCOURAGED xDDD
and ive packed my chinese file and this is the first time in my life ive all the documents in for filechecking xDD
even if im nt proficient in the subj, i know that i did put in effort so im contented w what i hv. so for the rest of the time, im going t rly put in effort t improve my mandarin xDD
phototaking tday was rly rly fun. mdm ainon was super cute. i think she was the bimbo ard thr. hahahaaa.
breathtaking la, t be so close t such a pretty girl ;D
then shao arranged my tie, like hw a girl would do for their guy. HAHAAAAA. i was super shy la. gekyin was damn conscious of her hair can.
the girls are so cute w their bangs. LOL. they
bu yue er tong and went t cut.
im just super excited and happy. hahahaaa. the band fr newzealand came t play tooo. so ive enjoyed my lunch break xDD
LOOKING STUPID HERE! LOL.
quote of the day: "love is a two way thing" ;D
its a brandnew day, bt
IM SICK, GT FLU :(
it rly kinda spoilt everything. was almost dead during the lect w the super cold aircons.
bt i had strwberry polky and grilled fish though :D :D
trying t look for eom material, which is super hard t find. i think, we gt t try the big library.
photo taking tmr! yay!
tday we discussed what kinda face we had. i supp t hv the im-a-stupid-bimbo face.
do i seriously look like that?!
felicia thought the decision making was wrong. bt it made sense.
and it will make sense, when the bigger pict is in view.
tons of new chinese hwork, including 2 compos and one exercise.
gooodbye! and nt forgetting i gt t do stretching ltrrrr!
"再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择"
ohwell,
you know what hpned. at least, i had smone t talk t me abt it and walk back w me.
thanks!
it seems that ppl ard me seem t all hv rship probs and academic issues. hah, fk.
its rly a bad time.
looks like lady luck isnt on our sides. of cuz, we hv each oth t support.
we dnt rly hv t care abt ppl who're so blind to misss out on us.
and no way, im nt going t act all sad for sm sympathy.
tmr will be a new day. and promos are so nearrrr.
my parents are the ones who love me the most, so i cant let them dwn you know.
and of cuz, i love myself. so i cant let myself dwn. hahahaa xD
i scraped passed geog, 50/100. lucckkky!
"两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱 过去 然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会 抓住 我的无力双臂
怎么会哭
谁错谁对 为谁抱歉
不会再哭 "-零/ 柯有伦
red cliffffff!
watched th red cliff tday. seriously, dnt waste yr money cause it ends w a
"to be continued" which you will wanna step up and throw yr shoe t the bloody screen and give th sian face. LOL.
xiao qiao so pretttyyy! i like! xD
imma monster cause just for tday: a big pau, mango smoothie LARGE, strwberry smoothie LARGE, triple decker (4 mini sandwiches fr maccafe), water, long john's grilled chicken w rice and fries, coleslaw, large iced lemon tea. fuck right.
okay la. yummy. HAHAHAAAAA.
we saw STRAWBERRY SANDWICHES aft i bought my triple decker ):
IF NT I COULD HV BOUGHT IT LA. FILLED WITH CREAM AND STRAWBERRY LOR AND IT WAS LIKE DAMN ALOT OF CREAM LIKE CRAZILY LOT. AND ALSO THAT STRAWBERRY CAKE!
add the picts here when i finally upload them xD
i havent tried though ):
next time i gt to like buy one ton for my bday xD
and we saw like 90$ melon? i swear im nt kidding. 90S$/each. and looks like normal melons. they also hv gt 79S$/each ones. go t shaw's isetan.
and apples that are 13.90S$/each. crazy! and sm damn big ones.
supp airflown, when imma human and havent even taken a plane?!?!
dont these things turn out th same when you go t the toilet?!
okay la. schl work is damn screwed and leaves me moodless tday. i need my grilled fish! i dnt rly wanna care abt my diet cause you still die anw. and these foods destress. HAHAHAAA.
t ht: i hope youre okay girl.
t smone: leave me alone pls. i need a break.
IM DAMN HUNGRY NW! LOL!
no grilled fish tday cause its friday :(
SO I ATE MIXED BOWL which is supp t be "8 rounds" worth of jogging quoted fr alvin when i had only did abit of stretching for pe. LOL!
cause im like the only one who needs help in sit and reach only! mr victor was like damn
impressed that i could only stretch up t 27cm for sit and reach.
victor: what did you get for this last time?
elaine: 23cm!
victor: so you've improved!
elaine: hahahaa yalo!:D you know i gt silver before for napfa? then after that, it was bronze, bronze, bronze bronze, bronze. LOL.
victor: laughs!
HAHAHAA, hes like so cute when he laughs lo. i think i dnt mind failing napfa agn next yr if he's going t take us for this trng! xD
then one of the girls wanted t take napfa 5items, bt she was like damn pro. sit and reach 50plus cm and 20pullups. so why was she at the trng in the first place? LOL.
gt back econs finally, bt i wished ive nv gt back cause i only gt a 41% :(
gekyin is nt going t treat me t a drink :(
tinwai did btr than me
AND PASSED bt wanshu gt rly little marks :(
then we've gt a new tcher who speaks in monotonous voice (rawr?!) and it was damn boring. then slides were the same as the ones fr the lect, which seemed rly unsincere. so i was like daydreaming xD
gt back wr draft toooo! so screwed! ive only passed one subj. im like damn
pro. HAHAHAAHA(:
and i forgot t bring the chinese bk and the tcher was like jecting me by bringing it up. it was quite an embarrassment, when im alr last in cls for chinese.
okay, we cant change the start, bt we've time t make a brand new ending.
back t work sweets :D
when it goes haywire like my grammer,
IM DEAD HUNGRY NW. BT I ONLY WANT T EAT GRILLED FISH SET! :DDDDD
IM SUPER HIGH TDAY! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HIGH! xD
i only want t sing and dance and blast music and cheer can!
