had three papers since morning. eng was quite well done, bt ive just rmbed i forgot my summary's word count although ive had damn loads of time. rawr.
ive also forgot to convert smthing for emaths. obviously, sleep is essential. just cant get used to the usual time of 5.30.
emaths nt really screwed bt its nt a hundred percent either. can do better in paper 2 and it all boils down to tonight's preperation.
wrote abt the old lady's story and that helpful eurasian guy under the title heroes.
bought a pair of shoes yest :D
hehehheeeee.
alrights. byes.
i love you and i really do miss you aloooottt :D
just that i probably dont act very nice smtimes cause i dont quite know hw to do things the right way bt it doesnt change that.
my legs are hurting so is my head. went to bugis alone today cause my mother broke her promise. i wanted her to come along la :(
at least i could say i studied so hard and need rewards to gain a ready atm card. rawr.
didnt buy much cause i didnt hv much money :(
only bought shorts, a dress and a mini bag. they sell cute dresses and im going back on tues to buy i suppose. and more of sweets.
ive rmbed to buy my fave blueberry sweets frm muji. hehs. i forgot the other time until 3days ltr bala asked abt it. bought the lemon one too.
and i had 2 cups of yummy yummy banana milkshake :D
had three mango potongs yest :D
love food, bt im growing fat. thanks bala :D
hist was okay. the topics we've spoted all came out :D i think we're just bloody smart. hehs.
today's action-packed. was in the mrt station at the waiting area where the trains will pass and the crowd was hard to beat. they were all squeezing into the already packed train and suddenly the door closed with an old lady still between the doors. a couple of ladies ard there helped bt their strength was obviously nt enough. eventually, an eurasian man came to the rescue. lets complain :D what happened to the singaporean men and guys? they're so pathatic and blind to all these that im ashamed to say im a singaporean too.
when i was going back, there's this guy who resembled what a girl would call her prince. damn, he's cute :D
he's german or smth cause he didnt speak english.
if i were to rate, he'll be a 9 out of 10 the 1 mark for his sloppish dressing. yet no one could probably look cuter than that in just a white a&f shirt and jeans pulled up cause it was too hot.
i didnt choose the wrong time to go hm. hehs. dont be angry bala :DD
im really nt int in him. hahahaaaa.
alrights. i'll be off to buy the very missed katsu don in awhile. byes.
i dont really know what to say cause these two papers were pretty weird.
chem was damn easy i thought i was dreaming. i think we studied too hard cause all that we knew barely came out and that was probably the easiest paper ive ever done in these two yrs. so i hated myself for making 2marks worth of careless mistakes.
geog came in away that caught us off-guard cause they mixed and matched the topics in a new way that none of us would hv expected. weathering of rocks came with plate tectonics in one individual question and agriculture came with population studies. i had no choice cause i only studied four topics bt weathering came in a way that i happened to know freeze-thaw, exfoliation and also chemical weathering, just that i was shocked by the triangle diagram next pg that i knew i wasnt good at when i thought ive alr finished the last part of the qn. rawr.
bt ive studied hard for it, so i guess what's going to happen will happen and ive probably only 65% confidence for this paper which is good enough. hahhaaaa. there's still mcq. alrights. bye.
the click five's cute :D
they came today and yes it did improve my mood more than he did. hehs. dont be jealous of the click five la. u kept saying they werent a big deal bt there are more girls screaming for them than for you. hahaha :D
i think ive gt my first a1 :D
was so afraid of rv which can turn our results a grade down. bt it was the easy i and j one which obviously wasnt a problem. hahahaaa.
sonia saw cf this morning. eeee, i wanna see her too. i'll probably score better than ever if i get to see her :D
haha alrights. there's geog, chem and history to go for the rest of this wk. bye.
