FARAWAY-NICKELBACK.
i hate that stupid haircut& i doubt i will go back to her ever again ):
grow hair grow. its stupid.
its new year's eve. bt i dont really hv any new year's resolution.
guess these kinda stuffs are crap if you can forget them or dont carry them out so yea.
action is still more impt than words.
i just hv to show you :]
This time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you know,you know, you knowThat I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never goStop breathing ifI don't see you anymoreOn my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last dance'Cause with you, I'd withstandAll of hell to hold your handI'd give it allI'd give for usGive anything but I won't give up'Cause you know,you know, you knowSo far awayBeen far away for far too longSo far awayBeen far away for far too longBut you know, you know, you knowI wantedI wanted you to stay'Cause I neededI need to hear you sayThat I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I forgive youFor being away for far too longSo keep breathing'Cause I'm not leaving you anymoreBelieve itHold on to me and, never let me goKeep breathing'Cause I'm not leaving you anymoreBelieve itHold on to me and, never let me goKeep breathingHold on to me and, never let me goKeep breathingHold on to me and, never let me go
FINALLY-LEEHOM.
you mean to me so much more than u and i ever could think.
BECAUSE OF YOU -KELLY CLARKSON.
i wish i hadnt hv to wake up every single morning.
ZHU GUAN WAN CAN -GARY CAO.
done with unpacking:D
done with uploading songs into my mp3 player
-its back finally:D
nt done with hw.we talked a little yesterday abt the changes in our lives.
yea, its definately better. seems that things that were taken away is slowly returning back.
everything is going to be alright.
loads of little things happened in that 2wks when i wasnt at hm, like my spoilt hp that fixed itself.
this is my life :]
haha some shots are kinda disgusting. so beware.
nt quite ready to show hw my rm looks like nw, bt the blue is really nice:D
IF YOU ARE NT THE ONE- DANIEL BEDINGFIELD
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
JING WU MEN- SHOW LUO.
finally the internet connections seem better. ytd most sites were out. nw some are back. it feels gd. back at hm nw& the new furni stinks. the entire living rm smelt like leather when i woke up. still loads to do. maybe dropping at zy's ltr.
is something wrong?
i just cant stand some ppl who act like as if they are angels in sch and as a matter of fact they aint and do disgusting stuff. so yea.
that guy has no right to comment. so yea.
and i really really dislike him nw lah.
and i will let u know that he is called jowell lean.
oh yeah. u gotta hv to listen to my new blog song.
okay its actually old. daren sung it on his revival round& i really really like this song:D
FARAWAY-NICKELBACK.
im at zy's house so yea i can use the comp. almost died of boredom at home so i had to leave.
mum& dad are at home cleaning up. seems that it would take a long time. the painters are doing their jobs too.
they are all busy these couple of days& i cant believe hw my parents hv the energy to even go for their usual mahjong session that sat night& still wake up 8 the next morning to check the painters doing their jobs.
zy's brother is coming over to zhss next yr wor. we will hv another tagalong. haha. nvm. he's interesting enough :]
today is christmas& ytd night was kinda nice. was up alone watching movies like love actually on channel 5& some crap chi movie on channel u. both were like talking abt love lo.
bt its the warm& sweet kind. feels gd just watching it.
love actually seems like a white box filled with strawberry hearts. a really sweet movie.
there was another one at ard 12noon called see spot run. its really nice too.
abt this fbi agent dog that escaped when killers wanted to hunt it down& it got to this guy who had to take care of the kid of the woman he likes. a funny movie that touches. totally rocked.
cried like siao at the touching parts lo :X
received loads of the merry christmas messages ard 12. gt it frm zy and renee too. i love them :]
then alvin sent me. hahaha. so glad he actually remembers me. ppl like ky& dl wouldnt be ard in sch next yr lo. im sure i'll miss them.
its another stage in their lives. all the best.
frankly, this hols is all wasted. nothing is done& will be done. hw still there. wishing with all my might that my hw will drop frm the sky all done.
oh santa, do me this favour pls pls pls. haha.
actually had plans today bt canceled it off bcos he is sick. get well soon& takecare :]
its really tough spending so much time with my brother over there.
that guy is acting too gay for us to stand. bala knows. haha. he knows bala too.
it sucks to hv such a brother. its disgusting. hahaha.
buay tahan lah.
new sch yr going to start. im nt going to start on hw, nt intending. bt i am really going to try to change.
we will start with little habits. no comp for mondays to fridays& i will finish my hw on friday nights. i can do it de.
just let me play a couple more days yea?
meeting cf on thurs& the furni are coming over on that day too. guess we will all be back on thus night. there's still unpacking so doubt i will be online.
so long. thanks for the christmas pressies& all that.
life is too boring to be true. really. i would suggest watching curse of the golden flower. its nice :]
it feels like a wrong decision.
