IM IN LOVE AGAIN.
im eyeing on you babe!
its a
NOKIA PRISM 7900. going to get it when it reaches spore :D
dont copy me hor!
it packs a 1gig memory which is more than that of the 7500. its nt launched yet tho :(
zy's mum work at nokia so im going to get her to fish more info for me. hehs.
its so pretty! its a pretty phone that isnt retarded like razr. razr only has retarded functions and a stupid mini camera. rawr.
and katsu don!
its so yummy. hehs. :D
and obviously the fattie.
HAPPINESS. yay! :D
alrights, bye.
i wouldnt doubt you bt i doubt love.
i just detest that feeling of worrying for smone else that's all. its nt like i dont hv things of my own to think abt.
and everything else is just plain disgusting.
stupid guys tried to cut my queue today. i doubt you hv sm selfrespect for what you're doing and that's so pathatic. i despise you. i despise useless men. oh no, nt men. just little boys alright.
today's lunch is yummy and full of pickles. pickles are love.
gt no money alr! going to just eat bread and more bread. thankfully its friday tmr. hahs.
hwork are coming in and they're really so disgusting. esp the higher chi papers that our stupid china teacher is giving. its like who wants to do it la.
we're back to the days when we did our last min revision for chinese. i hate chinese lo. nw its nt just chinese bt all the diff subjs. rawr.
lena suggested exercising today aft sch bt i didnt join them because they wanted me to wait until aft their ssp :(
seems pretty fun. bt i just feel like jogging and jogging and jogging and nt stopping for anybody or anything just like what the wind would do.
other ppl seem pretty appalled by the idea of going to a poly bt i still dont get the hooha over jcs. even if nyp isnt really going to be good choice, i'll still pick convinience over prestige. trust me, i'll land into a uni afterall no matter what it takes okays. even if they cant afford it i'll still make it.
i'll nv waste my life away because it isnt worth it and i'd know what im capable of.
i know what i want and hw much i hv to go to gt there :]
i guess sm ppl are harder to persuade. prelim grades are really nothing bt ppl are still comparing them everywhere.
thankfully, nw im nt too bad with a 13 after all the moderation and deduction in case anyone wants to compare theirs with mine.
alrights. i feel much better and more practical nw. i could barely smile the whole day. okays, bye.
im back. today ist a rather fruitful day bt time still flew tho.
im a brave girl. hehs. super happy aft it.
went to pluck my tooth aft sch. didnt hurt because of the jab bt aft it wore off, the pain came :/
the dentist's super nice tho. she rmbed me :]
chujun's blueberry sweet made the pain lesser. love blueberry-flavoured sweets.
did sm work in sch before walking bla to the stop.
basically nothing much la. ha.
i love those free periods sitting outside there because the scenes are just breathtakingly beautiful. the flowers were in full bloom and the bits of golden sunshine were in unison with the wind and stuffs.
i dont know why. its just so intense and unspeakable.
there are so many feelings and i eventually gave up interpreting. its too complex.
so, dont ask me anything :]
alrights, so much for today i guess. i doubt you'll understand bt i hope you do.
geez, its just too hard to express in words. im going to fail my english.
gt back all our results alr. ha. im sitting on the fence with l1r5 of 20.
its nt that i dont really care bt i just feel that we cant change facts so there's nt much point dwelling over it.
glad to see you feeling better just nw. it really makes alot of difference.
a couple of my subjs are a mark away frm another grade.
judging frm the fact that i merely screwed up one section of those subjs i didnt do well in, there's still pretty much optimism.
well, failed geog mcq for nobody knew what reason and was the only one who failed. rawrness. i dont even know what's wrong. the mcq seems so easy leh.
maybe that's why ppl make mistakes.
shall study hard for chem. i'll jump three grades like i did for amaths ;D
sm ppl seemed to hv studied harder bt i gt better grades than them. what a joke. hehs. alrights, its really nothing to be proud of.
there's a new pile of work there waiting for us to do. there's amaths, eng and hcl papers. oh drats.
confidence and determination isnt enough, bt we'll make this right. bye.
