TUI HOU
jay.

erm ytd seemed like long ago alr.
bt s seemed very different today.
as a matter of fact, it wasnt hard for me to think he looks scary.
i hv apologised before, and it wasnt really my fault isnt it if its nt accepted.
didnt think i did anything bt turned out u overreacted.
i know if u hadnt care, u wouldnt hv though=/
i hope things can become better soon, at least i dont hv the wish to lose this friendship.
i believe u are nice too. i really do.
i aint like you. u choose nt to care abt anything else.
bt i still hv loads to think abt and to consider before doing.
i have to.

actually, it feels better aft the haircut. fringe nt touching so much le.
doesnt look that nice nia.

boring boring lessons today. bt time didnt take long to pass. morning was the temperature taking.
then double eng. we are having those kinda workshops thingy for today and the rest of the wk.
mrs merchant who took us, used to be a lawyer. that explains why she's like that.
bt its fun when we get to do grp work.
didnt do a bad job out of it with kenley and hm.
recess wasnt an hr long, what a pity.
then three maths periods that tallied up to 2.5hrs.
actually managed to pay attention and did some.
woots. im really going to try.
bt when its boring, its hard nt to yawn.
nw there's another place where i go to for lunch.
shhh. its secret. dont wanna eat at the bus stop anymore.

i need to rmb to bring the comics for seowying(:

sch's bad, bt i found the solace i was seeking for only in you.
i wonder why.

SWEET SACRIFICE.
evanescence

It's true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that I'm unchained.

Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me. Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

One day I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.

I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Raise the silence,
Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.

So you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

BAI SE FENG CHE -JAY.

had chi Os today.
turned up in sch earlier as usual for breakfast bt stalls werent open.
hw disappointing.
went for the papers with an empty stomach. freaking hungry bt did them fine.
didnt know their requirements were so low. like 300words for compo and tata u make it.
nt a prob for me i hope.
the break in the middle of the 2 papers werent long enough to eat. sigh.
had to bear with it.
start of paper 2 was like unbearable. freezing cold. like shivering kinda.
couldnt even write lo. so i told the invigilator that. mr leong turned temps higher.
did help anyway.
at least i managed to write. lol.
had lessons aft the paper. was very very hungry.
glad it wasnt boring and ended on time. ty ft(:

s was v mad today. bt i didnt promise anything =/
and its really insulting if u think im the kind who dont mind ppl paying everything for me.
yupps. leave it as it is lah. thanks for ur patience and everything lo.
& i didnt mean to.
just hv more things to think of than u do. it sounds easy,
bt its hard for me to do. too much to bring into consideration =x
it isnt the time for it either.

cant wait for crace crawford. woots. thurs:D

btw bala is infactuated with one of the invigilators of today.
he says he thinks she's hot.
haha then during the paper i thought he would like her too.
woots. great minds think alike(:
im going to be dead for publishing this part though =x

-u wouldnt get the ending u want frm falling in love with a passerby in ur life.

BAI SE FENG CHE -JAY.

im back hm(:
spent entire afternoon traveling to furniture shops seeking more sofas.
one had 3 sets that we thought were nice.
plus the quality is there too.
they were looking out for full leather.
so we'll see which eventually turns out at our doorstep. haha.
the smell of leather made me sick after visiting so many stores.
kinda had headache.
shall take a panadol ltr. can slp better too.
tmr's chi Os. woots. wanna get over and out with it.
and i know i wouldnt be able to stand 9hrs of eng.
remind me to get sweets to eat during lessons. buahaha.
planned the covenant on thurs. looking forward(:
crace crawford is too cute to be true. lmao.
hp feels weird without any hp strap=/
its raining very heavily nw. its so sudden.

SHE'S ONLINE:D

where is the one?

XIE XUE-FEI LUN HAI.

went to compass pt ytd and i took a nice shot of an pan man buns frm breadtalk. they are freaking cute(:

here they are^^

as for today, spent loads of time on tv agn.
the files of wisely are up agn. think its nearing the ending of the series and every episode hv really touching scenes.
i wanted to cry when watching! -_-
v sad. the couple kinda had to be separated because of this other girl. bt gt together in the end.
another couple also managed to be together.
i loveeeee sat's tv:D
loveeee the parts of the series.
finished up the ring 2 at grandma's. actually, it wasnt scary. haha. some stupid long haired woman crawling like a frog brings laughter.
very dumb lah.
i think if she ever appears in my life, i would tell her this.
get a life lah. u always tio bad hair day. time to change shampoo le =x
the well she lives in doesnt even look clean -disgusted-
buahaha.
the newspaper today had an article saying vampires wouldnt exist or else by nw, there wouldnt be any human left on earth.
one vampire bites a man in 1 mnth.
that man turns into another vamp.
that man-turned-vamp bites another one in a mnth.
this is hw it goes.
the theory is if a vampire appeared in the 1600s, it would take 2 yrs and 7 mnths to hv the entire human population wiped out.
thus, their existance is impossible.
imagine zombies in our real life too.
im sure i'll enjoy hacking them every nw and then eg like dawn of the dead.
then if vampires and sprits exist, we will need a cross to exorcist them.
The Power of Christ Compels You:D eg the exorcist.
loveee horror movies.