I miss cf.
zy is back.
Forget It.I am going to die.
im so bored. nw im bala's house& so i hv the access to comp:D
past few days were totally wasted. went out with everyone else who is just as free as me& also checked out bedframes. like went out to everywhere everyday.
got the frames alr. they are sending it over on the 28th dec.
if you guys wanna come would hv to wait till sch reopen then everything would be right on track.
mum was totally pro at bargaining. initially that guy wanted to give a free stool.
then she bargained him into giving 2. then another mahjong table. wtf. left me totally speechless.
what kinda mum do i hv? haha.
zy is off to msia :(
or else i would hv another person to chat with.
i miss cf loads.
what does a new beginning signify?
KUAI DI AI QING-STELLA HUANG.
im damn bored ):
back. so tired. woke up at 8am lo.
didnt study bt watched that girl do her hw-_-
i hvnt started on mine anyway. hw sucks.
she likes that pic okay.
went to j8 for kfc& mac.
then she got her friend's present.
library was so packed. ended up going to mac instead.
so so so tired ):
going tonight le. guess could try doing more stuff before going.
last thing ive done before going to meet my baobei:D
praises are the easiest form of recognition:D
RANG SHI JIAN KAI KOU- Z CHEN.
im back. watched cinderella today lo.
mum didnt wanna let me go bt i persuaded her:D
maybe she was in her good mood. hahaha. whatever. dont know what's up with her recently.
had to help her do stuff before going out though.
the movie's plot was abit too complicated.
a few scary scenes with a few gory scenes. laughed again for being scared of these mediocre acts.
maybe im just plain dumb :]
saw loads of ppl today we knew anyway.
had a nice icecream. felt like heaven:D
had strawberry& also mango.
hadnt done that for v long:D
s wanted shoes& those he saw didnt had his size.
then the one i thought was nice had it& he gt it. hahaha.
gt more copies of comics so my stay wouldnt be that boring.
yups. thats it :]
would it be a right choice?
well, ive made smth cute.
here's the
LINK. dedicated to a bunch of great people whom i kept thinking while doing=D
you know who you are<3
this takes a few secs to load too. click the play button to load the song^^
I WANT A PC TABLET& A WEBCAM badly :(
without the tablet, its damn hard to do vector work.
going to simlim& funan to check out the prices& maybe persuade my mum to let me work for a wk or two for that money.
its a pity money doesnt fall from the sky :(
missing loads of ppl right now.
some stuff dont hv to be said out.
you know i love you(:
cause it feels good to hv you close.
changed the song to all out of love by westlife& delta goodrem. its a nice song :]
DI YI GE QING CHEN -LEEHOM.
i almost died. my dad went to unplug the cable that connects the modem to the telephone hole in the wall& dumped it upon thinking it was useless. wtf?
then i couldnt connect to the internet lah-_-
had to go buy that cable. glad its nw okay. or else i wouldnt survive lo.
there's still tmr.
the floor's all dirty with dirt. no one cares abt cleaning since aft the reno work is done, we will be kept busy unpacking& cleaning up.
need to get new furniture too. going for those nice wooden furni. simplicity is gd :]
3rd earhole keeps giving me probs, so im going to close it& maybe pierce the other side. hahahaha.
okay. its out of the point :]
think will be spending everyday of my next wk outside lo. most probably bishan lib& j8.
cine is going to be so near. cinderella& deja vu, here i come :D
im glad to hv some extra money with me nw, bcos i know my mum's going to cut my allowance on the excuse that i need nt buy my own lunch when im with my grandma's.
oh well. wonder hw its like to stay there again. hvnt been staying there for a long time alr.
used to enjoy going there for the hols in the past. guess nw its a different thing.
bt im sure she will treat me just as nice :]
a pity cf wouldnt be free or else its easy to drop by. miss her loads.
gt this sudden motivation to study. wonder why.
its our last yr alr& i know its going to be good.
we could hv some nice memories before we leave :]
lets all jiayou together<3
it feels really good to hv things& ppl whom i really like.
it feels even better to enjoy what im doing.
at least nw i hv gotten the direction right. i just know it when im doing it.
thanks for being there if you hv been. perhaps you hadnt realised your importance.
we will see :]
guess its because i really like you.
