NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE -SCLUB7.
HERE WITHOUT YOU -3DOORSDOWN.Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
(Or wondering)
How it could be now or might have been
(Or might have been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go
I never had a dream come true
I never had a dream come true
'Til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you, yeah
Somewhere in my memory
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time (ah-ha, ha-ha)
And tommorow can never be
'Cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
(Wondering)
How it should be now or might have been
(Or might have been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go
I never had a dream come true
I never had a dream come true
'Til the day that I found you
Even though I pret that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will
You know you will, oh baby
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
It's no use looking back or wondering
(Or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
(And funny thing)
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye, no, no, no, no
I never had a dream come true
I never had a dream come true
'Til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words
(Never found the words to say) to say
You're the one I think about each day (each day)
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you, ooh
hahas. a part of me will always be with you.
today's teachers' day. kinda boring & v slack.
yeah. i still hv books in sch, bt will be going back on mon. yeah so shall collect them then.
the concert was nice. bt maybe i wasnt really in the mood. hoped it could end soon. then bio spa was next.
the sch wasnt selling much food for the day. so had to go hungry. and the canteen was uber quiet in the morning.
nt much ppl were there for their breakfast before morning assembly. unusual.
was so tensed for bio spa. nt because it was official. bt it was ending kinda late. thought cf would be waiting for me outside sch.
so i was like rushing through it. bt nvm. think it wouldnt be a problem. was easier than one of those we had done before.
turned out that her sch ended late too. at least she wasnt waiting outside when it was raining. *phew.
or else would be heartbroken =/
had lunch there before leaving for fareast (again).
was raining heavily. sonia tasmin and pohsin arrived earlier than us. yeps.
we had great time walking ard and we took neos =D
tasmin kinda changed alot :)
cf is so tall -.-
i was the shortest with pohsin lo.
yeah. nice lo. to see them i mean. hahas.
was so tempted to gt new bags and shoes there. omg. hahas. bt im broke =/
go listen to the song
HERE WITHOUT YOU by 3DOORSDOWN. i love the chorus. they seem so familiar and i love it. so i googled for the song :)
oh yeah. speaking of neos, i gt those back. do i hv to say which few? hahas.
aft fareast the girls left. cf wanted to go to suntec for her fbt pants.
grr. do u know hw big that place is?
i walked till my legs were breaking ._.
bt she's damn cute la. like walked 5 metres away frm the info bar, and will forget the shop no. so we will walk back to check agn.
tiring =X
and they didnt hv those she wanted. so she had to gt the white one.
fbt hv nice singlets. maybe i can gt them to wear at hm and when i wanna jog :)
seems cooling. hahas.
then we went on the shuttle bus to city hall mrt.
she was like going all bio on the bus :)
she's gd with nutrition, while i can rmb respiration the best.
then was at sgn central mac for dinner. like reached hm at 8plus ._.
im beginning to like night life. yeah XD
ok. i shall gt black shoes, sling bag, tote.
its hols next wk eh. need to go back to meet ms lea on monday.
need to return catherine's calculator then too.
yeps. so much for today.
love CHINGFANG XD
The Bottom LinePush bothersome details out of your mind by accepting them for what they are.
In DetailYour day today will come extremely close to perfection -- but of course, nothing is perfect, so try not to pay too much attention to the obnoxious member of your party, the missed phone call or the stain on your sleeve. Push little bothersome details off of your radar screen by accepting them for what they are. If you get wrapped up in what isn't going right, you will never have enough time to appreciate all the wonderful things that are working out.
omg. why isit always so true? ._.
WO BU ZHU DE TA - XIAOXIAO.
ahas. i was online for so long and i forgot to blog :)
just dialled CHINGFANG's no. and to my surprise, her no. has always be confined to memory after so long.
yeah XD
loves her.
meeting her tmr :D
today was really boring. it kept raining.
the lessons were boring too. bt the day passed kinda quickly. i guess it was probably due to my less-than-ever ability to focus. hahas.
like was abt to slp lo. downed the most sore throat pills today. like frm morning until nw had 8. going overdose liao la ._.
bt whatever. hahas.
ft scolded us lo. its like he's mad with our cls for some ppl who cheated.
bt i guess we really matter to him, or else he wouldnt give a damn huh.
bt those ppl wouldnt own up. yeah.
aft sch went to mac. waited an hr. didnt see who i was to meet lo =/
bt nvm la. hahas :)
he's going to leave tmr lo.
renee was by coincidence over there too. with yingying (i think, cause i dont know her name).
yeah. the mac ppl gave her an extra box of nuggets. so i exchanged the fries which was salty to me (maybe bcos im sick, so it was uber salty to me) bt nt to her, with those nuggets. yeps.
nuggets are nice lo :D
then went back to sch for cldds. it was like boring.
kelmen didnt carry the attendance file for today la. so had to write out all the names. zzz =X
its really boring la. bt a couple more months and im going to be out of it. next yr's march i think.
aft cldds met up with bala and we shared rocher for ft :)
hope it can cheer him up since its teachers day tmr XD
and bb and some other ppl saw us together. erm, clarify okay. he is my kor -.-
so i dont expect any crap going ard. lols.
time sure flew. its alr going to be september alr. this yr passed quickly. bt whatever that happened marks alot in our lives.