I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows you away
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
When minutes turn to days and years
If mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows you away
-
carrie underwood/inside your heaven
drats. things are getting weird. my only-and-only-left baby tooth cracked and nw half of it is gone leaving the other half standing. i think i need a dentist like soon, to pluck the other one left.
it looks disgusting :(
and it made me lost all my appitite when it dropped during lunch. there were so much blood. eww.
then i gave up eating. hahs. sucks.
the sweet and sour pork i had looked like blood anyway.
made me feel really really sick with the taste of blood in my mouth.
my mum thought i didnt feel good because i skipped meals.
nah, i dont do things like skipping meals right 0:]
did quite sm chem today. at least i made progress. that's good.
nv in my entire 4yrs in secondary school i had realised that metals and non-metal made up compounds with ionic bonds and those only by non-metals were linked by convalent bonds. ahhhh what a waste of my four years. no wonder i kept failing chem.
what do metals and metals make? they make alloys. hah. okay, nt funny.
there's still a little difficulty doing the tys bt there's still time and room for improvements.
i only hv gt another 6days left in the remaining days to study chem. ha. will try really hard. believe me.
we rewatched constantine. the show was really nice :D
i cant wait to get my allowance. hehs.
i wanna watch joshua bt the slots are a little off :(
the afternoon slots are like 1.50pm and 2.05 so i doubt there's any possiblity we could reach in time to plaza or vivo. rawr. stupid sch.
we hate
kfc.drats. things are getting weird. my only-and-only-left baby tooth cracked and nw half of it is gone leaving the other half standing. i think i need a dentist like soon, to pluck the other one left.
it looks disgusting :(
and it made me lost all my appitite when it dropped during lunch. there were so much blood. eww.
then i gave up eating. hahs. sucks.
the sweet and sour pork i had looked like blood anyway.
made me feel really really sick with the taste of blood in my mouth.
my mum thought i didnt feel good because i skipped meals.
nah, i dont do things like skipping meals right 0:]
did quite sm chem today. at least i made progress. that's good.
nv in my entire 4yrs in secondary school i had realised that metals and non-metal made up compounds with ionic bonds and those only by non-metals were linked by convalent bonds. ahhhh what a waste of my four years. no wonder i kept failing chem.
what do metals and metals make? they make alloys. hah. okay, nt funny.
there's still a little difficulty doing the tys bt there's still time and room for improvements.
i only hv gt another 6days left in the remaining days to study chem. ha. will try really hard. believe me.
we rewatched constantine. the show was really nice :D
i cant wait to get my allowance. hehs.
i wanna watch joshua bt the slots are a little off :(
the afternoon slots are like 1.50pm and 2.05 so i doubt there's any possiblity we could reach in time to plaza or vivo. rawr. stupid sch.
we hate
kfc. really.
my hair is retarded.
i wanna eat cucumber.
i heart curryboy.
im going to turn vegetarian.
tada, end of my random rant. alrights, bye.
happy saturday.
my hair is retarded.
i wanna eat cucumber.
i heart curryboy.
im going to turn vegetarian.
tada, end of my random rant. alrights, bye.
happy saturday.
i gt another haircut. we were sort of eating in cls when ms ow walked passed. then tada. gt excuse to cut our hair alr. even lena whose fringe was always up had to cut. rawrness. at least she still spoke nicely to us. bt its normal for us to wanna stay in cls to do work instead of the canteen right. then its normal to wanna eat i guess.
anyway rules should be more flexible because we are sec 4s. its a big deal that we are. hehs xD
nvm, my hair's alr gone :(
i helped lena cut too. thats why i took so long. hah. bt it didnt make a difference to her look since its up again.
bla says it actually looks okay. i went to pass him his stuffs and the the colourful colourful spinning flower. it was so cute.
his eyes looked bad then bt i think he's going to be okay soon :D
get well soon fattie!
actually i think i did quite a good job of cutting it. at least its slanted right. plus, its nice cept that its short and/or abit unlayered. hehs. im a potential hairstylist ;D
alrights. gt back amaths paper one too. gt an a1. yayness. its the first time i gt a1 for a major amaths paper lo. i didnt even score near a b4 even before this. wowness for this jump. bt thought it could probably be higher since i could do quite alot. its okay i guess. if its another distinction for paper 2 i'll be so happy xD
just passed chem mcq without studying. yayness. the mcq is gay tho. rawr.
gt a b4 for chinese paper 1. eew. i lost loads of marks for writing the wrong word x(
i think it was the maximum of 8 marks lo.
then we had alot of free periods because the teachers needed more time. the school is seriously shorthanded.
alrights. i guess thats all. byes!
just back frm bugis. ha there's really tons of things there that girls will like :D
i wished i had more money. doesnt money make the world go round?
amaths papers and the rest were okay. just didnt occur to me that prelims finally ended. ha. i think i'll probably do okay for this series. its all up to the last end :]
only like 30 plus days left. oh shitt.
then i can work all day and earn money for my laptop and hp and camera and clothes :D
hehs.