FARAWAY-NICKELBACK.
packed stuff today. had to clear them all off the cupboard& the job's all done.
downloaded gimp. go try. its an imaging program that has brushes too. plus its all free.
cheryl can nw continue making skins too :]
tried out this program just nw and made a couple of avatars with the set of pics i liked& some new brushes.
took longer on gimp. guess it would be better if they added the feature that resizes brushes. so yea here they are.
sigh. sounds technical. haha.
rotting at hm must had made me boring :(
FARAWAY -NICKELBACK.
im going to spend a whole wk without comp :(
but u can call me hahaha.
reno work for the flooring starts next wed morning and nw we are in the midst of packing everything into boxes& clearing up old furni that will eventually be thrown.
will be seeking refuge at grandma's. maybe for comp's sake i shall only go when its tues night. i cant bear to part baby. just getting warmed up with flash.
will gt new bedframes and a fresh coat of paint (i hope)
getting really sick of pink walls. nv liked it anyway.
brala's off for camp and i was really bored at home so i did a flash today.
i guess the intro was good, then gt bored with doing since there were loads to do before it gets perfect so the rest was just average. just played ard with whatever they had& it took 3hrs.
titled texas chainsaw massacre, its stickman edition. haha. go see. download if you like :]
gotta wait for it to load though. no loading bar bt when its done with the loading, u will see a stickman with the word massacre& a play button.
got swishmax through cracking. damn easy lah.
my photoshop illustrator cs2, photoshop 7, indesign cs2 cant be cracked :(
so yea. haha.
zy came over in the afternoon then i sent her back. gonna miss her.
again, bishan has direct bus to sgn central. can always take a bus up to meet the ppl i miss :]
and i shall try to do some homework. hvnt done anything for so so long.
need to get my brain to work before all the brain cells die& leave nth left. haha.
then im going out for 2 movies. looking forward :]
QI QUAN-RONG ZU ER.
fatbralalalalalanodickkrishnan = kitkat boy.
go ask him why :]
im all equipped to stone alone at hm for the coming two days :]
ZI LIAN-SHOW LUO.
wasted the whole of yesterday i guess.
spent my afternoon at zy's hse watching movies.
brothers grimm was really nice with a creative plot.
the italian job was smart to see hw they managed to gt the gold back, though some parts were complicated.
yups. something else happened with my mum agn.
cant stand her when she's acting like a bitch.
i dont like it here.i dont like hw things are supposed to be seen in a perspective.
why cant you be more understanding?
AI QING BU NENG ZUO BI JIAO- PIN GUAN.
i spent the whole of today helping my mum clear up stuff.
damn, didnt know it was this tiring lo. didnt know i had such a whole load of crap.
well, loads went into the bin.
stuff were meaningless if they werent put to use so yea. whatever.
gt my hair cut again. this time it looks okay enough.
im tired. yawns.
im feeling so much better :]
i shall slack a few more days more without disturbances before i go hv fun :]
YI LU XIANG BEI -JAY :]
im back hm like finally.
cant really blog nw bcos im really really sick.
was sick the 2nd day till nw and couldnt make it to kl.
the temp there was like 18deg & it wouldnt be gd to make that trip so yea.
im still sick nw :(
im nt going there ever ever again bcos it was boring and the adults were always at the stupid casino. wtf.
couldnt go to lan for 2nd night bcos i was sick & grounded by mum. had to stay in hotel rm to prevent getting sicker.
it was cold even under the quilts& it wasnt nice to be sick and sleep alone and hv noone ard bcos the adults were at the stupid casino-_-
wanted to shop with mum and there she was always going to the casino-_-
left me to shop alone lo. the others werent interested. watched
colic there alone too.
it was smth like m18 bt noone there stopped me frm buying the ticket and going into the cine.
sg should learn frm them. haha. that would be gd.
the movie wasnt nice btw. 3 gd gory scenes and no ghosts-_- damn waste of time lo.
the baby's cute though.
gt some presents :]
gt a limited edition black& grn converse bag & pink pencilcase :]
bought another of the same one for zy lo.
that was the only gd part.
my mum took her day off for tmr thus so i am going to stone at hm again.
sad case.
bt when im done and recovered, expect me to be at the comics bk store :]
i wanna go shop agn :]
and also watch
cinderella :]
and and and meet zy :]
i hate waiting.
whoo. unexpected huh. didnt know there's a lan shop here, so here i am=D
hvnt been sleeping lo. its like those barely few hrs inbetween.the day seems long like that.
the bus trip here took forever when the bus driver's only thought was to sleep.
bt damn, they hv so much more stars up here. i think its bcos sg's sky is too blocked.
my bro's sick and i dont feel gd either. hope im nt down with anything bcos its really cold in here and i feel totally warm-_-
its like aircon outdoors.
im missing so many ppl and so many things. hving fun here too.
more next time i supposed=D
i miss brala& being online.
i miss zy alot okay.
i miss my old old comp.
i miss s=D
i miss pratas & fillet o fish.
nw then i realise hw impt some ppl and some things mean to me:)
yeah baby. dont hv much time here. so yea.
off to kl tmr=D
are you mine?