wake me up when sept ends. hahas -.-
the stress for upcoming exams, the need to study. if only i wouldnt hv to bear it.
hv u seen my msn display pic? those 2 glasses.
took that shot like last year end. we were really happy then. at ajisan restaurant and renee was the only one eating.
we were too broke. some of the memories still reluctant to leave.
the water fights, the slacking aft the end-of-yr papers, the banana for fruit day which we all squashed it, the sushi selling, the crush on ahems. ahas. missed it. lafias rawk :)
we were so young and immature then. hahas.
bt we always hv to move on. cant expect time to stop forever right.
ahas. im craving for chocolate nw. bt cant take any =X
bala told me what yingzhen told him la. it was like bala told her that i was trying hard alr. and she said smth like try harder. wtf? ._.
and i wanna jog during the hols. like do some exercises. study. hv fun too.
wonders if will be going to comex (annual computer related exhibition, for comp freaks/geeks) on friday, since i am alr going out tmr.
forbidden siren seems nice. lets plan for the hols :)
ZHEN XIN HUA - HE RUN DONG.
back frm wan qing yuan.
actually was quite fun. reached sch in time for assembly. bt we hadnt had to endure the entire time lo.
could go for lunch. so it was kinda fun.
then over at wan qing yuan we did loads of lame stuff with ppl like lena and catherine.
okay lah. more like acting lame.
and we dont like cai lao shi :)
the medication made me wanna slp on the bus =/
so drowsy.
and i kinda cant comprehend all those info they hv.
i guess hw comes later. slp nw more impt hehs :)
tmr hving hcl and cldds. grrr. another long day to endure. yeah.
maybe will slp in cls tmr. hahahaha.
a leopard can nv change its spots. i guess i cant get rid of all those slacking genes =X
zzz *falls asleep*
FROM THE HEART - ANOTHER LEVEL.
i feel so weak nw. physically. my legs are feeling like jelly. wonder if they can take me to sun yat sen memorial park tmr.
my mind isnt in a clear state nw. i just woke up frm a 4 hr nap. it was so cold. and i cant go back to slp when the effects of medication hv worn out.
my mind cant go to rest.
nt much ppl online nw huh. i gt an mc for 29th. for today lah btw, since its alr 1am.
i guess there's really a point to talk. lets find chances and talk face-to-face.
and yeah. as seen in the tagboard, someone tagged using my name. wth ._.
im too sick to think clearly abt this. im too confused too. i shall rest and recover soon.
and for those others who are sick too, get well soon. takecare.
hahaha. zy at my hse nw. feeling so much better. im kinda hungry nw.
eh thinking of skipping sch tmr. i feel tired and everything.
thanks madelyn for the pressie :)
today's horoscope ._.
The Bottom LineCharm is your best asset today, so unleash your brightest smile whenever you can.
In Detail
Your charm will be your greatest asset today, so unleash your brightest smile whenever you can ... and keep smiling even if things become less than pleasant. The little mountains you climb every day are life's way of keeping you on your toes, so do not let yourself get frustrated if the same old issues keep popping up. Getting things settled once and for all requires continued effort. You just have to keep plugging away -- and then annoyances will go away.
{an lian wo -chenyi/ shi xin feng- zhang shanwei}
ahas. im feeling better. i hv decided that i shall solve my problems asap. nt create more by running away frm them.
tmr i shall talk to those ppl abt the issues we are facing. we need to talk.
and ive decided to drop out frm whatever projects i hv on-hand, if possible.
some of these are really what they caused the problems. the dealines stress me out too.
and i gt moody, which is when i do silly stuff ._.
and i really need loads of time to study for eoy alr.
and i wanna focus on the relationships i hv.
i found out what's more impt.
its nt abt the stuff involved or the issue of winning an argument. its the relationships that u hv with others that are impt. something that ive learnt frm click.
yeah.
its a waste to give up on any just over a stupid argument or lose a friend because of a moment of folly.
so lets calm down and think abt it. maybe when we've really cooled down, we can make decisions that we wouldnt regret the next morning.
its pointless to put the focus on the material aspect of life.
i guess its what i hv after thinking it over.
i dont wanna offend anyone or cause upset because of the cls tee incident.
so that's it.
i dont hv any chem stuff with me when the test is tmr.
sounds bad yeah. bt without this i wouldnt hv knew i had such a great friend next to me.
zy lent me her tys and chem guidebk and also copied notes based on her memory for me.
nice huh. although she was alr pressed for time she still did that for me :)
so gandong. hahas.
reactivity series. see i correct or nt.
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aiyah. forget liao la.
im feeling sick nw. like sore throat, cough and a little fatigue.
like weak all over. i couldnt even walk straight or keep my balance =/
and i hv no appitite. hahas. i hope tmr will be fine ^^
i shall cherish.nt kinda in the mood to blog. yeah
im having bad sore throat.
ahas. done with the talk. yeah. np. bt i dunno if the neos are with her nt. should be lah =/
im feeling weird nw. im going to die =/
im hungry and thirsy nw. and my feet are hurting frm all the walking =/
{an lian wo -chen yi}
im really sry abt ytd and this morning.
i apologise if i had said anything wrong or done that hv hurt you or anything.
i guess i was really in some bad mood. and i ought to hv nt spoilt ur day, if i did.