then went to some furniture shop since we need to gt a new sofa soon. made me really wanna do interior designing aft thinking i could choose furnitures and paint colours.
it will be nice(:


its one that i liked.


details aint clear bt its a limited edition designer chair. very pretty(:

this particular hut costs 7k. bt seems nice.

so much for nw(:

JIANG JUN LING-KENJI WU.

was at ngee ann poly today for the zest competition today. it didnt make me interested enough.
talks were boring. we dont care abt taxes anyway, so its pointless lecturing us on it.
bt ngee ann poly offers nice courses. maybe can take into consideration.
loads of pretty girls there. obviously this was more interesting & entertaining for me.
we gt food and refreshments there too. some ppl just ate so much(: haha.
ppl frm other schs didnt look presentable. representing sch still hv short skirts, unacceptable hairdo with loud earrings.
we were the guai-est(:
im bored~!

i want my mp3 player back. im having no life without it.

ZHI DUI NI YOU GAN JUE- FEI LUN HAI*HEBE.

i was back hm long ago. kept busy with this skin. spent forever on it. hahas.
bt was quite focused. think it turned out nice.
anyway sch was slack today.
last day for lower sec lah. they seemed free and happy. reminded me of last yr that we cried and cried like someone died.
we just were reluctant to let it go. bt nw a year just passed like that. omg. fast.
they are getting like 2mnths free.
whereas for us, gotta slog out guts out for extra 2 wks of lessons. and then studying/revising etc.
we gt our timetables alr. note, a period is an hr long. boring~!
and we gt loads of eng double periods. like 2 eng double.
and we also hv gt one eng triple in our timetable. god._.
i forsee myself sleeping there. haha.
all together, be prepared for 9hrs of eng lessons next wk.
today during eng we watched to kill a mockingbird. should i say they watched. i was sleeping agn.
it was a boring movie lah. like black and white. so called classic. bt actually its just old. haha.
they should remake the movie with better sound effects nw mah.
had mac today aft v long:D
gt report bk too. ave was 56.9 lah. actually it looks okay. bt today isnt the day to show them:)
anyway for designing the zhonghua bk, i got 50 cip hrs. omfg.
i love ms lea. okay. i take my words back. its ms lea we talking abt. no way.
thanks to her anyway. awarded this much. nw i alr hv exceeded the 100hrs.
think hv 140++ hrs. woots~!
100% attendence too. other than the 3 d7s, there really isnt much to pick on.
cls position isnt gd. lvl position either.
shall try harder next yr. top 50% isnt hard right? -i hope-
the covenant is going to be out on 2nd nov. im sure i wouldnt miss it for anything^^
go watch the trailer. it will persuade you to join me:D

QIN QIN -FISH LEONG.

the weather is wet today. seems to me like its going to rain soon.
today is nice also lo. the talk that took away 1hr of lessons, was nice.
boring at first bt they showed nice pics. woots. worth our time.
ms rozi says i still hv to take bio reexam then decide to drop or nt. okay lah.
last try. its the last.
had cldds aft sch. more like crapping session with fiona than acting those.
tmr is doomsday since we getting back report book. omgomgomg.
i doubt she will be happy with an average of 53% =.=

im bored and hungry nw =x

-i know.

QIN QIN -FISH LEONG.

was out like the whole afternoon with family at vivo.
woke up late alr and the ride there was long since there were loads of vehicles jamming up the entire road.
my brother didnt make things better by playing with his stuff and really making loads of noise.
basically vivo was boring since they had all those high-end shops like chanel armani exchange or what so ever.
bt i liked candy empire. their chocolates are nice^^
loads of ppl there so it kinda spoilt the experience.
would rather hv slept at hm.
check out this http://www.severancethemovie.co.uk/
it seems nice. wanna go rent the discs when its out.
go play the game at the site too. its really comical.
tmr is another sch day. cant wait(:

SHI YI- FISH LEONG.

god. i cant seem to stop blogging abt everything.
blasted out britney's album just nw during the free time.
the voice felt like mine. the lyrics were so true.
dreamed. smsed. stared at that cute little toy.
thought of hw to repaint my rm and deco it.
i want blue walls. dark blue.
the bedlinen is in a nice shade of colour. bright and colourful, matching my mood.
woots. seriously, i love today^^
dont know why.
and i dont really know what im saying. im just, really happy.
for nothing. LOL.
i wanna go to ikea on fri:D
anyone wanna come?

