it was like omg. i overslept tis morning =p
supposed 2 b on bus no. 74 by
9.30n there i was lying on bed at tt time. all bcos i used the comp till
12mn ytd.
so rather tired. was awaken by binghui's sms. woo. thx 2 her :)
then during the bus ride was again listening 2 sad songs. wth. suddenly felt sad. -___-
pissed off by myself 4 feeling sad. hah.
reached in less than 25mins. cool. l0ls. had 2 walk some distance as i din noe there well enuf. the blocks of flats looked the same.
so cun use some shortcut or anything.
so she called me. i was like telling her i g0ing 2 reach soon le. kinda near 2 tt coffeeshop at tt pt of time.
so i went over 2 the bus stop near the prime mart store. hmm. got a cup of pearl milk tea. ewww. it was so... yucky.
haha. then i waited 4 awhile. din catch any sight of her. so i went over 2 cheers there.
hmmm.
saw tis new magazine called HOT. it was really hot. not in tt sense but it had lots of juicy gossip stuff abt celebrities like britney sort.
not those s'pore stars. cool magazine x)
but din buy.
cun bring myself 2 spend.
gotta save 4 pencilcase le.
then i tot we might have diff interpretations of the bus stop near her hse. so i walked back 2 the bus stop in the middle of my walking journey,
she called again. hmn. i was like trying 2 dig my phone out while balancing tt yucky drink.
but eventually got 2 her hse. haha.
i did ask if her hse was the orange block.
she said it was the RED one. in the end we were refering 2 the same block -__-
rofl.
then went up.
her bro was... completely idiotic lah.
i mean my bro will NV dare 2 treat me in the same way her bro treats her lor.
then her mum there her bro still dare 2 do tt.
tt's so... xiao1 zhang1.
but i also cun lay my hands on tt brat. xP
cos her mum there.
so cant scold him or wat.
dun worry.
i'll b back.
haha.
then we used the comp 4 awhile.
tt idiot kept bugging us.
wth.
she also tot he was a bugger. *c my tagboard*
he was bugging us 2 g0 offline and let him use the comp.
tt nasty kid got his ways.
we went 2 watch the teevee.
tt idiot came.
nosey parker.
then snatched the remote control
diao.
cun do anything also.
then he set the teevee 2 mute.
so no sound.
grrr.
idiot.
l0ls.
then we were pissed.
so we decided 2 g0 out.
hmn. nth much at her neighbourhood vincinity.
but still we went 2 2pet stores.
at the 1st one,
we stood outside,
observing the hamsters at play.
they were
CUTE.
omg.
like
cutest little beings tt ever existed. xD
then we stood.
n stared.
n discussed abt how those little beings felt and tot right then.
haha.
there was tis one tt kept digging a hole there among tt pile of wood shavings?
l0ls.
we tot of many possiblities of it doing so.
haha perhaps it wanted its mum at the other side of the tank? or it jus wanted 2 uncover tt food tt it hid under tt pile.
:)
had a lot of laughs.
then we went 2 pet store no.2
hmm.
the hamsters there were much more active.
there were 2 run wheels there 4 them. a bigger one and a smaller one.
then there were like 3hamsters fighting 2 use.
some were uber the cute.
cos they looked extremely blur.
haha. cfanggy says they're blind. hmmm.. sth 2 do research on. =]
then we were bored.
went back 2 her hse 2 face her brat-y bro as she needed more tissue 4 her flu. hmn. i have flu now too. more or less. but not serious.
then we came out again. tis time round we had lunch. then we went 2 the playground near her hse. tt garden/park place. we wanted 2 play but there were other peeps there.
so bu fang bian.
then we went 2 another playground. a further one. ah. no one there at 1st then a kid wif his grandma came.
we din really mind.
now on her mind was abt cats.
she wanted 2 find one. haha.
she spoted tis cat there. sitting alone. then she wanted it 2 come over.
ah. i din bother. but jus then another cat came along. ah. tt one was cute. like some sort of other cat. not the typical breed.
tt one was nice. played wif it 4 awhile. haha. ^^
then we went back. bored there cos her mum dun allow me into their rooms. so could only stay in the living rm n kitchen.
so we did some drawing. but not too free now 2 scan it. parents g0ing 2 b back soon. i doubt they'll b happy wif me using the comp again.
so will do tt next time x)
then we went out again. walked like around the neighbourhood. bored. but she wanted 2 c more cats.
so she went like omg target spotted when she saw one. haha. she's amuzing :)
then went back after some time. hmn.
_____fun :)
anyway while i was there i manage 2 contact sonia tasmin n pohsin. so left binghui hu is not too aware of the ex-clique outing. l0ls.
but will tell her abt it. woo. we are going 2 escape! yay! x)
haha 2nd last wk b4 sch reopens. :]
yipee! l0ls.
ps. im going 2 work tmr. so u wun catch me online or sth. x(
ok. shall stop here b4 my parents catch me wif the comp. =p
omg. how could i? i forgot abt seeing hannah ee there. ahhh. we knew each other since p1. same class. woo. saw her jus now at j8. hmmm. so fated. x)
it sure brought back some memories :)
but dunno exactly y. kinda dun feel like returning 2 kcpps. l0ls.
prefer zhss ler =p
anyway the bored wif those jc stuff kinda gives me the inspiration 2 move on. l0ls.
then i'll walk pass n g0...
muz aim high. jiayou jiayou! l0ls. xDD
ok. g0ing 2 slp soon. g0nna b g0ing 2 cfanggy's tmr.
woo her bro better beware. haha
ah. jus back from j8. bot a new bag, yay! xD
watched harry potter again. hmmm tt kinda made me v high. l0ls. but we b0t an extra ticket. cos cfanggy's stupid br0 din wanna come. he was like afraid of sitting wif me in the movies?