sorry. hope its accepted (:
things just kinda gt out of hand =X
my mood just gt better when i was with zy today.
its was nice going out lah. i guess i know who has the neos.
she's just going to give it back bah. its ok (:
as long as its nt gone for good.
when i was on the bus there, i thought i was going to be late. but i was just in time. ahas. its my bday mah. usually things turn out fine.
and there was this young couple with their toddler infront of my seat.
initally i was kinda sad. like the sad songs and the frown. then the toddler gave me a big grin like :D
and yeah he's kinda cute. so i guess i felt better ^^
had so much fun out with her. hahaha.
her mum was like ard also lah. bt she just made stuff more comical ^^
like hw she told me i shouldnt hold a fork this way, and hw zy should stand properly.
we'll just look at each other and laugh ^^
this is mo qi. yeah. girls rawk.
laughing at stupid random stuff was so nice.
crapped so much. i wonder why i can always do this when im with her. she really cracks me up.
and shopping therapy so worked.
we took neos. like for hw long we havent done it.
and i bought a black wallet (like finally), a damn cheap pink sling, A BLACK SKULL WRIST CUFF (OMG), and 2 tanks.
and i kinda gt a little to high =X
on the bus was like so chatty and loud that her mum kept telling us to soften down.
and over there we saw stitch. and i was saying lilo sucks. so why nt make elaine and stitch. ahaha ^^
stitch so cute can._.
and i really went mad when i saw it. we were the craziest at the toy section XD
the adults were staring at 2 peeps who were laughing nonstop yeah.
shall continue tmr. my mum wants to talk to me now. f.
ilu dearie.
damn it. now im in some stupid situation. zzz.
she's trying to dig info lah -.-
fucked up lah.
just more and more lies to cover up.
damn. today is my worst bday.
and i lost our neos.
LOVES :DCF
ZHIYUN
RENEE
DEARIE
CHERYL
kiaweng
daryl
alvin
catherine
bala
kaiying
chengzhong
weisheng
jieying
shiyun
charissa
kenley
yuning
qianhui
nina
and sry if i hv missed out anyone.
u guys are great and thanks for the well wishes ^^
{zhu wo sheng ri kuai le}
just reached hm. watched click today. nt bad a show. funny at 1st. didnt really laugh. nt in the mood la. then middle part nearing ending was touching.
nt quite in the right mood today.
was kinda happy when i got chocolates as pressie (:
ty kiaweng ^^
only thing that made me feel better today.
and geog bio tests were kinda okay. nt as bad as i thought.
and i basically didnt eat much today. serious.
i had drinks. swts. chocolates. icecream. yeps. that was all. no lunch and dinner =/
ok it's going to get vulgar.
do you really know why im this mad?
some ppl really suck. cant they stop their bullshit?
i dont wanna name who. bt what i can say is that you arent me.
you arent the one who's risking 2 tests to do it. if i fail geog, i cant even take the retest in the worse case senario if i happen to fail eoy which im nt even confident of passing.
you arent the one who spent 3hrs googling for fonts and didnt do ur hw.
you arent the one who spent loads of time thinking abt it. even during tests when u had free time.
you arent the one who was bothered to show what you are designing.
you arent the one thinking how the thing will be like when others keep saying they want a diff colour to it.
i mean if u say u want another colour, do u expect me to do it out in image form just for u agn?
you arent the one who'll spend time doing it out.
you
only know how to criticise.
you arent the one who had to stood outside the cls for nt doing hw when you spent all your available time doing the stupid thing so you couldnt do the work.
im just fucking pissed.
and this is why i get mad when u speak to me regarding this. and you think im giving u attitude.
i mean if you wanna do it then you go do lah. why the hell am i spending MY time doing shit for you?
i dont get any merit pts or what? i dont get any rewards at all. and all you are doing is complaining.
its just pointless.
someone really made me really sad ytd. i treated u as a gd friend. so i will get more enthu when i see u. yet u found me irritating.
maybe u cant stand what i say. u think the word retarded is rude. i nv mean it when i say it.
bt hw less rude can the word irritating be when u use it on me? and when u mean it, it hurts.
anyway tmr is my bday right. its like meaning nth. bt at least i get to go out with my girlfriends. girls day out yeah :D
love renee and zy and CF darling.and even catherine. cat is there to hear me out. always. will see cf on 31st. yeah she's coming my hse 1st on that day :)
i miss my darling :D
anyway my bday is tmr. can anyone rmb and be bothered?
im a yr older now. i shall make wiser decisions. i hope.
{zhu wo sheng ri kuai le -wen lan}
im damn sad now lo. forget it. just ignore me. and let me fade off.
i really miss cf badly. i saw her with her friend at a busstop and i was on the bus. i miss her so much :(
i wished i was the one who was always ard her. chatting with her. i wished she was next to me for me to hug :(
i wished things hadnt changed since we left sch. now its complicated. and i really hv loads on my mind.
and i think tmr will suck.
im afraid of those tests la. and end of year. i really need to do smth constructive.
kenley was v nice. he was trying to get me to study for bio. thx for the concern, really. thanks.
