okay im back home nw. we had a boring chinese talk that showed sm pics of naked women. supposed t end at 5plus fr 9am.
we left at 10am after the free food. hah.
things that ive bought yest: 2pairs of shoes, 2 pairs of slippers, 2 bangles (one silver one gold)
things ive bought tday: one black bag, one transparent bag and new za foundation
things that i hvnt bought and going to buy are: marie toys (i want them so badly, although they're useless and i know that bt i want t buy them all :/), mabelline expert liner, more clothes, pay for stupid ezlink card topup and my clsouting too.
RAWR. i need money badly.
i mean, there's alot of clothes yes bt i always feel that there's nt enough :(
oh, its the gss nw rmb?
and nw im going t owe my dad money. shhh, mum's nt supposed t know ive bought all these. when she asks, im going t say they are old. hahahaha.
Im halfway through shopaholic ties the knot. haha, where's my luke.
tday has been a great great great great day.
it was so great that i felt like crying. and im nt being sacastic here.
i mean things have been settling themselves so well that i feel satisfied and i feel glad ive friends who are like these.
regarding the issue of the cls avoiding her, ive told her in the nicest nicest possible way that i couldnt have imagined me being so nice. i mean, im like damn task-oriented and i could just speak in a way t offend ppl wo caring for their feelings if its the truth. she cried and i was shocked and guilty. bt we made a pact didnt we? that tday was going t be a great day and we're going t accept each oth? ive done it (adjournment!), she has moved on and grown and i believe its a good start t get ppl to follow through. i believe my eq has grown too! and that's great!
haha. like finally. i was a damn sucky person when it comes t that.
that exco camp that day gained me a new close friend. kaiquan rocks can xD
i didnt know he existed in my econs cls cause i was damn stuckup sitting infront. hahaha.
and im glad that alvin is the one working w me on this cls. ophe didnt pick the wrong person :)
initially i thought he was damn incompetant. haha.
and and and im really happy w the way things turn out. my great friends and stuff. and i believe ive done a good job handling the issue! we went for lunch w her tday aft chinese. yay!
the cls tees are alr here. haha abit of a hassle w the money collection though. bt im elaine.
elaine is a nice and competant girl :)
elaine will nt go for superficial guys :)
shhh, smthing has hpned and only 2 ppl know nw xDD
we're going t go and see what hpns. haha. goodnight! :)
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There are some things you dont know how to say.
Im glad ive had camp. At least it has given me some chances to do new things and not think about some issues waiting for us t settle.
And ive seen this bunch of cute 4 to 5 year olds who were fr jp and they were damn cute. them playing soccer while we walked/jogged ard the field looking at them was damn sweet and warm. and ive made new friends. the chatting of the some worldwide issues made me feel intellectual. the sharing of yummy cheese fries and dumping of diet plans. the scary weird insecure night in sch. the cosiness of the staff lounge. the empty sch when we left.
But nw im back. and ive stupid lessons in sch that are only an hour plus long and ive t go all the way for. and somebody is not here.
and can the piles of material goods make up for this void?
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the best thing that happened to me this wk was that i suddenly got very good in badminton :D :D
it shocked everyone can. hahahaha.
there's gp paper tmr. and i really wanted to run and play badminton bt there's no time for these :(
pw is alot of a rush. bt i think we could do okay.
You're the most overated piece of shit i've came across.
No matter hw overrated you are, you're still a piece of shit xD
okay. nw its really finalised.
bt i feel so sorry. this was not hw i was expecting to feel like.
maybe i know what im doing. bt maybe i dont. im leaving my comfort zone.
bt its okay right? we're going to be independant and fight for our futures cause that's whats impt. i really feel that i didnt do enough nw for you all this while and im terribly sorry. and ive nt been fair to you.
im really going to learn and i promise i'll be btr in the future.
im going to be independant. and maybe at the end of the day, we might realise that the times we had spent together had been the best and the cosiest.
oh god. i dont know who to call.
ahahaha, ive completely no idea if tday can be considered good or bad.
ive done my 2.4! yixin was w me as my pacer and she's usually quite fast so this time i gt a 15mins plus! which is a c you know :D :D
bt it was obviously a killer cause i almost died! i couldnt walk straight aft the run lo.
im still getting bronze anyway. hahahaa.
bt i ate the nice nice jap food fr sch :D
thr's no mango tango tday though.
i couldnt believe ive said that though. it was a moment thing and it came very naturally!
pw has slackened for my grp bt we've gt t find the momentum back. and our camp is 2wks away we still hv so much logistics t do. rawr.
okay, work hard and settle it tonight t see what can be done.
goodbye.
these days are great.
we've watched a stupid gory stupid-plot movie yest. it was a waste of time, bt it wasnt a waste of time. cause its just so dumb that its funny :D
at least we gt to spend sm good old time like the past.
and today, we had no pe. early meal then. which aft i started, i couldnt stop eating for the day. all i rmb was eating and eating. (omfg! what's wrong?!)