dotx. so po2 po2 ma1 ma1 [indecisive]. he told cfanggy tt he wanted 2 come. then he told her he din wanna come. he better beware lah/ g0ing 2 her hse tmr. tink im g0ing 2 yell at her stupid kid bro. u noe wat he does? he jus screams at the back when cfanggy's t0king on the phone.
he yells at her.
bloody hell. [quote from ron] rofl. cos i dunno wat i'll do 2 kid brothers? haha perhaps u should ask my bro how i treat him. l0ls xP
i say he's a moron. :p
shhh nv tell him i said tt. btw, i doubt he noes wat's a moron. :Pp
nah. he's an idiot. l0ls. noe wat? ytd he came back wif gatsby wax/hairgel. n he was putting it on his hair even though he wasnt even going out. diaoz. its like he's a sissy.
oh gosh! my bro is a sissy =X
lma0.
then we walked. n walked. n walked. saw tis pencilcase from op. kinda the design quite similar 2 bilabong's. but quite cool. is the flat n wide sort. now 20% off. so abt 13bucks like tt. quite reasonable. then we went 2 37degrees. cfanggy wanna get her new pencilcase fr0m there. hmm so i tink i might b buying the same one :] or else i'll get the see-no-evil monkey one. ^^
b0t the bag from tis stall downstairs. 4 onli 12bucks. tis white bag. haha. tink its nice. x)
hmmm 2nd time watching hp-g0f. tot tt tis time round the movie progressed in a quicker manner. guess its bcos i watched it b4. but its still as nice. decided 2 get a bigger sized pencilcase 4 next year. so tt i can kip all sort of pens in it. it'll help when i nid those pens 2 draw. n it wun look stuffed. l0ls.
at popular saw tis toy. disney de. like some new japanese looking character. resembles both rabbits n hamsters. was like freakishly cute. hmmm. both the yellow one n the blue one are nice. x) oh-so-cute :] then saw tis toy. i guess meant 4 bio freaks hu r more serious abt bio than me. haha. its tis body thingy tt u can dismentle. remove the organs, fix back. eh.
tink its 4 pervertic n sadistic ppl hu ENJOYs movies like "SAW 2" and get their kicks seeing those ppl in the movie screaming. anyway tt toy is like 70bucks. -.-
then we saw vanessa, weiting n jiwei at j8. :)
ah then the chicken little toy was so lame. tt plush was supposed 2 have yellow feathers.
not completely white -__-
n the specs look so... eh.. plastic-y. l0ls
was like bored/sick of j8. so we went 2 mac. cfanggy g0t an icecream -__-
i sick of mac icecream le. so din get anything.
sat there. then juntee sms-ed me.
saw the message.
she asked abt ky in the 2nd sms.
i was
bloodily pissed.
WTFH.
dun ask me abt tis whole thing even again lah.
its affecting my
current mood.
then still muz tell juntee everything tt happened.
lemme tell u tt
i dun give a damn if we patch up or not.happy?!?its not my fault.i wun let someone hu insults my integrity 2 b my friend.not ever again.i'll jus take it tt tis whole thingy nv happened.
happy?!?
might reconsider tis only...
only if sth happened.
sth serious like if she pushed me away from a car tt almost knocked me down.
things r tis serious.
u jus dunno.dun try 2 make us patch up.its not tt simple.dun tink some simple apology is gonna help.no way.things wun b like tis if it helped.
so 2 those hu wanna help.thanks 4 ur kindnessconcernbut its not sth tt an outsider hu is in factNOT involvedcan do2 make us patch up.i've given up,long ago.
and im happy wif my life
nowy should i let her in
and make me feel
badagain?
anyway i dun wan her 2 apologise if she really dun feel tt she's wrong or sth
or jus simply do tt so tt we can
return 2 the pastand patch up.
cos if its so,
there's no pt.
and did she consider my feelings
when those words came from her mouth?!?
now it din matter.
if she cared or not.
she din show tt she really treated me and our friendship seriously.
its like if she wanna go somewhere or eat at a particular place,
i will let her make the choice.
then if i really did wanna eat there
i'll still let her make the choice.
but wat did she do?
she kinda had sth say abt me.
she once told me tt she din like my other friends
and din wanna eat wif us
when we invited her 2.
its like i cun bring my friends when im wif her,
yet she wun care if i liked her friends or not.
im not delibrately pointing at anyone.
but has it been fair?
at all?
when i felt sad,
for once,
she laughed at my plight.
no matter if she meant it or not.
i dun tink im at fault.
neither do i agree with the advice juntee gave.
i jus dun wanna accept her apology
nor sitting down, clear headed,
2 discuss abt tis face 2 face with her.
i dun c the pt now.
tt's all. fullstop.
end of da story.
end of our friendship,
perhaps...
_______
things i needa buy*
`pencilcase
`jay's cd
`black watch*
`sch bag*
`new black hair clips.
tataz.
it would b the start of a new year. a new everything. x)
still looking forward.
but some true friends stay friends foreva. :]
oo ya. actually i bot a pen jus now. uniball paint marker. in orange. l0ls. zy is g0ing 2 l0ve tis. xD
below is the conversation between me cfanggy n dl. v lame. all bcos cfanggy was in it. hah.
_________________________
` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
bored.` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
ah.
` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
keanu reeves rawkx xP` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D says:
elaine and her lame stuff again
` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D says:
.__.` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
-___-` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
back
` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
-___-` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
SHE IS LAMEfir3bo says:
....` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
nods` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
err.send me the nodding head again, elaine
` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
(:` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
*head nodding emoticon*
` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
yay` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
she agrees tt she` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
's lame` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
*head nodding emoticon*
` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
lma0` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
-___-
fir3bo says:
-.-` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
NOOOO~ this is nicer (._+)v` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
zhe yang ye ke yi` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
isn't it the same
` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
...` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
urs got stick nd (._+)Y` bleahh ]. (._+)Y says:
d0t` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
DoT
` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
im bored` f l u t t e r . and fly ;D {-away-} says:
tralala~__________rofl.