XIA XUE -FEI LUN HAI.

im in awesome mood:D
eh sch feels fun and everything. nt fun in that way. bt interesting kinda fun.
enjoyed today alot.

i gt the toy frm bala:D
arigato. love love love love it. hahas. freaking cute can:D
so are u. hahahaha. thanks^^
it says im an alien! lololol.

seowying is damn cute:D
had alot of fun with her today. she says pos is prisoner of seowying. haha.
like v lame.
then she didnt wanna let zy go.
she's the cutest girl in this world can.
if i were a guy, i would definately wanna jio her:p
anyway then i said she was por. prisoner of ryan^^
buahaha. mrs khoo~ :D

then erm did so much surveys today until the word survey scares me out. LOL.
during the one we did in the auditorium, i was in the grp with shiyun. then we made lots of comments abt ye lao shi.
one chi teacher who looked like she was frm the 1980s. her dressing and looks and everything.
she was in some white mini cardigan & white blouse. long long long blue flowery skirt.
oh god. hw antique. LOL :0

slacked during lessons. during eng we were like debating if mrs raj was pregnant since we thought she looked fatter than before. maybe she is(:
had loads of laughs.

skipped lunch because had to do more surveys and interview shit at pccg rm or smth. siansiansian. bt the doctor guy frm ntu was friendlier than before.

the chi timed prac was boring. finished early too. like alot of us finished it pretty early. bt today was mr ang in charge. so he didnt wait till 4pm before going through the ans.
thus we gt off earlier. woots.
obviously wanted to get food lo.

and nw im back hm:D

i think im really easily amused like what renee said. bt its gd(:

ilu. yeah you. LOL.
share my gd mood pls:D

XIA XUE -FEI LUN HAI.

omgomgomg. i adore this song:D
hmm. basically its a typical boring day. my mum wanted me to study. bt i guess i didnt know what i was doing in the rm to pass my time.
mostly listening to the radio. this song kept coming up. hahaha love it :D
fei lun hai is cute :D
haha =x
evanescence's new album is nice bt the songs sound like the same to me-_-
all v rock and everything.
had dinner and chomp chomp. yeps.
can anyone save my brother frm turning gay? i cant stand it anymore. lololol.

ni de shi jie yi jing zhun shi qing tian,
yuan fang de wo zai xia tian kan xue.
wo de gu du man man dong jie,
zai mei you ni de ye.

HEI SE YOU MO-JAY.

im back hm. the haze is bad. at least nw temperatures are really considerably high.
rm temp increased to 31degrees.
watched the most television today lah. like since i woke up ive been stuck to the tv.
my brother had the comp to himself. bt nvm. more into drama and everything recently.
finished up the comics. its nice. some parts were really touching lo. and i couldnt believe i wanted to cry while reading comics. haha.
then went to watch this show on tv. files of weasly or smth. that guy went to shield the girl frm a bullet. and obviously he fell to the ground and died-.-
v touching. then i cried agn=.=
damn lame lah.
that show ended there. then i switched channel and watched this another show with more crying.
thought could stop with tv there at my grandma's. bt was caught with the ring 2. LOL.
i wish the haze would go away. it would be gd if i dont feel sick.

sch sch sch sch sch sch sch. oh God. i wish im in sch. hm is boringgggggggggg=/

was playing with meegos stuff. so we came up with this. haha. look at the difference.



who we think he is.


bala's impression of himself.




and this looks like me :DD

TUI HOU-JAY.

hmm. im back hm :D
today was nice lah. bt morning was kept busy with some cldds stuffs.
ms lea wanted me to pass messages ard. rahhh. and i gt my ic le :D
eh then basically quite slack. didnt slp so much since i tried to slp earlier and had more hrs.
we had a quite a game today. v v fun. haha.
eng lesson had this presentation thingy. mrs raj nv realised i hadnt presented at all.
i think i hadnt. at least i couldnt rmb.
then went to j8 aft sch today. by chance with renee ht and yunjie.
ht was shopping for a present for her mum. ended up getting flowers. yeps.
and i had yoshinoya for lunch. gt a new comic bk too.
renee met up with her josiah lah(:
then we split up aft some time. wanted to leave alr bt had to top up my card.
coincidence that we were all at the mrt area. met agn. woots. this is fate-.-"
we saw this

super cute right? haha i want one. pls get it for me(:
and this

it will GROW on ur nails. haha.
anyway i went to talk to ang bee tat or smth. that 1n1 guy. cat told me loads abt him today.
like what he does during co. gave her loads of trouble. and i saw him when i just stepped out of sch.
since i had smth to talk to him abt, i walked to him lah.
guess what? he said i was a dog=.=
nb. then obviously i ticked him off any everything. will see if he bothers to tone down during co pracs.
cant believe ppl like that do exist._.
it aint the 1st time alr.

no principles, no looks, no character = nothing =D = eg. ang bee tat LOL.

it feels gd nt to care abt anything & just be yourself, no matter who's seeing.

im supposed to be a bear cub.