if only they could all drop frm the sky :D
today's walk was awesome. i didnt know i could walk this much anywhere except in a shopping mall with aircon, nt really smwhere without it. hahaaa. the scenary was great, except for sm parts which we didnt really enjoy because of the stupid sun. sun, why are you so sunny today? it was total hotness. can feel the scorching heat while thinking of it lo :]
munched on chips and food frm the start. thankfully just this little bit of food could sustain such a long walk. phew. it would really suck if we gt really hungry on the way.
went past a couple of places that we nv thought existed. hehs. funness.
there's the obvious sense of satisfaction when the hike was completed. yayness.
i gt my haircut yest. looks dumb. hehs. nvm.
stupid fattie had his eye uncomfortable. then still walked so fast.
get well soon stupid fattie :(
alrights, i should get going. i need a bath or smthing. byes.
im online! actually quite hungry nw although i cant list out hw many cookies and creme granola bars i've eaten and that super bloating blast of green tea. ha. chem paper was just crap. couldnt really do although it was mcq. bt who cares :D
bla bought one box for me :D
the uncle was damn lame. he's selling one at 50c each bt a box of 10 would be 6$. he let us hv the box at 5$ tho. hehs.
rented the return and ghost rider to watch aft that. the return was boring crap so in case you wanted to watch, dont waste your money :]
i wondered hw ppl would react if they spent more than an hr in the cinema watching that. hehs. we couldnt even make ourselves continue.
ghost rider had super nice effects similar to the covenant. awesome :D
couldnt get things right for the intro bt eventually could still make it out.
THE RED TOP IS FIXED! :DD
the uncle charged abt 3dollars. bt overall, its still worth it. im broke tho.
so many things to buy, so little money :(
hahaaaaaa!
going for a haircut soon. the hairdresser better nt screw up :]
im in love with the 7pm show on channel 8. they're so cute!
and the theme song ALOT too<333333
i cant believe its friday and i missed yesterday's tab tv. rawr.
okies i better go.
every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure :]
its a little shopping trip for today. haa. i still only hv a teeny weeny bit of money left. im eyeing for a blue patent bag :D
they're darn pretty and i wonder why i didnt buy mine that day.
i must hv been a dumbass! hehs.
we all love shopping dont we :D
the red top is really pretty la. bt its abit spoilt. rawr. couldnt stand just leaving it there. it was the last piece tho :(
so the auntie gave me like at least a 50% off. ha. win alr lo. bt i still gt to fix it. its like so pretty la. its like really really so pretty!
those on the left are plain old navy tees. wanted the nice nice blue bt they only had l size. rawr.
these fits well and they're still nice.
the last one is super super cute. hehs.
zy had to bear with all that. and we bought presents for lau's birthday :]
we're great. ha. that ass so mean to us tho.
alrights, bye!
rawr. stupid girl didnt study for chem ended up screwing it up. haaa.
amaths was managable. none of the questions were foreign and they didnt even hv those trigo proving questions. emaths was easy. geog was screwed. thought i could do better bt i just started going blank when i gt the paper. rawr. wasted so much time then. mental block and couldnt do the describing questions.
i guess two figures for a question makes it all unorganised and it was so hard to compare :(
the two ladies wasted half an hr of our revision break and we were baffalos one instant and donkeys another. ha. dumbness. and they kept repeating themselves. had to wait an hr before i could go use the toilet like i badly wanted. rawr.
i feel like making a new skin or smth :]
wouldnt change unless its more gorgeous than this. look out for changes ;]
i did a
wallpaper at bla's place using photoshop today. it was err mimalistic. ha.
the following papers dont really seem like a big deal. ha. started slacking today aft sch alr. cant wait for next wk :]
okies byes.
yay. my comp's finally done with the loading. madelyn's right. there are too much distractions at hm. hehs.
hist was okay. lucky that cold war came out. perfect for this stupid weather where it keeps raining. super cold there in the hall la. hahaaa bt nvm. think i could do well for sbq and qn 3a. b is a mystery. its kinda easy to write off-point. ahhhhh.
thanks for your time inbetween the papers. your hair's cute la :D
thought lena and suhan left. thankfully i met them at the staffrm there. yayness. you know it sucks to be alone in these kinda weather w/o any umbrella.
geog and emaths is tmr right. geog's abt 3/4 done. hvnt revised emaths tho. so i shouldnt be here. haaa. alrights bye <3
i feel like eating cucumber. i feel so cheated. i didnt know fruits/vegs contained fats. rawr. and they dont really hv much dietary fibre either. so cheated.
corn is best. i love corn and cucumbers. hahaaa.