woo. jus wrote post no.2oo, tis one is post #2o1. xD
l0ls
anyway scanned tis page from teens mag wif some cute t0ys
-__-
influenced by cfanggy now. anyway i like the monkey toy xDD
haha. added abit of stuff and resulted in tis mini mini eh... wishlist. hehe
jus back from sch. had 2 return 2 retrieve my water bottle. grrr. i left my umbrella there last mon. on wed, i left my water bottle. wth. l0ls jus g0nna blame myself 4 being tis
f0rgetfulcareless. l0ls paid the price of having wake up early tis morining. set the time 2 6.20am. in the end, the time when i left my bed was like 7.30am? haha
well, at least i could reach there at abt 9am. XD
cool. heh.
tmr is a complete free day, wed g0ing 2 cfanggy's hse. yay! haha like 1st time there. haha.
n0t sure if im g0ing 2 watch harry potter again wif her n her bro. hmmm it seems 2 b worth it. 7 bucks 4 harrypotter. v worth it since the visual effects rawkx 2 da core. but still i can save it 2 get a pencil case. grrr. c0s im pretty sure tt my mum wun wanna pay 4 me watching the same movie again. she's like tt. x(
BUT... i have my salery 2 pay 4 my new sch bag n the pencil case. aha! xDD
new form of addiction. icecream, strawberry pocky sticks AND fried rice. l0ls
my complete diet. nth else. =p oo mayb some drinks. xP
its so UNhealthy. yar i noe. haha
im bored. grrrr. oh i rmb. i intend 2 watch the chronicles of narnia. on the 1st day.
mark it and make it a pt 2 g0. haha will b bo0king the tix 2 ensure a seat. :]
anyway infection, a jap movie, is freakishly cool. l0ls. green blood. if i din mention. haha check it out. =p
tatas*
grrr. jay's new song shan hu hai is making me sad. -___-
ps. change the window encoding 2 unicode 2 c. :]
go 2 view>encoding>unicode(UTF-8) ^^
男:海平面远方开始阴霾悲伤要怎么平静纯白我的脸上始终挟带一抹浅浅的无奈
女:你用唇语说你要离开
男:心不在
男女:那难过无声慢了下来 汹涌潮水你听明白不是浪而是泪海
男:转身离开分手说不出来
女:你有话说不出来
男女:海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外 我们的爱差异一直存在
女:回不来
男:风中尘埃竟累积成伤害
女:等待竟累积成伤害
男女:转身离开分手说不出来 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女:不应该
男女:热情不再笑容勉强不来 爱深埋珊瑚海
男:毁坏的沙雕如何重来有裂痕的爱怎么重盖只是一切结束太快你说你无法释怀
女:贝壳里隐藏什么期待
男:等花儿开
男女:我们也已经无心再猜 脸上海风咸咸的爱尝不出还有未来
男:转身离开分手说不出来
女:你有话说不出来
男女:海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外 我们的爱差异一直存在
女:回不来
男:风中尘埃竟累积成伤害
女:等待竟累积成伤害
男女:转身离开分手说不出来 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女:不应该男:热情不在笑容勉强不来 你的笑容勉强不来
男女:爱深埋珊瑚海
oh gosh. jus realised tt resently there seem 2 b quite some cases of spamming sort. i mean the serious sort. not the cfanggy sort [check out my tagboard n u can c her spam. l0ls] so its like there was this 1 or 2 ppl spamming ernest's blog and 2 ppl scolding renee on her blog -.-"'
gosh. tink tis is kinda serious? hah.
ok. shall stop le. not in the mood. at all.
woo~
now i official list down my another site with all my avatars, graphics, layouts and empty buttons/avatars etc. did some alterations 2 the endless possibilies skin and came up with the site layout. g0 check it out
here. its VERY lame. xD but i love the enter sign. xD
but guess it would take some time and patience 2 really make the site a success or sth. lack sucj patience nowadays. lols. whoa. im kinda hungry. guess im getting myself the western fried rice from opp. again. hmm... x)
ah. setting up my online store. COOL!
anyway the stuff are not up yet. jus g0 check it out, if u'll like 2 c my in-store log0 xD
linkhmmm...
perhaps i should stop these comp on-goings 4 sometime. hah.
watched constantine jus now. keanu reeves is damn HOT. l0ls. yar im so freakingly outdated. hah.
the last few scens esp. the one tt he slit his wrists were super cool.
he rawkx xP
oh gosh. im feeling homocidial.
is tis the word? hah. Nvm.
tatas
im bored 2 death x(
woo. i had my deviantart acc. n i did submit a new avatar tis morning. doggie de. tt pug went woof woof woof -___-
click
here 2 c. haha tink its kinda cute.
hmmm. will make more avatars than skins in the future i guess, since its easier. n im more into deviantart instead of blogskins. hah.
ah. guess my moto razr v3 can b stricked off quite soon. my dad jus told me abt tis hotpink version. haha can c tt he's planning 2 get me one. mayb the black one. x)
cfanggy created a haloscan acc 4 us both. hah then we can chat there when her msn encounters prob -___-
ok.
will carry on wif avatar making now. tata.