{feng -jay}
today is another typical day. laughing at random stuff agn.
bala is nice la (:
so i helped him to get a drink. hahas.
had eng test aft sch. kinda okay. hope my grades are going to turn out fine.
bio and geog test on friday. and chem test next mon.
i need to make it.
did i say i failed the tests for these 3 subjs previously?
and badly? -.-"
and im like busy and tired. nt sleeping enough hrs everyday. afraid i wouldnt hv the time to study for it =/
and the deadline for the bk is reaching too.
got a new idea for limegrn tee. so it wouldnt be a problem anymore. i need to hv some time to visit the laser printing shop at hougang mall that i went previously.
maybe on sat or fri. thinking of asking zy and renee out on sat lo.
these thingys leave me moodless to think abt my bday hols =/
{zuo you wei nan korean version}
shall blog while im sending the songs over to my hp (:
i was in gd mood today. kinda.
i forgot to blog abt smth funny ytd. i broke a 2nd testtube. hahas.
so suay. had to pay agn =/
maybe bio isnt my thing. hahaha.
and during bio prac we kinda had fun. the chicken/potato caused hydrogen peroxide to bubble. hmm. smth we dont always get to see ah (:
and today the nicest part was obviously ce. we got to watch the i not stupid two agn.
and we hadnt need to do any reflections.
assembly sucked.
this morning was nice. i kinda got them sweets. those heart shaped gummies frm yupi. so nice and sweet :D
and i slacked during hcl lessons. agn. double period today lo.
i got a new idea for cls tee. shall get it done in image form asap (:
NUDGE.
my bday is coming soon. hahas. can i stop harping on it? :D
{ZUO YOU WEI NAN korean version}
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click
HERE to listen to this song. its really touching if u wanna see the lyrics :)
hahas. hope u like this song as much as i do :D
there's a chi version by joi chua. this sounds nicer. hahaha
{from the heart}
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today is boring la (:
we had our ss test.
think it was kinda bad.
but whatever. its over alr.
lets nt ponder over it. yeah (:
went back with zy today. met shiyun on the bus. nice crap we've churned out ._.
and ft told us that 8 of us are to participate in this competition lo. cant wait :)
it'll be fun. hahas.
yay my bday is approaching :D
and im having the whole day free. yeah.
politely declined the invitation to go to little cousin's bday ._.
she's only 2 this yr and they're going to hv a buffet/party. hw cool is that.
bt i just want it simple :)
{wake me up when sept ends -grnday}
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ahas. now i like this song :)
its kinda sad lo.
hmm. today is boring. i did my work hor. hahaha :D
then i got a haircut this morning. i look like a guy :(
im going to get depressed. hahas.
went to get mum's phone for servicing agn.
what's the prob with her nokia hp. like 2nd time le. kept hving problems =x
waited for so long there too.
like going to slp there le. hahas.
then went to grandparents'. rahh. i almost slept there.
did i mention i woke up at 7.30 am? -.-"
the new eps of xxxholic arent out yet. but the stories are getting boring.
kenley just told me that he called and i didnt pick up. yepps. it was mr poh asking him what emaths hw we had and he didnt know.
so he wanted to ask me. wrong person la :)
like who cares emaths hw. i all nv do :)
hahas.
eeee mr poh. XD
{from the heart -another level}
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im getting sentimental :)
was thinking on the bus lo. some ppl are really great. yeps.
love them loads.
here are the lyrics to the song agn. i really feel this way :)
sometimes i do think what u guys can do for me. and at times i felt it wasnt really enough.
but i realised that quite a no. of times u guys are actually trying to help or like protect me lo. so its really great.
and we dont hv to speak of love all the time right :)
its shown through actions rather than to be spoken out. its pointless to say without the actions huh.
i'll always be here. to love u :D
From The Heart-Another LevelI know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Ter and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that's the honest truth
From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart
I will protect you and respect you and be all you needAnd when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for meThese arms will never let you downThey're staying aroundI'll walk with you through every stormI'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warmAnd you'll have no doubtYou're the one I'm living forFrom the heart (from the heart baby)
I'm giving you everything (oh) everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there for you)
I'll be there to love youFrom the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel (I'm showing you)
All I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart, from the heart (from the heart)
I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Givin' all I got with all I got inside
From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (from my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there to love you, love you, ooh)
I'll be there to love you (ohh)
From the soul (my soul)
I'm showing you all I feel (all I feel) all I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart (the heart) from the heart
Ooh, from the heart, from the heart..
went to mac this aft to study. and yes im done with ss revision. and i dont even hv a clue when's the day we're hving the test.
but whatever :)
ive studied. hahaha.
and i got the nuggets evm. treat frm bala :D
THANKS :D (bala, happy anot? i said ty online leh. who says friends wouldnt say a word of thanks?)
i feel sick lo. my right leg is hurting. zzz.
{she'll be loved -maroon5}
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i shall blog =D
i kinda got an idea for the cls tee. its abit lame. yeps. shall do it on images 1st before showing u guys how its abt :)
maybe we should also hv a black polo tee with pink words =DD
just back frm fareast. he did a new tattoo there. maple leaf. yeah. hahas. the tattooist quite friendly la.
and it looked like it hurt alot. maybe i will reconsider even thinking of one. hahas.
and i got the mango icecream agn =D
im so in love with it. hahas.
yepps.
had emaths today lo. double period. i can tell u that i was dying.
really.