that scene of the macdonalds delivery man with his wife and daughter was so sweet. was studying there yest and it was raining heavily yet it felt cosy with hving loved ones by our sides :]
did loads of geog so its pretty much done. nt too bad for last min work huh. ft went through my essays today and they dont really hv massive probs just except that i hv to elaborate more. hehs, i'll do just fine ;D
slacked with the fashion magazine today for awhile. zy's mum liked the bag ive chosen so i guess we share similar tastes like hw i liked her magazines. bt the stuffs they'd feature are really expensive like 39dollars for a stupid hanger and its only one piece nt sets of five. rawr. i seriously hate super rich ppl.
we were so pathatic today that all we had only amounted up to 50cents when i wanted to grab lunch. hahs. bt he went up to take sm money for me aft that. thanks :D
im nt going to shop the day i receive my allowance.
im nt going to shop, really.
im really nt going to shop la.
haha, just kidding.
my lack of common sense made ft and bala laughed quite abit today. i couldnt even made out that iceland is a country and two west coasts was refered to as wests and thought earthquake warning systems actually exist. i think ive actually lost my brains.
its okay, just gt to hv them returned back to me during o lvls.
seriously three days sound like a pretty short time bt its nt as horrifying if we picture it starting next wk instead.
alrights, study hard and bye :D
i gt the job :DD
yayness. bt revision is pretty stagnant. there's still alot of history bt i guess its under control.
geog and amaths are worrying. i seem to be underperforming :(
i left for sch without the most impt chem tys so i had to come back. the comp's too tempting though.
going offs to study alr. bye.
im back frm j8. had the first interview in my life :D
seems pretty okay and the person-in-charge seemed to think i'll hv a high chance of getting hired. if so, i'll be working 4-5days a week for fulltime there at j8 starting frm 20th nov onwards. hehs. then i'll hv money for all those things :D
i want a pink gameboy to play pokemon with.
it's one of those little stalls selling cute hp charms. hehs, cute girl plus cute charms sounds like nt a bad combo xD
haha, just kidding.
i bought a black bag. i thought the silver was nicer though. regreted nt buying silver so i went back for it. nw i hv two colours of the same design. rawr.
its getting boring. trying damn hard to memorise all those colours when diff ions react with naoh and nh3. rawr.
bala bought a rubik's cube. i think he's going to ignore me from nw. hahahaaa.
i laughed hard yest.
he told me abt this primary sch kid who was sitting next to him staring at him play on the train and that kid reached into his bag, supposely to take his own rubik's out.
it turned out to be a colourful spring-_-
errr.
alrights. i'll be off for nw. byes.
went out to mac to study today. stupid questions that i couldnt do made me mad :(
i told the dumb mathematicians nt to create all those crap alr, bt they refused to listen to me. rawr. seriously, even if i cant do or even fail amaths which probablity is probably zero, it doesnt mean im anywhere less intellectual than anyone else.
leftbrainers aint a big deal because they dont even dress well or hv any taste to speak of. rawr. stupid leftbrainers. stupid and ugly leftbrainers. hahahahaaaaa :D
went to hougang aft that. there were two jobs vacancies available which i left my contact with. hougang is boring though. its okay if i can at least get a job once the papers end. one's at the ink bag shop, another outside at the cutest giftshop. seems pretty good for a place less than 20mins away frm my area. i need my new camera, new phone, new laptop new clothes new everything like soon?
stupid fattie kept making me laugh :D
then i studied lesser than planned. rawr.
gt to be damned focused tmr.
we took photos though. its like finally. kept saying we were going to take, bt didnt. rawr.
im hurting for sitting so long editing the pics alr. they're all at my friendster acc :]
going for a bath soons. bye.
ive finally rmbed i hv a blog :D
hehs. it has been good revision for the past days. barely watched tv or used the comp. its graduation day today and bet nobody's in the real mood to study.
took sm pics here and there bt ive just seen them and i didnt look nice in anyone of them :(
it was fun though.
the ceremony was touching :/
everybody cried when we sung the sch song. afterall, who could hold it back when its probably the only and last time we would sing it out loud.