OMGosh. now i have my own deviantart acc. so dAmn cool xD
ah here's the
link! oh gosh. rawkx 2 da core. submitted old works. like toot bunny, oegahwa etc.
n obviously avatars. did 3 pix jus 4 tis.
my dA[short 4 deviantart] avatar, my deviant ID and also a button 2 link 2 my site. xD
i love the button. ^^


ok. it seems like its going 2 rain soon. grrr. i nid 2 get 2 opp. 4 my lunch. yep. im hungry. rofl.
lets jus hope tt the rain stops by 2hrs later. l0ls. xD

jus made tis creature into a gif image. ah. rawkx. chao cute. image 4 cfanggy. or at least dedicated 2 her. xDD
more later. anyway tis morning is plain boring. x___X
finally got 2 watch harry potter ytd! yay! l0ls. it rawkx. serious. the visual effects are super cool. n the plot, quite gd. >0<
tis rawkx 2 the core! xDD
cun use the comp ytd as i came home late enuf after the movie. then i HAD 2 get my slp. since i had 2 wake up at 6.30 tis morning.
hmmm. but ytd was fun. =]
reached j8 at a few mins after 2pm. haha cfanggy popped from behind when i din notice, wearing blue. n we were like discussing abt specs. she wanted neon blue specs. xD
so she wondered how funny she'll look if she was in all blue get-up. l0ls
then we were supposed 2 have lunch. she got shrooms meal n me, eh, lemondade. rofl. n i finished my drink so much earlier than her, so i was staring at her n her mushrooms that cun stay in place n all came out of the burger. diao.
din eat at yoshinoya as expected. cos she din carry enuf cash n din wanna spend on that. but it din matter. :)
ah then we went walking abt aimlessly. heeheee~ yar n she reminded me sth. CHICKEN LITTLE WEARS LIME GREEN SPECS! OMG!
lemme tell u now rite, that IT is officially my idol xDD rofl.
then we really did spend an hr or 2 walking around wondering wat 2 do. guess its the 1st time tt j8 made me so bored. l0ls.
then we settled down at mac. now it was her turn 2 stare at me eat. guess bcos i din have lunch. so i was pretty much hungry. =X
ah and that became my lunch n dinner. ah. now quite used 2 one meal a day le. l0ls.
we wanted 2 get sth tt came in a pair, so as 2 attach it 2 our bags. ah. we tot of keychains, plushie toys. in the end, we agreed on shoelaces.
guess wat? we had differant choices 4 the colors. -.-
i wanted lavander. there she was, saying that it was gay color. ITS NOT. unless u say its violet [toilet] l0ls. ppl from zhss should noe wat tis means. dotx. so we got black in the end. we are THAT lame.
ah i spend money on useless stuff. like tis green plush keychain. n tis hippo that says muacks, i love u -.-
bot 4 fun. cos ht also have a creature tt says tt. haha now both can irritate me. then i also got a giraffe magnet. hah.
-___- then she went back when my movie was abt 2 start.
then yar tt mon night. din noe tt i din blog abt it. he said he disliked tt girl whom i tot he liked. -.-
saw him 2day too. l0ls. went super early tis morning. was like the 1st 2 reach. bored there. so i went 2 read the notice board wif the streaming results n also tt one wif the junior college info. ah. i solemly decide tt, i, elaine, is going 2 aim 4 hwa chong jc. sci course. 4pts. yar
im going 2 make myself get it. really. haha. dun tink can. but still u usually get lesser than wat u aim rite? so i shall aim the highest. xDD
hopefully get higher grades than someone of 3e1. rofl.
i muz b mad.
still in my craze.
my bio craze!
xDD
then we started of the day quite well. me n my partner. only the two of us n the... eh... auntie. x__X
l0ls
but the morning turned out jus find. the auntie also did help. it was onli until abt 2plus when there was tis parent hu came. his daughter from 2e2. but cant put her name. or else tt customer might jus decide 2 sue me or sth. since he was so demanding.
1stly, as we din have any more stocks 4 lit bks, she asked him 2 order the bks. [if u order then muz pay 4 the bks 1st] n he was reluctant as he, as a shrewd businessman, or wat we tink, said tt it wasnt logical,. then i was like dotx. purrrleaase. dun act pro can? rofl.
then he asked 2 speak 2 the auntie. wth. even i could c tt she was also pissed off. in fact, the 3 of us were.
2ndly, he took a long time checking the bks n making sure tt they were all correct. dotx. she sure had a hard time dealing wif tt guy. l0ls.
bored. super bored now. anyway i seriously considered it. im going 2 sell my design. oegahwa.
have u heard of that citibank competition thing? it grants budding entreprenuers a thousand so that they can earn n give the profils 2 charitable organisations. ah. i wan minds n spca. both. 5o-5o 4 them both.
ah i intend 2 print oegahwa on mugs, tees, caps, notebks and make their plushies. ah. cool. yar n they would b grafiti tees. xDD
cool. ok. now i tink i nid my slp. feeling pissed bcos of tis [blogging 4 2days].
so long.
ah. im so bored. only need 2 leve hse at 1pm 2 meet her at j8. hmm. pain bored. grrr. 2 more hrs or so. grrr. she has flu. l0ls. ah. now i have jus noticed tt there's no proper food available at home. jus bread tt has expired -.-
grrr. gotta wait. get my luch when i reach there. xDD
hmmm. YOSHINOYA! =p
chicken bowl! ^^
heehee.
eh. wat is it abt tis skin. its not themed bio. 2 some sense. its onli the word bio there. n i tink its onli the pix tt is nice. the rest jus kinda sux. grrr -.-
shall go off now. get my slp. after spending quite some time [i tink abt 2~3 hrs] on tis freaky skin. ah. limited amt of colours used. grrrr.
tataz. so long~
OH MY GOSH! now i have my own txt bks. brand new. bot them 2day. ahhhh. its so cool 2 have my own bio bk. jus feel so great n proud 2 say tt im taking bio. l0ls. i tink bio is going 2 take the place of html in my heart. rofl.
im mad over it. period. =]
ah. jus realised 2day tt the bkshop auntie going 2 pay us on the last day -___-
so i tink im going 2 get money from my mum 1st 2 pay 4 the bag. dotx. then pay her back when i get my money. dia0z.
wooo~ it rawkx. i mean next year n all the new stuff. my new class, my new course *screams* n 3e3! >.<
im jus freakingly happi 2 receive my own bi0 bk. so now in a state of craze.