-.-"
inability to sustain after seeing his face. hahaha. u noe what i mean :)
{its gonna be me -nsync}
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this is such an old song. but its still nice :)
eh im back hm. was on the same bus as cz.
and we saw this old lady who was in v revealing clothes. OMG ._.
its like transparent top like that lo. could see her bra -.-"
and she's still happily wearing it. hahas. its hot pink somemore.
eh im so tired. but at least im happy that my eng hw pile is all cleared.
had a chat with mr ng lo. he was concerned la. since i said that some dropped whereas others inproved like so tremendously -.-"
he thought i had some distractions. uber. its not dearie la. its the comp ._.
mr ng is nice la.
im so hungry now.
shall finish my amaths and emaths hw later.
and i'll be off to slp :D
i think im going out tmr :)
boo. im still in school now. went all the way to central before realising that i still hv the eng speech to complete. it was by today anyway.
catherine is so slack. i kinda did all. its done now.
rahh, im so tired :(
so bored can. for the speech we did it on marie curie.
ahas. she won nobel prizes before okay. how pro.
today is boring -.-"
the rest are still hving their physics test. or else i wouldnt be alone. grr.
i created a new blogskins acc. yepps. maybe i'll submit when i hv time to do up new ones. or maybe not.
we'll see :)
so much hw to be completed today. mostly eng :(
{if -chen xiaodong}
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its so warm, and i feel that i need a bath soon.
grr. today is a boring day.
got the sch's camera alr. its not that gd actually. i thought we had access to those damn gd de that they use to shoot ms tan -.-"
shot a couple of the pics we need. still in need of the models and a nice pic of the sky :)
cldds was a disaster today. now the cldds file is nice and neat. added those attendence that was lack alr.
yeps. but alot of us werent in the mood to do that play.
it sucks to do it outside the gallery too. bet u wouldnt like it hot and sweaty.
im so bored. yingzhen calls me chibi which means dwarf =(
how can like that. all bully me lo. hahas.
im bored la. yay im using the repeatitive way to blog. like what we learnt during higher chi today.
kelmen yuning were forced to stand at my area when they didnt hv the bk. then kelmen kept bullying me lo -.-"
am i such a nice target ._.
my head where got so nice to hit. and im not tiny kay. call me chibi for what ._.
and yingzhen says im talkative and fan chang (abnormal). wth.
eh snakes on a plane or smth opens in the cine on 24th aug.
maybe i shall watch it instead of the american haunting. let see :)
one's action. one's horror :D
both seems cool.
im so so so bored. shall bath soon. i hv load of hw to complete =(
ss test is next wk. i wonder which day. but i guess i can make some time during wkends to study.
rahh. and bio test next fri. and bio spa on the 31st.
i wonder why they chose that day. i wanna return to kcpps. but its official spa that i cant skip =(
or else i wouldnt care abt it.
maybe i can ask cf out at a later time. zz.
{zui jin -sam lee/ yi qian ling yi ye -michelle and vicki}
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hahas. today seems kinda nice for me.
had a nice breakfast in the morning.
yeps. fulling. then recess had sandwich :D
im a nice full and happy kid. hahas
got back emaths. wasnt too contented since it was such an easy paper. 12.5/15
too bad i didnt study. so even the basic sketching giveaway qn i only got one out of the 3 correct.
damn. so wasted. or else will be even closer to full. but its good enough la. at least its a high a1 :)
acmm didnt come. so thought could use the lesson to prac. ft asked us for a mock run.
in the end we werent needed to present =(
like wasted the time for the preparation. but not now since bala said ft would issue us 3hrs cip just for doing it.
although we didnt present :D
omg that's so nice :)
and balafu promised me a treat since i was the one doing up the script and typing it out. ahas. nuggets EVM :DD
yar and during the acmm's lesson napok and the guys were hving some dare or smth. so lame if u knew what napok did -.-"
today's rainy lo. was cooling during the aftnoon. was with dearie :D
it was a nice & sweet aftnoon la :)
he's a pig ._.
stayed till zy was done with her co. i think was ard 6 or so.
i skipped dinner. kinda hungry now =/
and im so sleepy.
ahas i shall slp soon and wake up to a nice busy new day :)
and we are hving fun talking abt ms tan hp right now =D
{wo ni de shou -guang liang/ ai zai ai ni- vic}
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i miss dearie although ive seen him just now. hahas :)
i feel like im going all mad and falling in love agn with the same person :D
my mood is kinda gd today.
shall start frm sat so that i hv a log to refer to when i start forgetting what've happened. ahas.
sat morning was boring. was stuck at hm without an excuse to go out.
was up early as usual. so was stoning.
yeps. later at noon was out to sgoon central.
had fun for the whole day.
discussion with bala was success. but he was so slack over there. like i was the one doing the script. and now ive realised ive missed out the amt of money we've gotten for spca in the speech.
so gotta go and add in/edit tmr morning and let bala know.
had an evm (nuggets) then when i just reached mac.
then aft the 2 & half hr discussion, we came up with a pretty long script. ahas. how pro :D
then dearie came. we wanted to hv dinner in the newly opened cafe opp mac. but it wasnt open. kinda disappointing.
so mac agn ._.
bought another box of nuggets. LOL.
he koped mine la. how can liddat :)
but i ate at least 10 for that day lo.
then we hanged ard there before going back. yeps that's all for sat la.
went back and realised the comp didnt hv its internet connection for ie fixed.
but msn could work lo. so managed to send to bala :D
end of that day. hahaha. then sunday.
boring. did the skins in the morning. in love with both this and e3's.
i think brown and white combis are nice :)
and some revision. and comp at night. boring. bleah.
today was slack.
we were supposed to hv 5 periods free.
ft didnt come for his double geog. and acmm skipped double chem and her ce.
how free :)
ms leong came in for 2 periods to give us our amaths test papers and taught some trigo.
i got 15/16 for amaths =D
trigo seems fun. im starting to love amaths :)
okays. i guess that's all.