im here to write a tribute to a pig or else i wouldnt blog. hehs, i think i just gt fatter while talking to him that's why i need to diet recently xD
this guy has been ard since i dont know when and is always there when things happen. i guess i dont hv to speak his name and you'll alr know who he is. no, he's nt Jesus. hahaaa.
it has been sm time la and things are getting on fine. thanks for being here and there and everywhere and helping me with everything. its sweet. thanks. i know i should put in more effort la. bt you spoil me too much tho. i always bully you leh! hahaaaa. ltr i become overbearing hw :D
i guess smtimes you just need to go through sm things before you'd realise what's best for you and who's the greatest. hahaaa.
lena has been a pretty good friend too. since im here for a little tribute, why nt add one for her :]
she wouldnt be reading this tho, bt that's okay.
thanks for standing by me la. true friends are ppl who'll give you the best approach towards matters and provide the most logical advice. they'll constantly remind you to study and shower with more concern ;] hahaaa.
there are also good ppl everywhere beneath all their appearances. you just need faith in them to see it, which many fail to do. its your loss.
well, there are so much more i could say bt i just cant put them into words this moment. just hope that things can all get better and stuffs. afterall, we wouldnt get so much time in the future huh. we would be in diff schs then. rawr. stupid life.
i really feel like eating cucumber.
and i need to bathe. alrights, bye.
im a pig. went to hub for lunch. bought 2 pairs of slippers of the same design because i couldnt decide which colour to take. they're both cute whats :D
hahaaa. then nw ive gt no more money. rawr.
didnt save a cent for this wk. rawr. rawr.
i still wanna buy a black superman tee with gold print and electric blue stuffs :/
i studied for quite sm time yest. left climate for geog. thinking if i should do rivers and coasts instead since there're lesser stuffs actually and the qns are standard. pity i didnt pay attention so it'll be hard to memorise. rawr.
there's still hardcore memorising for hist and sm parts of chem. cant wait for the day o lvl ends. yayness. alrights, bye.
i think we need to implement the policy of isolation.
i went to study with zy today. what was meant to be a study day easily gt out of hand and it turned into a slacking day. its still SD anyway. hahaaaa.
stay away frm me xD
i kinda wasted 2 ppl's two and one day respectively. oh terrific. i dont exactly think its a waste tho, since i was so happy and it was so fun. hehs.
nw im back. the internet refused to load for awhile. i think the cables need sm love or food :D
i had teriyaki chicken set for lunch. yumm. i dont usually eat nice food like this tho.
didnt do much bt i love geog. case studies must be cursed. it started frm the super long singapore's case study on the anti and pro natalist policies which took up one entire page which was super lot for my handwriting and i lost interest. haa. hate seeing the case study pages.
so we gt distracted and went to the nearby ntuc. hahaaaa.
then didnt really do much aft that. rawr. cant stop sharing this love-hate rship with slacking. slacking's my lifeskill xD
felt like acting dumb today so i wore my yellow spongebob shirt. obviously drew sm attention. hahaaaaa.
finally bought a new foolscape pad, pen and correction fluid that were needed. took me so long to find one stupid 0.28 pen that i use. rawr.
went to the bakery. zy bought the tiramisu mooncake which i introed to her. yay. yummyness. okies i should be going. byes.
ahhaaaa. that wasnt my post[:
i dont type dont like dun. haaaaa. bt fairly good imitation la[:
my webcam's installed. its cute. i had fun using it to do dumb things yest to show catherine and bla. hehs.
there was sch and stuffs. reached hm at 5plus. nothing beats good o slacking[:
revision is smhw stagnant. will try to stop slacking and do proper stuffs[:
there's loads and loads of apples and pears at hm and they're all so huge. one's enough for a meal la and it takes 15mins to finish one[:
healthy diet rocks. hehs.
ive shown them hw big these were through the webcam. hahaaaa.
barely anything much to update la[:
today's a holiday.
i wanna go to changi airport one of these days.
alrights, bye[:
i m back home finally[:
today was long and exhausting.but i had fun[: it would have been better if you were around[:
comex was fun. i bought a new webcam! yayy[:
my bro was acting dumb dere and he bought a high school musical dvd-_-
comex had loads of stuff to see. it was nice to see the new tech stuffs tough i dun really understand them.maybe bla can explain.haaah[:
and there's school tml. geog's from 9-11 and a maths's from 12-2.hope i don't KO easily tml.
tis week is gonna be study week for prelims.hope i'll do well, and i know i can[:
alrights ppl, its gettin late and i needa get some rest for tml.byes!
p.s. you complete my life[:
BOYZONE-EVERYDAY I LOVE YOUI don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