[me: !!!]ah. on fri when it ended i was flipping thru a bi0 bk from the stack. i tink tt was the same bk tt i bot. so cool.
zhen you yuan. l0ls
[u: -.-"']
[me: ay. told u tt bi0 rawks le =p]
l0ls. bi0 bi0 bi0 :]
oh gosh. tink im going 2 make a skin. themed bio. x)
aha! l0ls. n submit tis one soon. cos i quite long nv submit skins le. i tink tis one is freakishly worthy of high downloads? l0ls.
haha self praise =p
then i'll use the bio skin [wif membrane of without? rofl!]
whooolala~ heehee.
how abt a tattoo 2 show my love 4 bio? hahaha. a temporary one. l0ls.
working 4 the bkshop quite fun at times. but i chao stressed. cos im like super afraid tt i'll count the cash wrongly etc. cos involve money -.-
n im not gd at money management. can go out wif lots of cash n reach home broke, without a cent.
n forget wat i spent them on -__-
then can c some ppl. lena jieying zhiyun xinling catherine melanie came 2day. ah tink g0t someone else also came 2 buy bks. i could rmb jus now. but now forget le -.-
then there was tis freaky lady. i like counted 3 times 2 make sure it was correct. [cos concern some sum of money so i nid 2 b extra sure. u noe me rite? i
soooo careless de]
n she tot it might still b wrong although all the ans i counted were the same. grrrr. bolia0 -.-
the auntie kinda forgot abt lunch in a moment of buziness. -.- so we had a somewat later lunch.
n got 2 noe some really nice ppl there. yi hui n regina. ah they chao nice. yi hui will like tok 2 me. then regina offered 2 help me calculate those money i've made as i was buzy doing my
own stuff. in other words, means slack lah =p
feel kinda bad. but they're
REALLY nice. =)
n i rmb-ed someone. #69. some customer 2day.
wo hui ji de ni de. =p nvm if u dunno wat i toking abt. noone else noes anyway. haha. not even the ppl there hu were wif me.
hmmm. i have decided 2 save money. i mean from the start of next year.
ah n get tis drawing pad thingy. 2 b attached 2 comp so tt i can draw on it n the comp senses tt. cool.
i wan!
n also tis
web cam.
i also wan! oh gosh.
n i wan take courses!
BOXING! aha! =p
so tt i can have some
butt kicking action -.-
l0ls no lah. cos too afraid of robbers le. n now sometimes i might b traveling alone n mayb at night. ah. so need 2 defend. againt robbers. l0ls
so tt
nobody can lay their hands on my neeon + new phone [my parents wan get me my moto razr v3 SOON le] n also my bio bk. xDD rofl.
then can imagine. ah i free go draw the comic strip show u.
me n the fight wif robbers. ah the dialog below.
[robber: dong xi na chu lai!]
[me: shen me dong xi? wo shen me dou mei you! ming jiu you yi tiao]
in desperate attempt 2 hide my neeon. [robber: na ge shi shen me?!?
zen neeon! *face lits up* hai bu na lai! yao qian hai shi yao ming?!?]
[me: told u ming you yi tiao le. gan gan lai!]
ROFL.
[robber: *comes n attack me wif knife*]
[me: HIA! *hits him till he almost died*]
l0ls. damm lame sia xD
anyway i also wan buy other comp programs. n im dreaming 4 a laptop. one wif alot those gd graphics program.
hu ask me so poor de =X
take my time. dream abt tt. haha can only dream abt it, period.
cos no pt buying those state of the art stuff n attach 2 tis
freaking old comp. dun even noe when
breaking down. now even psp7 also like will experience probs. =X but nvm. i'll use my own money. take courses. i like those
kao zi ji feeling. =D l0ls. yar im like crapping. nvm.
cant wait 4 tmr. harry potter n cfanggy. xDD
FUN! aha! stop here. =]
ah. i supposed i kinda sprained my left foot. a little. it kinda hurts. a little. rofl. v sian. tink im sleeping soon. like as if i dun nid 2 wake up by6.30am -.-
anyway i forgot 2 mention tt my parents intend 2 get me my motorolla moto razr v3. OMG. yar hope its coming soon. heehee <3
tata ^o-
jus back from opp. the only thing tt i wanna say is tt i was so
SUAYunlucky k. it was like i din wanna go out 4 dinner. but i tot ya mayb jus go get a drink or sth
later as it din matter much since i wasn't hungry. then when i was opp, IT RAINED {heavily}! like wth. -____-
the pt is, i wasn't carrying my phone. or an umbrella -.-
grrrrr.
n it was a little on the heavier side. i mean the rain =.=
i have 2 subject myself 2 being wet at all, if i din stop 2 get fruitips =p.
munching on one now. blackcurrent. hah. sudden urge 2 eat tt. l0ls
actually meant 4 tmr. but now, its
ALL gone. =Pp
cos i g0ing 2 help out 4 the sdh bkshop thingy. so i wun b bored. l00ks like i needa get another
2 3 of these. l0ls. ah. n my dad coming tmr 2 buy bks. cant wait.