NUDGE.
{wo ai ni -she/ hu li jing -luo zhi xiang}
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omg. im like so pissed now.
its like i hvnt been using a decent computer until like now. and my msn was encounting problems which i had just fixed.
and over there there are like ppl bugging me and telling me what to do.
pls. i know better than u do. u nv hv to tell me what to do. u hv no right to do so.
its like ie was hving problems and msn too. and ive like fixed it on my own.
and now when its done u are shooing me off the comp and ive barely done smth ive wanted to.
cant they just shoo off and let me enjoy some precious time with my comp
and let me watch even a decent episode of xxxholic tt ive missed for so long?
actually im like 2ep behind. so lag.
& im so mad.
and i absolutely feel like shouting vulgarities right in ur face and screaming.
currently listening to faint. and im feeling so much better. ahas.
i shall sleep late tonight until i had enough of sticking to this comp although im alr feeling tired.
hais. i wish i hv all the time in the world to catch up.
and i still hvnt really blogged abt ytd and today. shall leave that to tmr.
which i may still be busy doing up the cover for the zhs book and would not hv time to surf and watch the remaining eps.
i miss xxxholic so much =(
my head hurts. my feet hurts. my hand hurts.
my ears hurt frm hving to f-ing listen to u.
oh yes. i shall look forward to receiving amaths test paper.
hahaha. my internet is getting better. using both ie and firefox. firefox is nice :D
neat la.
new skins on my blog and e3online :D
cheong skins when the internet was up. the colours are back too =DD
my mum wants me to study lo.
so i shall go off soon. blog when im free either tonight or tmr.
i miss dearie :D
{ai zai ai ni -vic/ liu xing yu -f4}
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eh just reached hm.
was at ps lo. didnt really walked ard there. but the nicest part was yoshinoya.
he was so slow lo. hahas :)
* s l o w p o k e.
lols.
had fun today :D
when we went there guess what? ._.
ms lie saw us. i was like omgwth.
hahas. then she asked me if the o lvl chi results are out.
yeps. but the thing is she saw us. lols.
wore slippers to sch this morning (my nice new black cool boyish slippers :D).
my right foot is hurting today. believed it was psychological this morning.
but apparently it got worst aft that.
must be all that walking ytd and today. and wed. lols.
shop too much le :)
zy says i should ask kiaweng to help ._. lols.
no way i'll let them put the spray which gives a burning sensation on my foot :X
hahas like that i can wear slippers to sch everyday :)
we had amaths test today right aft sch. eh and i only knew of it ytd night. called up lena to ask if anything was up aft sch.
and that was what i found out.
but then the paper wasnt challenging :)
merely sketching.
my 1st ans for x is 7. kenley says its 3. catherine got 2 ans ._.
ahas. lets see who's correct. i think its me :)
cos i do them systematically mah. still had 10mins at least. aft checking through :D
im pro. yeah. hahas o.0
tsk. told u im not a retard.
today there was emaths lessons. double period.
mr poh taught the acceleration decceleration(aka RETARDATION).
which my grp was laughing abt.
and got back chem today. like so many ppl failed. acmm lined the papers according to the marks lo.
eh i got 15/35. catherine said i was pro since she studied and merely got a mark more than me.
ahas. i didnt study :X
her marking so strict. some i kinda had smth similar. concept correct. yeps. but no marks :(
forget it. im giving up chem anyway.
bio is so boring too. hahaha.
yemin got 23. i think he must be mad.
eh. bala is saying im a damn nugget. wth? ._.
we hv the cip presentation to do to the entire sch population u noe.
god im so dead.
we need to discuss soon. yeah.
should be tmr ba.
& i want to watch an american haunting on my bday :D
its coming soon yeah.
cant wait :)
{FAINT -LINKIN PARK}
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omgomg. im so in love with black :D
& skulls right now :D
bought a tape with black bkgrnd and white skulls if i hadnt mentioned abt it ytd.
and yes im gg to tape it everywhere XD
went out with ky and dl today.
THANKS :D
they so nice can. hahas.
bought whatever i wanna :D
got brown shorts and denim skirt.
and i bought for myself nice black flipflops. think they are meant for guys. but i went in and i was like eh i think i want that out of those all.
there was this bright grn and white one. (cool) and one blue one with white clouds.(cute) went back for the blue pair with white clouds which i had seen. but in the end chose the black one over it.
ahas. im in such a mood. u noe. like suddenly seem to like those linkin park music and stuff. hahas. u get what i mean :)
and i got nice BLACK earrings :D
so damn nice can.
ky bought a maroon myuk wallet for siew zi. yeps.
myuk has nice pencilcases. i like the 'which part of get a life do u not understand'.
its black. hahas.
eh today ky quite quiet too. hahas.
she ought to talk more :D
ahas. im going to stock up my wardrobe with loads and loads of black. uhuh :D
ehs. on my bday i want to watch an american haunting. yeah. hahas.
yups. that's all for today.