Bears are strong and independent creatures who roam in the forest in search of food. Bears are usually gentle, but anger one and be prepared for their full fury! You're tough, you won't back down from a fight, you have a bit of a temper -- classic attributes of a bear. Intelligent and resourceful, though lazy at times, you are a fascinating creature of the wild.

do it here.

TUI HOU-JAY.

im getting addicted to this tune.
today is basically nice bt still the extra timed prac's too much a waste of time.
always hv to wait for the slower peeps. and obviously it ended like late agn.
nt much free periods for today. aint much slacking. emaths lesson resumed agn.
pwb makes me wanna slp.
amaths was corrections. so was social studies lesson.
rahh. didnt wanna copy those shit.
anyway there's a new competition coming up.
designing chairs i think. for land transport authority.
erm if they get ur design, it will be in some new area they are gg build. sounds cool.
will give it a try since the deadline's still far. maybe i can come up with smth for my portfolio too(:
and the 3rd prize's a 3000bucks. 2nd's 5000. 1st gets 50000. whoa. cool.
i need money desperately for laptop, mp3player. haha.
sort of had early dismissal. before that was chem and we had a game of truth-or-dare.
typical girl game. bt it was kinda boring. lena and cat must be les since they barely like any guys. LOL.
we were early at the auditorium before the chi timed prac and there werent any lights there.
merely zy me and another 2 3e1 guys. woots. damn nice. had so much fun going up the stage and doing crap and everything. it was dark. bt v fun. kept trying to scare ppl. bt melanie lah. spoilt all the fun by opening the doors wide and switching the lights on. hahaha(:

sch feels better with u.

YUAN DIAN-STEFANIE SUN& TANYA.

some stuffs happened today agn. bt i guess its okay.
seems like a weird coincidence or maybe pure misunderstanding.
its okay if u wanna look at things in a way and blame.
i only need those who are willing to understand and believe.
its pointless defending myself against ppl who wanna think that way lah.
so be it.
i wouldnt be putting my hp in loud mode purposely just to let the teacher hear when i do sms in cls what. walao. use brains also know one=.=
and i liked speaking to her in that manner.

was damn tired in sch and everything.
aiyah. lazy to blog le.

to s, thanks for everything.

FEN SHOU KUAI LE -FISH LEONG.

woots im back hm today in a piece. thank God. serious.
this morning i was walking next to catherine before the bell rang for assembly.
then suddenly i noticed she stopped. and guess what? the 1n1 guy was right infront of me=.=
haha couldnt stop laughing. this is fate._.
i went omg.
then he made some funny expression and said God is in heaven.
then i was there screaming i need a cross to keep that ass away =DDD
haha. hvnt seen him for so so so many days le.
gt back amaths and knew our bio grades today.
managed to just pass amaths, thanks to bala. erm she missed out 2marks initially, which i couldnt be bothered to count and notice.
didnt care if i failed or nt lah. its nt a big deal. then he offered to check for me lah. ended up finding 2 marks. *phew. thanks. alot.
sometimes things are just like that. life's this way. nt that i didnt study for it what.
bio was bad. eh did i mention it was an easy paper and i gt 38.5 i think. like shit. bt whatever lah. i also intending to drop.
used to study so hard for it and still gt discouraging results. nw i dont wanna make the effort anymore.
its just.. useless.
nt gg for retest either.
my ave for this eoy is like erm 53 i think. maybe the eng grades will turn out better. at least im one of the few who passed paper 2 for eng(:
alot of free periods and i cant believe i fell asleep in cls. haha.
then kept going out of cls. was at this quiet place where we talked. nice talking to catherine.
at least i can let things out. talk and everything.
aft sch was chi timed practice. its like smth extra lah.
i dont think we need it(:
and ms lea bores me out completely. finished the paper early too. had to wait for the slow mos(:
cant believe that we hv to attend this for 4days starting today.
rahh. its dumb-_-
so this wk is completely packed =/
will skip thurs' if cf is going to meet me. buahaha.