MY BIO BK =p
haha
muz really work hard 4 tt. ah cos my bio v lan. but iHEARTXbio. l0ls
heehee.<33333 bio =]
i noe i wun b touching the comp so much. n wun b making skins until further notice. bio's my priority. muz study. n chem. n maths. n add maths. ahhhh. all rox.
next year's stuff all rawkx. looking 4ward 2 getting a new bag too. l0ls. n my new class. cos got liqun, catherine n lena. heehee. they all rox. :)
n i still have all hwork =p so cant b spending my time all on skins again. but i'll upgrade my skills. SERIOUS. jus borrowed another bk from library. on comp graphics. tt time it was a psp7 bk. now its on animations. ah. next time im sure my skins would b sth 4 u guys 2 look 4ward 2. n i wun submit unless its really of true quality. those tt can get high ratings bcos its gd. >.<
anyway quality matters more than quatity =]
n its SOOOO COOL 2 have fans! haha
did a skin ytd night. jus 4 cfanggy. in the way she wants. the pix she sent me n the layout too. haha. relinked her le. so feel free 2 g0 check her
new blog out. ^^ n she's uber the happy wif it. l0ls
still gotta go 4 tt bkshop thingy tmr. early in the morning. like 8.30am. muz reach. -.-
mayb im going 2 watch harry potter after tt. ah. my mum shall sponser meee. wahaha~
watching alone i guess. will b dropping by cfanggy's hse on 30th. the day tt she gets her bks. ah.
im supposed 2 witness tis ceremony. rofl =)
ytd we were like crapping on msn. added dl into our conversation. haha
teddy =p
it turned out VERY funny. laughed my heart out. l0ls.
ok so long 4 now. ^^
ah another song tt i wanna share. let me die by nicholas-AGAIN. l0ls
the lyrics are
here. chao sad. tink tis is has the saddest tune. -.-
ok mayb i shouldn't even mention the word sad. =X
oh. i jus g0t another song. without me by nicholas tse. si le. tis song chao saddening. u noe the movie 2002 tt part when his partner was possesed by the water ghost then they were like fighting but he cun bring himself 2 kill him. yar n they played tis song.
VERY sad. -_-
argh. if u wan both songs can ask from me when u c me online tt is. =]
anyway the lyrics of tis song is
here.
aha. jus found the song i wanted- bu gou yong gan. u can hear tis song in wang zi bian qing wa. the sad part bah. mostly. c the lyrics
here. the song abit touching. yar. muz read the lyrics 1st. n hear the song. xDD like it so much. hah. but SAD. like mentioned a million times tt it is sad. argh. hate sad stuff. -_-
ok nvm now im in some weird swiched off mode. n i dun feel like tinking. hmph. zhen ma fan.
jus feel so freakingly vexed. yar tt's all. grrrrr.
argh. i jus feel pissed. its like i had 2 wake up like at 7AM tis morning n my parents were like in need of the toilet so i cun bathe, so like wats the pt of waking up tt early. could have slept 4 another 30mins. -.- it would have helped. went 2 sch as usual in a 315 bus. guess wat, it wasn't air conditioned. -__- like wth/wtF. n i was partially late bcos of them n their need of the toilet.
so freakingly UNLUCKY. it was tt old bus again. grrrr. generated so much noise till i cun hear my fave songs.
reached sch then the bkshop auntie was like shoving me here n there. purrrrrleaase. if she wans tis kinda job n the bkshop auntie wan hire her so b it i dun mind giving up my position anyway. jus super pissed off 4 i dunno wat reasons. yar back 2 da topic. its like she was asking me 2 do tis in a sec, and the next do tt. like as if i g0t so many hands like tt. then like as if i so dumb like tt needa g0 book by book like tis one is sec2E de blah blah. then i had 2 get their lunch =.=
then guess wat? i f0rg0t the auntie's guo tiao tang. so i had 2 g0 back opp. even though i like reached the foyer. f lah. -.- n it was freakingly heavy LOR. should b glad if i din pull my muscle.
-___________-
ah. dunno y jus extremely bu shuang. VERY bu shuang. ah then there was tis guy from tis year's 2n2 n he din noe wat subj combi he having 4 next year. n the bks tt he need. so then we still had 2 help him find n call up teachers. SIAND
anyway while handling the bks during free time when there r lesser parents coming in i saw the bio bk. then i was like OMG. im g0ing 2 cry. cos tai gan dong le. im GOING 2 DO BIO! ahhhh. now i realised my second love except html-BIO. dunno y jus felt the urge 2 shout it out or share it wif ppl hu also r passionate abt bio. but like as if there r much according 2 the fact tt in all the previous bathces, they cant take bio unless they're in triple sci. so not many ppl, 1st of all. 2ndly i cant say tt they all LOVE bio. so its so no point. then i went 4 cldds. quite ok but 2 mention the truth, we wasted ALOT of time there at the auditorium doing nth. but at least i g0t 2 borrow teenage mag from khun ying. so not so sian. l0ls. n it din take v long 4 time 2 pass. v soon it was already 7pm and the whole event was abt 2 start. and the sch din open a rm 4 cl so we had 2 cramp in the home econs rm wif guzheng ppl 4 awhile b4 we decided 2 wait outside instead so as 2 not distract the guzheng ppl from their practise. in the end it was like we the cldds peeps were outside crapping. then it was really LOL cos yiqi n i were doing some dance thing n she was so dramatic. haha so fun =] then i tink she really did cry. cos too drama le then act sad n bei bully so cried l0ls.
n mayb our performance 2day was gd. at least we made ppl laugh. yar. but could c the main characters all trying their best :)
after tt event then i left in zy's dad's car. n my mum called me then. she was at the sch! so i was like DIAOZ. u nv call 2 confirm say fetching me or wat n i NV DID hear her say tt she wanna fetch me from tis. NEITHER DO I WAN HER 2 come. pls lor. dun zi zuo zhu zhang. i hate tt.
dunno y. jus EXTREMELY pissed off wif some ppl except my friends. ah. my GOOd friends. l0ls.
jus v bu shuang can. dun fan wo. *onli applies 2 some ppl*
ah. 2day kinda packed. waked up early 4 tt rehersal thingy at sch. n g0t 2 noe my new class.