2.4 probably falls tmr or friday, which i really hope its going to be friday so there's more rest cause
ithinkimgoingtodiefrom2.4sosavemerightnw.
i wanna buy a colourful straw bag next wk :)
cause i dont like my bimbo bags.
iwillnotcarrybimbobags.
iwillnotcarrybimbobags.
iwillnotcarrybimbobags.
hahaha im waiting for my bagpack to dry fr the wash then i can carry an unbimbo bag t sch! :D
my mascara and hairband came. hahaha wow. so obviously, ive no money.
ive been reading the book the dreamworld of shopaholic and i really love it. i could understand hw rebecca feels cause i feel the same way. :)
bt the book is damn funny though. she wants to save money, yet she spends on a money management book, expensive notebooks and expensive flasks (so she could bring coffee to work, like what the book had advised.) haha, gt t love it.
okay, ive finished the gpp and i think that's final alr :)
and and there are nt much progress recently so hopefully things can be done on friday and sunday.
tday is weishen's birthday. happy birthday :)
we sure had alot of fun during the mini party (eat smmore!). and weishen gave me a surprise call w a voice i was excited hearing. haha it was obviously nt his voice. :)
and i had fun at interact. love my friends :)
muacks. haha.
alrights, goodbye.
HELLO
HELLO PPL! IM BACK W MORE WEIRD THINGS :D
hahahaha firstly i havent done my hwork tday aft ive gt home because i was decorating a shoe!
i cldnt find any marie the cat shoes or bags anywhere so ive decided to make my own lah.
bt until nw i still cant find anywhere that sells plain canvas bags for me to draw marie on, nt evcen spotlight. so its damn disappointing tht i might nt be able to own a marie bag! :(
oh nvm, here are the pictures.
my old comp gave up on me and returned to the old version. i think ive accidentally rebooted it. LOL! nw im giving up on it.
ive bought a red tank top and salmon pink spag online :)
im waiting for my loreal shocking mascara and the heart hairband to come. probably tmr or the day aft tmr?
hopefully my pimple goes away, my hwork is all done and i might be able to find time to model my unwanted clothes and sell them away. everything is piling up and i seriously do mean everything. clothes, bags, even hairbands! i think ive like more than 20 hairbands instead of the 10 i say when ppl ask me. HAHA -.-
tests are so far okay. ive mananged to pass all, if you include the subpass for gp surprise test. note, its a surprise test. so nobody prepared and i guess it shows yr true level of knowledge and revision.
bt my econs was a low a, nt too bad for a first test :D
okay! we've decided to give each oth a chance and when you're in for smthing, you can only make the best out of the situation. so this is my way of life :)
so, goodnight darling :)
I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
And theres no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay
And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.
hello hello! i accidentally bought 2 printed bags yest. cause the prints were too cute. and they're cheap. i actually liked 3 or 5 designs. bt its still too much. hahaha. i sold one of the free pouches to jac. and i really liked the one with the japanese flower print and the other one with the colourful butterflies. and best of all, they're waterproof! :D :D
so i can hv sm shelter when it rains since i dont carry an umbrella at all.
i havent been saving for so long. i need money money money.
i was w my pw grp at amk :)
im actually very glad we're a grp and that we're doing fine because other grps seem to be hving alot of problems. so i really really appreciated all the effort and cooperation we're all giving in. thanks for making pw more fun that what ive expected. it takes alot to make a team, you know :D
i was pretty sad that day cause i totally screwed up napfa. im failing yeah. bt still, it was comparably btr than hw i fare during pe lessons, cept the sit and reach which i gt 21cm. wtf right.
and standing broad jump ive supposely improved! fr a 150cm jump to 161cm. hahahaha.
and today was supp to be the 2.4 km run. and i totally forgot and thought it was a normal school day which i turned up 20mins past the reporting time without any pe attire. it's pretty stupid.
and when going for the pw meeting yest, my card had no money so i had to find sm much needed coins by asking ard. sm didnt even check for change, sm just hpned nt to hv 1$ exact in change and sm offered to giveme free money as if im sm begger. and i've asked at least 10 ppl before i gave up and went to the row of shops inside. raawr. so i reached late. just like everybody else. hahahaa.
bt well, i saw a cute guy on the bus so it justifies all the stupid things hpning here :)
i hope the issue turns out fine for them. cause we're still a cls afterall.
goodbye!
we had a girls' day out yest! it was fun (:
jac's blog has the photos. yayee. lazy to repost.
i dont like guys anymore lo.
they only complain when we spend time seeing hairbands.
and they complain we waste too much time seeing clothes.
they complain when we spend their money.
they complain when we spend our money.
they complain when we eat too much.
they complain when we eat too little.
then they complain if they think we're not chio.
bt they're not good looking either.
they only know hw to complain and watch porn and think with their bottoms.
they should just die (:
the cute ones are still the exceptions though. hahahaha, that's just too bad.
girls have as much right t judge w their eyes when guys are so superficial.
oh well. i think im turning lesbian.
goodbye.
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