DENG -STELLA HUANG.

this morning was bad lah.
can u imagine hw it was like to hv someone push ur head to the wall? hard?
hey we are talking abt heads here. it still hurts nw and its like swollen. nb.
i cant put up with ur acts anymore. i cant stare and see hw u are going to hit them.
dont u think u hv gone too far?
this isnt play anymore. u almost caused me to fall down stairs before. dangerous shit. v v fun hor. ltr i die and bet i WILL haunt you.
u better look out. and im serious. when u did that, i wanted so badly to turn ard and comeon, fight lah.
u think im afraid of starting a physical fight with u? i aint going to give a fuck if something happens to us or nt.
i just cant stand u anymore. stupid shit.
u spoilt my entire morning. and u act like nth is wrong soon after. like u aint guilty of anything. like nth happened at all.
fun is fun. bt when u carry it too far, it aint funny. u need a counselor more than i do.
i didnt go for my session today.
i guess i dont need it anymore.
gt back some papers today. failed chem, hist elect and geog.
thinking of dropping bio or taking combined. couldnt be bothered to tally my marks even. like dont care hw much im faring.
wanted yoshinoya for lunch bt had a long wait before 3e5 was released. then too lazy to make our way there.
settled for opp food agn.
then saw them. zy thinks he's serious. haha. bt agn, its nt what i want nw. sigh.
sch is getting boring.
i wished i had a laptop for sch. and i really wanna grad frm here. soon.

MEI REN YU-VIVIAN HSU.

im back hm aft dinner at tpy(:
gt a new pair of shoes. and i saw a cat that resembled that in shrek.



tmr is a brand new day. & its going to be my new beginning.
really. i aint going to be plagued by stuffs.
she wants me to see her tmr for another session. then agn, its really boring.
i dont wanna go for it agn lo. think quiting it soon :D

flutter and fly away. says:
where is central?
flutter and fly away. says:
haha
flutter and fly away. says:
i only know got kids central
flutter and fly away. says:
-_-


i love her(:
can get to see her on thurs le :D

we chose the way we do things. & it turned out this way.
we all are in pain. gt hurt by giving out hearts away in unrequited love.
does it matter? its a question if you are used to it or nt.
sooner or later, the hole in ur heart will mend on its own and the cycle repeats itself.
maybe its a tragedy. maybe u find joy in doing so.
bt its merely endless giving & giving on a road of no return.
or u take too much frm another person and u end up being the one hurting them.
i guess its gd to just leave it back there & go on.


PUT UR MONEY WHERE YOUR MOUTH IS -JET.
IM NT ALRIGHT -SANCTUS REAL.

im screwing up my hp's batt. think there's a little problem with it nw alr. plus i keep sending songs over, deleting them and sending new ones over.
meanwhile, the comp continues screwing it up.
anyway ive realised the lan-ness of this hp. its a noob one(:
vga camera nia. and v v minute memory. hv to compress songs alot before i can even do the sending.
forget it.
im reading up popular blogs online. haha.
furong jiejie is funny-.-"
nt haha kinda funny. just erm funny. buahahaa.
ppl like kenny sia and xiaxue write interesting stuff.
hit the hiscore for hexic ytd. 86980. woots. nice. nw i take forever for a game.
think this was 3hrs. haha.
all into rock and metal music right nw. the song "im nt alright" keeps screaming the words broken inside. haha.

if i cant take away ur pain, i want u to know im feeling equally painful right inside.
so pls pls be alright.

the temperature's rising.
the hiscore.
x's heartbreak.
y's going-away.
an sms.
a smiling doll.
silly beginnings & their mixed endings.
its all abt you.

DENG -HUANG XIANG YI.

eh. back frm dinner at ti amo cafe. its the new cafe opening opp mac at sgn central.
today was their 1st day lo. bt clearly disappointing.
the waitresses and waitors were friendly bt the service wasnt up to standard.
look long for the food to arrive too.
watched disc one of the exorcist: the beginning. its nice. more gory. haha.
im bored =X

KE AI -RAINIE YANG.

im back. woke up super early at 8 on my own. then suddenly i realised i had cldds.
perfect timing. had to rush to sch lah. cant believe i actually cant rmb its today.
im damn hungry. gotta cook up some noodles nw. zzz.

&ps. would u choose to follow ur heart,
risking it break & break one that u know loves u the most?