3E3
3E3
3E3
xDD
rawks 2 the c0re =]
ah. then after tt funny rehersal then we went 4 the freakish interview. like walking all over clarke quey like some fools -.- yar. bet the principals wun b too happy 2 noe abt tt. =p
but anyway we rejected tt job. i mean those kinda cards like as if anyone wanna buy or wat =.=
then after tt went 2 j8. watched the exorcism of emily rose instead of harry potter. but tt show was quite ok. c00l 2 watch ALONE. unlike some freky dan xia0 gui hu is s0 afraid of everything.
hmph. jus so sian -.- but the movie was entertaining enuf. tt's all.
i dunno i can ren until when. if tt person comes by n freaks me out, i might jus scold her right in her face. anyway she kips tinking tt im trying 2 hai her. so be it. if she dun trust me, y d0 i even consider her as my friend? i dun even need 2 work wif her. i'll b her prob if she can finds a job anot. anyway its like she said i wasn't keen 2 get another job cos i have the bkshop thing. if she's so keen she would have volunteered 2 call the places early in the morning rite? so wat rights does she have 2 even criticise me? n my work? purrrrleaaase, like as if she noes html. like as if she even noes wat brushes r used 4. she dun even noe much abt adobe or psp. like as if she even have the right 2 judge me. like as if she's always rite. like as if she is even there when i needed her. so tell her 2 g0 away blah blah blah. i DUN NEED HER. if she's so gd de rite, then she wun even need me rite? rofl.
can't wait 2 get my bks. nvm if i dun get any other job. i can jus stay at home n study. study study study. hah
more when i feel like it.
ah. its so hard 2 get a job. argh.
but i tink if possible then can g0 4 an interview tmr. 4 tis job selling some card thingy. at boat quey. dun even noe if allowed 4 tt. -___-
ah. suddenly tot of the past, all my friends while bathing. so i was like tinking, friends are hard 2 earn. esp a true friend. some ppl might need 2 wait up 2 half of their lifetime b4 really getting 2 noe their true friend. i guess im lucky, 2 noe her. hmmm have u read the play by shakespheare, the merchant of venice? i can confidently say tt the friendship between the main characters antonio n bassanio are true. very true. in real life, friendship is supposed 2 really exist like tt. but the fact is the new modern lifestyle etc etc brings us all far apart. how many times exactly have u even hugged ur best friend? tt's how u can prove my theory. n also even if someone is labled "ur best friend", have u really considered him or her as ur best friend n really able 2 give up anything 4 him or her?!? i supposed tt many wun even do so in times of need. nevertheless during present moments. u can hang around wif them, call them ur best friends. but in actual fact u might not even treating them the way they deserve like the ability 2 give up stuff 4 them. lemme ask, r u willing 2 give up ur life 4 them?!? i doubt most ppl wun. also if u consider them as ur friends, u should not have any motives or feel negatively when gd stuff happen 2 them. a true friend would feel happy 4 u in a case if u topped the class, get higher than him or her etc. if u ever had tis sour feeling inside if sth gd happen 2 ur best friend, sry 2 say but u cant b considered as their friend. i jus cant do anything except 2 sigh n tink abt how selfish n petty some ppl can b. simple stuff jus show...
jus a small incident. there was tis period when i was really down. onli one person was there 4 me always supporting me. jus one. there were ppl hu cared. but not as much as her. among so many "best friends" i have. tt's so freakingly pathatic. n if its not there, y should we even forge friendship among u urself n some ppl? anyway im jus not trying 2 spoil the things among me n my friends. i jus wanna bring it 2 light abt how a friend should even behave.
selflessly is the word*
n im glad n confident 2 say tt i have found mine. n i'll kip her in my heart. foreva.
wo men hui shi yong yuan de peng you. (:><:)
n i promise tt someday we will g0 2 hawaii 2gether ^^
ah. went back 2 sch 4 cldds 2day. kinda like waste of time cos like wu lao shi came late or sth, then we also cun get resource rm so we were wandering around 4 abt 30mins. then took some time 2 settle down b4 getting started wif the rehersal. grrr. ended abit later than planned. ah. so a little further from my yoshinoya chicken bowl. haha :P
then we went 2 look 4 the bkshop auntie. then she said tt ky wun b doing. so she suddenly had the da0-ing spell. l0ls. then wu yuan wu gu say its my fault. ah -___-
then now we are back after walking 4 a while. so bored.
tink im going 2 take a bath soon. n tmr will b my onli free day left, i guess. thurs cldds music n movement rehersal from 2pm to 7pm. gosh. can't watch harry potter on 1st day. ah. n also 2nd. cos fri needa g0 back 4 the bkshop thingy. GRRRR. i want watch movie. n on sat would b m&m.
die le.
so freaking buzy.
i still have hwork.
n i still have 2 study when i receive my bks.
OMG. wth did i get myself into...