{ji de wo ai ni -vic}
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eh. i realised i kinda forgot to blog.
today was boring.
went to the temple during the early aftnoon.
i hate it there :X
ahas. but there were these 2 dogs tt were uber cute :)
one was slping under the table. it was shaking while it slept lo. was thinking what it was dreaming abt. hahas.
and when it woke up, it had this blur look.
damn cute lo._.
so melted.
yeps. then there was this other one.
black de.
was one of the smaller ones ard. and it was really cute.
shot a couple of pics of it. lazy to upload and send to comp :X
they are so cute :D
then we went to tampines mall.
eh i bought shoes lah :D
so nice can.
eh and a myuk pouch. i couldnt resisit it. its purple/maroon.
damn in love with it. u'll see me carrying that in sch. can fit my hp and money too. how cool.
it says im a no rules kinda gurl :)
ahas. tmr gg out with ky and dl. he's the cinderella. got curfew de ._.
today is national day. and i feel so unpatriotic. muaha.
didnt even watch ndp._.
okays. i shall go chat now.
{FROM THE HEART -ANOTHER LEVEL}
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eh. i certainly had to blog.
ht said we werent in for teachers' day. oh well.
its another experience anyway :)
go listen to frm the heart. its really nice. a sweet song :)
and to clarify matters, im not a retard. neither am i spastic OR lame ._.
so dont call me that OKAY? -_-
like im so insulted can.
here are the lyrics to FROM THE HEARTI know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Ter and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that's the honest truth
From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart
I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around
I'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for
From the heart (from the heart baby)
I'm giving you everything (oh) everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there for you)
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel (I'm showing you)
All I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart, from the heart (from the heart)
I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Givin' all I got with all I got inside
From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (from my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there to love you, love you, ooh)
I'll be there to love you (ohh)
From the soul (my soul)
I'm showing you all I feel (all I feel) all I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart (the heart) from the heart
Ooh, from the heart, from the heart..
{cherry -ai otsuka/ ai zai ai ni -vic/ qiu ai fu ke ban -ke mi xiao zi}
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3.2 km cross country run today leh.
hahas. didnt finish it lah =(
kinda hurt my feet during it. but its okay le :)
thanks to the sjab ppl lah.
kiaweng so damn nice can.
cos walk back v far mah. yups. so kiaweng walked with me :)
there so cooling. like aircon temperatures since its the forest floor.
then over there at the tents like the sjab ppl so nice to me. hahas. like gimme drinks and stuff :D
chatted with huimin there lo. like so slack huh.
eh went to j8 with zy aft the thingy. it took us so long to get there lo. like even cabs arent stopping for us.
the bus was so packed lo.
had yoshinoya food there :)
nice and full now._.
oh yar. how can i forget those ppl ive seen today.
eh i saw CHERYL. eh i mean the girl whom ive got to know when i was out hwei shyan and jolene the other time.
if u rmb those neos. hahas :)
and i saw ALVIN :D
{xin fu xia zai -yuan wei jue xing/ ai zai ai ni -vic}
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ahs. just back frm the auditions. had a bath and was so hungry. had a burger and yogurt only for like the whole day until just now.
got takeaway and zy's dad fetched us back.
so tired can.
quite fun abt auditions lah. but so nervous when i was up there.
edmund didnt come lo =X
and yuning and kelmen had to wear pink.
fio ht and yunjie were in skirts.
ehs. told them not to liao. on stage the audience may see smth they shouldnt. hahas.
i was in pants la. smart eh ._.
kor was cute :)
eh shall blog abt sun.
quite nice lah. went to j8. yeps. and got the tube dress. ahs. cant imagine huh.
and another black top la.
and then had nice dinner.
all for ytd lah.
then today i saw ms lie when i was out frm sch :D
OMG.
she looks fine lah. not too bad. now then i knew she stays near sch.
hope she's doing well. yeps. basically that's all lah.
show u some pic. must see :D
http://photos.friendster.com/photos/20/37/16497302/32490469945731l.jpgits only the angle lah. im straight k :)
{nan yi kang ju -jeff chang}
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nan yi kang ju is a nice song :D
suddenly thought of it and i went to listen agn. its so old liao.
haha. eh i was kinda late for bio today. hais. the latest there.
was ard in sch at 9plus alr. early 9oclock. but was stuck with the dance ppl.
they were so late lo. kelmen the earliest. yups. then like yuning came. the girls took the longest. thought i was the latest since i promised i would reach by 9 ._.
so barely did anything before bio.
then it was bio la. took a shot of the apparatus. today v suay. i broke a testtube._.
and i came late la. as mentioned.
ms rozi didnt wanna let me go off since i did my table and comments/experimental errors on the graph paper. so had to recopy.
zz. we all had weird graphs that theoritically shouldnt be like this.
eh i guess ms rozi wouldnt like me for the stuff ive done ._.