GT BACK GP! 20/50! SHIOKS ONE BTR THAN THE OTH.
FINALISED CHINESE WAS 34/100! AND THAT WAS ALR 4MARKS MODERATED!
my life is so screwed, period! BT I DNT CARE! HAHHAAHAHAHA!
NVM ITS A BIG FAT JOKE RMB?!
and all i want, is to eat grilled fish set!
ever since mr james chia's geog lesson ive been like crazily high and i only went to interact and tell them i wanted pink interact shirts and stuff! and i wasnt the only crazy one! IVE MET SMONE WHO IS LIKE ME! AT INTERACT CLUB!
OKAY OKAY IM NT MAKING ANY SENSE! BT IM DAMN DAMN HIGH!
I DID 100STEPUPS FOR PE! AND LIKE TONS OF STRETCHING WHICH IS SUPP TO GET ME BTR AT SIT AND REACH! LOL!
going to end my msning and wait for that phone call! loveeee <3
[Kaiquan] says:
Lol vry touching nw
[Kaiquan] says:
Sniff sniff
[Kaiquan] says:
The mum recorded a tape before she died
[Kaiquan] says:
and asked it to be played 3 mths later
- ELAINE(: says:
LOL!
- ELAINE(: says:
LOL!
- ELAINE(: says:
LOL!
[Kaiquan] says:
Then she said her life values
- ELAINE(: says:
touching meh
[Kaiquan] says:
vry touching
- ELAINE(: says:
can you tag me
- ELAINE(: says:
HAHAHAHAA
- ELAINE(: says:
HAHAHAHAHAAA
[Kaiquan] says:
I sentimental GUY LEh
[Kaiquan] says:
SENTIMENTAL LEH
- ELAINE(: says:
omg this part of the convo is damn funny
- ELAINE(: says:
can you tag me?
[Kaiquan] says:
LOL
[Kaiquan] says:
ok ok
- ELAINE(: says:
LOL
there seems t be so many things t blog abt :D
i gt a SINGLE DIGIT FOR MY CHINESE LIT PAPER tday! shioks.
first time chinese, gt single digit. LOL. 9/50!
it just seems like a big fat joke.
gt the youthday icecream though t make up for it.
the rest of the papers, nt rly optimistic fr the answer analysis. hah.
i think im going t get passable grades only. rawr. so much for th drive i once had.
tday was actually quite fun in sch cause i had lunch w the ppl i like and bought their cake w the ppl i like :)
pe tmrrr! badminton! haahhaa xD
racial harmony and national day are coming! excitement!
i wanna wear a qipao. trying to borrow a
pink one ;D
and i want t learn hw t bake cakes soon.
and and and i super super love the playlist on my hphone xD
Labels: mindless procrastinating
go green! :D
tday was entirely different fr what ive thought can. hahahaa.
the incredible hulk! the movie was exhilarating! xD
mango smoothie was great, even w the chocolate.
finished the boring apgp by copying whatever answers i have. it was so boring and never ending!
we went t the nice playground for swing :)
schl tmr!
i must stop procrastinating!
hurting you would be the last thing i would do.
i hope i didnt just do it.
secret :D
im multitasking, by watching lotr and blogging!
went t teach h html tday. earned sm extra cash xD
i thought i did a poor job cause it seemed like thr was little things t be taught and i was barely prepared.
went t town t meet kaiquan for a drink, who was late
BECAUSE HE FORGOT SHAW HSE WAS IN ORCHARD NOT DOUBY. HAHAHA NEXT TIME WHEN YOU SEE HIM POKE FUN OF HIM OKAY :D
and and and i bought th maccafe's strwberry smoothie, which was rly disappointing. mango was so much btr :D
it was fun t hv pigeons around though.
mango had sale. bt i didn't buy anything though. save money you know!
ive uploaded a new pict for sweets t see my cuteness ;D
tada! <<
its a happy day :)
yayeeeee! its finally friday. this wk, passed like damn damn damn fast. and we actually had alot of free time.
i was damn guilty i didnt do my chinese work. so when the teacher knew and asked, i promised him tmr which i eventually did make it! i was damn happy when i handed it up la :D
proj work wasnt that bad. huiqi is actually doing alot. thanks babe.
went for the strangers just nw. the ending was stupid. hahaha i totally had no idea why she suddenly opened her eyes and screamed, bt that was in fact the scariest part of the movie. its like so predictable. bt the masked ppl were sick and derived joy fr it.
i enjoyed it though :)
i neeed to change my blogskin! haha bt then, the stupid old computer doesnt work well whenever im using it. nw im going to try again and i hope it works xD
and and and i love being in cls with my clsmatesss. i guess i missed owning a clsroom and that sense of belonging i ever had.
its mango tango wk and its friday. shioks. you know what i mean.
its a happy day :)
tday is day two of never ending work. i wished i could escape, cause i dont really know what's going on. do you?