reception was boring. the school should probably get better food. hahs.
guess its a once-in-a-lifetime experience.
smtimes we realise things too late, bt there's still a whole lot of time ahead of us which we can move on.
went to watch resident evil aft sch. its nice and action packed :D
didnt hv a proper ending though.
and i really had fun.
i dont really know what to say. haha.
alrights, bye secondary sch life.
im still feeling sticky and in need of a bath.
cant leave the comp since ive reached. its okay to rest a little. hehs.
we know the bloody weather's too hard to bear. pls rain abit lah, singapore. i hate singapore.
went to amk to study :]
errr, we met sonia, yama and sudoku boy there by chance. what a small world.
its amazing hw my mum places her trust in me. she didnt even ask me who i was going with. i know it doesnt mean she doesnt care.
studied a little of hist there. didnt had proper tables though. we had to make do with sofas. didnt matter though. there's you :]
studied for an hr or two then went to the hub to slack and for dinner. lunch was katsu don, dinner was sweet and sour pork :D
im officially nt going to count the fat value or hw much dietery fibre i eat for my meals alr. its too restictive and it makes no difference.
they say your body goes into saving mode and slows down metabolism when you eat little. rawr. stupid bodies.
we love nice food. hehs. its okay since its once in awhile. and it makes my mood good.
had alot of fun today :]
i love you alot ;D
thanks for holding my books although you were tired. i cant be more touched.
feeling a little sleepy alr. going to take a nice bath and sleep. there's my favourite 5hr drama slot tmr morning. and im going shopping next wk.
alrights, bye.
im here for a few words.
its the last few days of sch alr. we can call it our last days. hah. bt no doubt, it has been good.
it has been a wk. my mother has been very supportive all these while, showering concern in those barely few minutes she gets to see me since i spend the entire day in sch. its really sweet. home feels like home with food. she rmbed to buy what i had told her i'd like. thought she would nv rmb until i was there with her in the mart, bt it was otherwise. love her, bt nv knew hw to say it. its a wonder hw she manages to trust me so much nw.
little quarrel on monday bt didnt take long to be okay. its easy to get cranky in this kinda weather. he has been ard to walk me to the central everyday without fail. thanks. i just want you to feel that im here and will always be here for you because you're important to me as much as im important to you. you dont hv to pick up the weight of the entire sky because at any point of time, im willing to shoulder it with you :]
we cant stop ppl's mouth frm talking and ppl's eyes frm looking bt that's probably happening because they hv no idea what love is. its abt care, support and understanding. and love deserves respect and is nv funny. they lack that love.
gt to know a new friend recently. this girl suddenly said hi to me bt that was cute. matter of fact is, its alr the last few days of sch and we'll probably nt meet agn soon.
saw seowying today. sweetness. guess its my last time with you too babe. its like i doubt i might hv chances to see you next wk. we cant be certain abt things like that. you're one person i'll miss, greatly.
everyone seems to be doing okay with revision and that's good. ive started abit on hist alr. going to study outside tmr. hahs.
a song titled i'll remember you appeared in my mp3 today. its sweet. i'll end with this. good night.
No Secrets - I'll Remember You Lyrics
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you
Forever baby, I'll remember you
it gt abit out-of-hand yest.
the entire day was so long bt guess its fufilling tho. so tired when i reached hm. hahs. it was like a camp.
i just felt i couldnt live with it and i dont hv to waste my time comprimising with smthing i didnt like. neither will i believe that a smart person like you can be this insensitive nor hv to trust that you came with no hidden agenda .
it was just nt okay.
nvm. nobody treats this as a primary concern.
just want to get over and done with chem and land like at least a b3 or smthing.
lessons end at usual time, followed by an hr of ssp then self study for 2hrs. dinner comes ltr with night actually time flew.
made use of this short time to blog. hehs.
alrights its abt time to move to sch. bye.
one reason why ppl move apart is because the other party is just a phone call away.