KAI SHI DONG LE -STEFANIE SUN.

seriously i cant wait for the day i can get a brand new laptop with built in cam while i will then smash my current desktop.
went out today. kinda took some random shots here and there.
they are nice bt cant send them over to my comp bcos there's some program errors. and there's no repair or patch option.
sigh. stupid comp and stupid program. i will throw this set down 9 levels if i gt my laptop lah. buahaha.
i reached hm at ard 8.30. blame it on going out late. was all ready waiting for zy to gimme a call.
apparantly she was hving some probs with her mum agn.
the train there was packed. wanted to slp badly, esp without any music. i wished my player was still with me.
another 2more wks to news of it. or maybe a new player, if it cant be fixed.
i couldnt believe it was near 10stops frm amk to city hall on the red line. god. hw did i endured all that.
at amk there were ppl filming smth in the middle track. everyone was curious abt it. haha. kpo ppl. & i was one of them. shucks.
wanted to go check out nafa before she arrived so as to save time. bt ended up being too tired and lazy to walk there.
bcos i felt too sleepy, i kept bumping into stuff._.
i saw a nice shoe bt didnt get it.
bought 2 tops instead.
took neos with her =D
had yoshinoya =D
woots. then we had to meet her mum. again like the last time we went out on my bday.
had this nice sandwich at the food barn, one quiet erm cafe at raffles. yeah.
like we were the only ones eating there. the stuff there were generally ex.
bt i saw a nice pair of earrings which was reasonably priced and i gt it for my mum =D
see im so nice. haha.
when it was time to get back, we kinda lost her mum and her brother who was walking ahead of us.
so we wasted more time. peak hour didnt help.
took nearly 2hrs to get back. bt at least i had someone to talk to.
zy's mum thinks we always get too noisy. bt its just that other ppl ard us dont talk on the bus since they are alone(:
we crap alot, rmb? haha.
aft today, im so broke. im left with 75cents for tmr. its true. LOL.
i think tmr's lunch will be instant noodles for sure liao.

rahhh. im so tired. i wanna slp like nw? ._.
-yawns-

i told her the plot of the play cldds made us watch that sat.
really felt for some scenes. how u cant control bt only to follow your heart.
sometimes things have to go that way bcos of what the environment is like.
the couple couldnt take the truth. they were suffering bcos of reality.
the ending was 2 deaths. actually 3. one was the innocent guy who liked the girl. he died along too.
i saw how the actress protrayed the girl who wasnt allowed to go with the guy.
she's true to him yet she cant follow her heart due to circumstances.
she knew it would hurt, bt she tried and tried hard to keep to her tracks nv to stray.
she wanted to listen to her mum who loved her the most. bt still it wasnt up to her.
her heart was with him alr.
both parties gt hurt learning the truth that they were half siblings. sad.
it was really nice. it will be nice if we could watch it agn(:
suckers for tragedies we are, arent we?

tmr will be another one boring day. maybe i will kill time with hexic and the exorcist. haha.
Christianity seems nice. considering converting.

MEI REN YU -VIVIAN HSU.

im in damn bad mood nw. argh.
today's paper was okay and everything. the bio paper was crap.
like alot alot of common sense and u dont really need to study much for it.
if i fail, i think there's a need to drop bio. ditto the retest. since its pointless.
if i can fail an easy paper, then i cant call myself a bio student. had like 30mins free.
without bio, i think i can cope better with chem and gt the A1 in Os. with bio, both sides cant reach the either ends.
so i hope i can fail bio. haha. what crap.
had gasteric at the end of the paper. hurt alot. like i was going to die. and i had to eat asap.

aft the paper was our break. they were like wondering if the paper was at 10.30 or 11. in the hall or in class.
what's the matter? its 11 in class. like wasted so much time with them deciding to go eat nt.
if we had just went straight away and u believed what ive heard was correct we wouldnt had to rush.
fuck. u were the one who didnt pay attention to what they were saying.
then over there u were like rushing me while i was eating.
maybe i really meant what i said. i dont like u as much nw. i said it twice to u today.
also over that scrnshot thing. u almost gt me into trouble.
and although u said that u felt sorry for everything, talking abt her and all too, bt u are still doing it nw.
u still talk abt her. at least i dont nw. she's kinda nice what. and pls think of who u are 1st before u speak.
u v great, alot better than other ppl ah? if nt then shut ur trap lah.
i doubt u are truely repentant also abt the incident. and i dont trust u so much alr. it sucks.

and geog mcq wasnt really a big thing. mr poh was in our cls.
omg what's that ass doing in 3e4? 3e4 gt take geog meh? to him we are 3e4 what.
when i looked into cls, it was so unfortunate that the 1st person i saw was him.
then aft doing all the qns everyone had so much time. 4o mcqs like 1 hr 15mins.
is there the need? spent less than 40mins on those nia. then i drew smth nice(:

i would rather hv little time during the papers and hv to rush through. and get back bad grades then to hv such lo.
i know the ave grade through the lvl is v lan bt still there's no need to decrease the standard of eoy papers mah.
i feel that u think we are dumb. i liked mid yr. it was challenging.
i like those when u stare at the paper, and the entire 20mark qn u cant do. its nice. esp for bio despite risking failure.
lets wait for the grades to come.
i hope we gt real hard papers for next yr. and everyone would score like As throughout for their Os.