-the apparatus-
aft bio rushed to the prac. eh it wasnt too bad. i learnt the extra stuff pretty fast :)
cos i pro mah :D
lol.
yeps and the clothes etc all settled alr. and the formation. so we are getting in :D
ahas. mon is audition. tag me to say jiayou la. hahas :)
aft all that went to catch a movie. the whatever tokyo drift la ._.
but its nice. cool show. had more substance that i thought.
and han shouldnt die. he's a great guy. the mentor of the main charactor of the show.
the ex-dk sucks. dk stands for drift king btw. go watch it if u dont know what im saying.
hahas. its just a nice and entertaining show. yeps.
went to walk ard aft that. eh ice lemon tea still has the tube dress leh.
maybe i'll go see on thurs if its really short. cos i think it is. but its nice.
if not, i'll get it :D
anyway ky or dl can pay :D
lols. they will be my dearest atm for thurs. muaha.
okay. that's all for this post :)
{chu dian -she/ when the angels sing -no angels}
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eh. *coughs hard* just got choked on my own saliva. hahas.
today was so slack.
had beehoon in the morning. omg. like the 1st time ive bought beehoon in my own sch that im in for the 3rd yr._.
actually not bad la. lol.
the fruits for the day were apples. mine was sour :/
then recess was burger. eh i seem to be eating alot today.
had fried rice before coming back. some pig koped like so much of the serving ._.
LOL.
and im alr getting hungry now.
eh ft helped our grp booked the hall area and the dance rm. THANKS :D
our ft rocks. hahas :)
& got back our hist paper today. think i did fairly well with 17/25 :D
& was so confused this morning. was in the mood of laughing out loud and crying uncontrollably at the same time.
felt so sick lo. then whipped up loads of nonsense :X
in emaths today, we learnt more abt retardation/neg accelation/deccelation.
his lessons were so boring. and the chapt was so easy. like he dont teach we also know is what :)
and during ce we got to watch im not stupid 2 agn.
it was damn hilarious despite the upteen times of watching.
yups. kinda all for today lo.
note to self-bring 5bucks for cls fund and fruits day.
-read through the compos and list the 15 i think are gd.
-go early for bio & the dance thingy tmr.
-dont keep eating icecream la.
-sign concent forms :X
yepps. so much for today. nudge :)
{chu dian -she/ cinderella -tata young}
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hmm. i shall blog now.
ytd was in bad mood as mentioned in previous post.
eh was supposed to collect the money for the photos.
took up so much of my supposed-to-be-very-free recess time.
yeps. ran all over the place to look for those ppl who couldnt be bothered to look us up to freaking pay up.
got myself into so much trouble.
then had to tally the money and stuff.
and got last min notice that it has to be in by end of recess during recess :X
god. short of money lah ._.
not much but $1.50. and it tallied when i passed the money to kelmen before lo.
then i guess they did some collection too aft that.
so doubt im responsible for the money falling short.
then agn its not v positive to hv smth like that happening huh.
so now we owe zhanpeng and weisheng a buck each.
chem test today.
but couldnt study much ytd.
thankfully it wasnt too challenging.
maybe i can pass :)
and it dragged on. acmm didnt allow me to leave first. so i like wasted half an hr there ._.
and got back hcl. failed -_-
eh the person whom ms lea has mentioned was me.
i summaried the wrong passage and got zero over 20 for that summary qn.
hey i think i did a pretty gd summary. how wasted.
or else i would hv gotten like 60 at least.
zz.
im so bored. hope we can hv time to start prac on our dance tmr.
and on sat too.
{feng -jay}
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feeling kinda moody now =/
today was kinda boring. had some stuff here and there to settle.
the collection of the photo money and stuff.
took quite some of my time =/
not in gd mood ba. so shall not blog =(
i think cldds is in such a mess.
there are stuff still not done =/
{jin xing shi -elva and anson/ xiang ni de tian kong- ai cheng}
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uploaded some new songs into my hp le.
today was quite an ave day.
during ss tutorial we watched some documentary.
not supposed to say the country out here ba.
or else might spoil the diplomatic ties and trigger war.
hahas. we must think farrrrrrr ._.
eh what this country did really disgusted me.
i mean how could a country treat their ppl like that?
and in this modern enviroment there are camps that ppl literally starve to death?
what kinda crap is the leader doing?
spending money putting up shows for the world? and letting those ppl who really need the money for food to starve?
they are so unimaginable.
lets assasinate them. hahas. kidding ._.
hopes i wouldnt get sued or killed by some hitman bcos of what im saying. hahaha.
anyway.
its an open secret.like so many ppl know of their evil deeds alr.
aiyo. learn frm spore la.
our leaders not bad mah :D
hahas.
we all hv eyes to see.
kelmen lend me the disc so now ive installed and can send songs over. as mentioned.
ty.
eh. then im supposed to collect the rest of the money for the cldds photo.
i wished i wasnt treasurer.
now i know what kinda tough job ppl like kenley has to go through when ppl dont look them up to pay.
im sick now =(
keep sneezing. like for the whole day le. on and off.
eh who's missing me? hahas :D
sure got alot de. LOL.
its time to countdown and hv some fun. hahas. this mnth seems kinda slack.
but there are still stuff to learn =X
chem on thurs. emaths and amaths tests on mon.
got a new copy of nat geog today lo.
actually it wasnt a new issue. like july's issue. and its aug alr.
the newest are alr out in the newstands.
but in this issue there are pandas.
eh. just realised that they are cute creatures :)
hv bio spa this sat agn. need to go back to sch =/
hope i wouldnt be late.
must go early early de :D