reached hm and was watching the exorcist. alot of boring parts and its really old.
nice plot though. quite gd for a movie frm the 1970s.
2 priests died while trying to get the devil out frm the girl.
was it worth it? why nt just let her die or suffer forever and hv those 2 dead ones live their lives as usual?
2 lives in exchange for one. definately nt a gd way.

okay. sometimes its good nt to come too close. tell them to get off my back.
the environment is too noisy. tell them to shut up and leave me alone.
some ppl are really nice to talk to and worth the time, then it doesnt matter.
bt sometimes one cant survive without their quiet moments. i need mine nw.
just go away lah. i cant wait for east coast park. someday im going there alone.

&sometimes, dont be too kpo. its nt v nice when u know smth true abt urself frm others. is there a reason to spread?(:
spread v nice hor. wtf.

just nw my mum saw my windows desktop and commented there was alot of files there.
and she kept asking me to clear it up.
i hv eyes too. i hv common sense. cant u stop treating me like im crap? -insulted-
my bro kept rubbing in. need me to tell him in his face i really hv a problem with him? i need this guy to shut up. serious.
i wished i hadnt had to hear his voice at all.
last time there was an incident. maybe it will sound funny to u.
one day we went to get icecream. & my mum kept reminding me to put them up in the freezer, instead of the bottom compartment.
hello? am i like a retard? if i am, i wouldnt be in sec 3 nw.
frm today onwards if i dont like what u are doing, i will say it in ur face. regardless of who u are.
its just being frank.
stop ur hypocrisy. if any.
speak ur mind if u hv smth to say abt me. serious.
u nt happy with my attitude, correct me.
if u arent happy with my usage of $%&%*, then say so. haha.
take my cue(:

&ps. i kinda changed my mind abt the whole jc thing.
if nafa's courses are nt full time, i will gt into one.
bt if they are, then nafa's still priority. ive made the decision. what's urs?

im back here with a slice of cheesecake and some water.
really stressed up with studying bio. so pekchek. haha.
seriously, i wouldnt mind dropping it.
i know crap abt excretion, hormones and that neurone thingy.
and it sucks trying hard to study abt it. really cant. my mood's kinda bad nw. like ever since i started forcing myself to mug for tmr's bio.
sigh. i hate it.
half an hr hexic and i hope im back at work.

YU TIAN -STEFANIE SUN.

sigh. im so tramatized. haha.
had emaths and geog today.
was stressed out when doing emaths.
super afraid of careless mistakes. so was v v careful when doing.
nt a hard paper though. over 120 marks.
if i can get 110 and abv, mr poh ought to be happy that he has a genius in his cls. haha.
then damn nervous before geog. plate tectonics really came out. i love that chapt.
bt i dont know what they want us to ans.
and i wonder why i always hv extra time. had 20mins left aft doing the qns.
tmr will be geog paper one. 40 mcqs. woots.
i doubt there's a need to study it agn. so ltr will be all for bio.
one more day(:

HOU LAI -LIU RUO YING.

woots. im back. had hcl paper 2 and chem for today.
so im kinda late although we came back straight frm sch.
paper 2 for hcl was a tough one. ms lea is out to get us. haha. ltr the entire lvl gt at least half hv to drop hcl.
chem was in fact easy. although studied a little for it, it wasnt hard to attempt. that made me v happy. haha.
in the morning, yemin asked me some chem qns lah.
he asked if diamond could conduct electricity. and i said yes!=.=
imagine u wearing a diamond ring. the diamond on a metal ring.
then u plug ur ring into a socket. wah. then u die. haha.
choy. it would nv happen cos diamond doesnt conduct electricity._.
suddenly i felt so stupid.
and like for all that he asked, i think i had it all wrong. so it seemed funny to me.
anyway if i could cover the entire chem syllbus in a day, i wouldnt end up in zhs alr.
when we were at central, we saw this 2 marist kids. eh. i think they are only p1s. damn cute lah(:
-in love- haha.
one was carrying his darkblue bag low. then his tie was loose. he's cool(:
then the other one wore his bag damn high. light blue somemore. and had specs.
nerdy bt cute too:D
haha. seemed like in the future these ppl will turn up to be diff ppl who will be gd friends.
we think.
i wished i had a brother as cute as them. haha.
we were so lame today(:
hv to study emaths alr. only hv an afternoon for it. night would be for geog. tmr will be for bio.
sigh.

woots. i finished up the last mango mooncake available.
guess what? it had slices of peach in it =D omg.
the ppl at crystal jade are really quite innovative.
at least its the 1st time im enjoying mooncakes.
love love love it =D

HONG SE XIANG RI KUI -LUO MEI LING.

guess what. i absolutely have to mention this. mmm.
i dont like mooncakes at all bt i just ate a mooncake.
its a mooncake that seemed more like a cake than a mooncake=.=
it was chocolate. the outer part was like custard. chocolate custard.
then inside, there are 4 marshmellows.
the underside of the mooncake, which is the base, is one thick piece of chocolate. like what u get under birthday cakes.
omg. i cant believe someone actually could make the mooncake of my dreams =D
its heavenly lah.
and im damn into watching horror trailers nw. watched loads since just nw.

im lovin it(:

JIDAI -ARASHI.

woots im back. the sudden urge to blog lo.
look at the haze outside. merely went to gma's hse and really, the haze is really serious.
buildings like all surrounded by that. so obviously where we all are staying are too affected.
when the car passed through an underground tunnel, it was even hazy inside -horrors-
eh. they say its advisable to stay indoors, bt as a matter of fact, the air we breathe in indoors are the same as what we hv outside-.-
u learn diffusion and random movement of molecules in chem rmb? the molecules acheive equal concentration both sides._.
and when u are feeling warm indoors, u would turn on the aircon right? which gets the air frm like outside?=.=
sigh. can someone filter the air please?(:
i wanna get a mask asap. i cant believe im actually breathing in dust particles. haha.
takecare peeps. i wouldnt wanna see u sick.

BECAUSE OF YOU -KELLY CLARKSON.

mmm. u absolutely hv to watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7b-O3coBXo
i love the song. and the music vid too(:
today was amaths. i dont think i will do well.
bt i guess what's over is alr over.
we gt pears for fruit day. hmm.
let me show u mine(:

KE AI- YANG CHEN LIN.

today is a weird weird day. look hw weird fate is? =.=
hist paper was okay. shouldnt be a problem. i wanna get 30/50 and abv for it(:
did the qn on russia. sbq is nice to do(:
i love sbqs(:
-.-"

was at mac with zy initially. loads of zhs ppl ard aft hist papers.
renee was there with rebekah too.
then zy left me alone there =/
her dad wouldnt let her stay for so long lah.
then could actually study until they came.
v v distracting. neither do i like ppl talking abt me.
so i left lah. then i went for a haircut(:
hahas. saw that 1n1 guy opp my hse.
yeah im v v suay today.
he kept following me=.=
sigh. bt i still gt away. -phew-
im back hm safe!=D
eh my earpiece spoilt agn. had to gt a new one just nw.
im so broke._.
tmr is amaths. bring it on(:

NI HEN AI TA-FIR.
-bu gan she qiu ni shuo ai wo

im back hm. papers ended at like 10.10. bt im hm only nw._.
waited for zy. chi was an okay paper. yepps.
went to mac with renee zy and jieying. hmm studied a little there.
saw jie there too.
haha. tonight shall be for hist. tell me i wouldnt come online(:

i cant control my emotions, so could you please keep away?
i dont want it to happen agn =/

MAKE A WISH -VIC CHOU.
will you make a wish, make a wish. bi shang yan jing yuan wang shi yi kou jing.

like nth to blog abt leh(:
tmr's hcl paper.
and i really slept in cls today during double amaths. LOL=D

yi qi yue ding kan zui mei feng jing, zhe yi qie bu hui shi meng jing.
-zhi yao ni quan xin quan yi xiang xin.

PIAO YANG GUO HAI-HE YAO SHAN.
shi shi jian huo ju li liu xia tai duo kong bai, hai shi wo bu gai you qi dai

hmm. im back hm(:
today was an okay day.
mdm lau kept picking on us. oh well. maybe she isnt.
went to kovan aft sch. we were bored =X
looking forward to 11th oct. bet i will enjoy it.
and get my hp back(:


-zhi gan yuan yuan de kao jin, jiu shi hai pa ni shuo de dui bu qi.

AI SHI KONG-ENERGY.

im damn happy nw. gt 71750 for hexic. like 3rd on my list. hahahaha=D
time for bed.

LANG FEI AI QING -XIAO AN.

wasted another day of my wkend. sigh.
woke up late. or rather, i spent an hr or so on my bed reluctant to get out. ended up i woke up late enough for lunch =/
and watched a documentary aft that rather than study.
then went out with my parents-.-"
could hv spent the time with history bks.
my mum noticed the piercing only aft 3days. earlier than expected. bt still she took 3days to realise-.-

its surprising to see that there are ppl who dislike me and still be bothered to tag here. sigh. ppl are so wuliao.
say it in my face lah. unless u are afraid to?