OMG. i jus did a REALLY COOL animation! ah. c below

it ROX. i love it ^_____^ currently using it as my blogskins dp. damm cool. x))
anyway i feel kinda sadistic now. l0ls. thus the birth of tis avatar! OMG. i freakingly love it :) shall put in on friendster also. xDD
and i g0t a job! i guess. at least someone contacted me 4 flyer distribution. door 2 door. she asked me 2 quote the salery. n i proposed abt 7to8bucks per hour. lets hope she agrees. ah. then can earn alot. n take cfanggy out 4 movies. wo qing. xDD l0ls
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went 4 tis lame seminar tis afternoon. then i was like -____- and

le. heehee. then there was tis freaky part when they picked out a no. of ppl 2 go do some other methods 2 study. n i was like so
suay. g0t picked. like 8 from sec lvl -___- n i was like picked also. -___-
then we were supposed 2 like memorise some freaky vocab words. =.= ah. but my buddy was
nicecute. =p i tink he's called {tat chong} or sth. l0ls. but v lame lor. there were words like spindrift, apoplexy, nebulous, uxorious, adject. HAHA like as if i was paying attention. x)
then during the period i was my wai po's hse i watched like 2 episodes of wang zi bian qing wa b4 the television even shown. cool. all thx 2 my cousin. hah. :)
took like more than an hr 2 get back. grrrr... saw tis person on the bus. tis guy hu looked, well, gayish. rofl. but he had the look. l0ls. ok i tink im going 2 make a skin on the theme xia0 wangg zii. haha more later,
i guess =]
ah! jus came back from amk wif cfanggy. she was shopping 4 camp stuff. x) n we were like walking everywhere. haha damm boliao de ppl. (:><:) n i intend 2 buy a bag 4 next year n a new watch n jay's cd. ^^ borrowed a bk on psp7 from the library jus now. damm cool x) then we were like saying wan those specs [thick n in cool colors] she also intends 2 get her ears pierced. same here! <3 she wanted like tis near 6obucks bag while i tot a 40bucks one is way cool. hah. can't wait. $_$
bkshop auntie called ytd night. going 2 work soon. [starts on 16th nov.] n now then i realised its onli a few days later tt we are getting back our results. x) B4 wo lai le =DD
saw the bad side of ppl like since tt day i went 2 the expo. tt day saw ppl like not washing their hands after using the toilet. ewww. n 2day while waiting 4 cfanggy 2 reach the bus stop i saw tis
ladywoman who digged her nose in public. argh. l0ls. funny sight. then some ppl from their obvious lack of big heartness leave tags tt show their
STUPIDITY. HAHA anyway its so
DAMM OBVIOUS. [tt im
SO much better. its kinda like an
ego thing. according 2 cfanggy.]
ta1 shuo1 le4 suan4. anyway not like some ppl leave tags like tt. it onli shows tt they admit tt im
BETTER. or else they wun tink tt im a threat or anything like tt n try 2 spoil my mood. if i c u in the face, u better watch out. HAHA wateva. freaks. [note the S.] l0ls.

ahHA. jus now in a couple of mins came out wif these bunch of characters x) but seriously, the fish DUN l0ok like a fish -___-
wateva abt tt. haha anywat made them into brushes :) cool. but still not tt nice enuf. l0ls. but i love de bunni. =] tataz. going 2 lalaland lo. since im going out wif cfanggy tmr (:><:)
very much feel like making another skin. but i guess i gonna have 2 kip myself off the comp 4 awhile or else i might get some mental block. l0ls. x(
OMG. OMG. 2nd skin of the DAY! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im going MAD. haha tink i can like laugh while sleeping? rofl. at 1st din tot of submitting tt one. then someone added me on msn asking 4 the skin. so i tot like since i have been using 4 some time so why not change one n upload tt. OMG. n it was the skin. *faints* l0ls. anyway rite i jus love tis new one. haha so candy like. chao sweet. <3 heehee.
say congrats x) rofl. =DDDDDDDDD
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ahhhaaaaaa. i suddenly tot of tis name- blar witch project. u rmb tt? like some movie sometime ago rite? haha now it would b the bleah witch project. -___- rofl
anyway there was the mingxingouxiang up ytd night. then there was tis guy rite hu the judges were saying like he muz b those sort hu is so hooked 2 the internet sort. tt's y he cun speak tt well. n he mentioned tt he can like just spend a whole day using the comp =X
so i was like... wat would happen 2 me!!! ahhhhh haha i can also use the comp from the minute i wake up until like i sleep?!? -___-
im at risk. rofl.
anyway i guess im going out tmr. wif cfanggy <3 haha she's going 2 buy some camp stuff. hmmm her camp wk is going 2 b tt wk im getting back streaming course results. x)
kinda can't wait. but if i cant get into course B AT ALL, im kinda dead. cos like i tink its not too safe 2 onli have 7subs. the similarity between triple sci n 7 subjs is tt both onli have one humans. or else i would like put triple as one of my choice. grrr. n i so totally regret not taking art. x(
or kinda.
n i might not b associate wif art so much in the future. argh... designing... may onli bcome some sideline 4 me. sads. but oegahwa site is still not up yet. did 2 skins tis morning. like spent so much time on this 2 cos i used the click PART OF the picture sort. not the common typical word sort. so took more time. haha one of those 2 is my current skin. so in total till now submitted 3 skins. which one is my old [the black n green one] x)
more up later.
i guess... since i cun go 2 tt chalet =[
haha i feel creative. <3 did a couple more oegahwa pix up on my msn space. the link 2 the album is below, haha mayb u might wanna check it out. anyway up on the list would b oegahwa webby, pix gallery, fan club? rofl. but of course not forgetting BRUSHES. hah. jus wait 4 it x)
>>
oegahwa pix <<
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ahhhhh OMG. im like so happi now bcos my skin is skin of the day! omg omg. l0ls
n also sth irony happened. it was like my mum called me at 12plus saying tt i should help her put those clothes out as it was sunny so tt they would dry. n i forgot abt it since i was working on my oegahwa character. then she called again at abt 2pm or so. then by tt time i did put outside but out of 3 batches of clothes, i onli did put out abt one =p n she told me 2 do 4 all. so right, at tt time, it wasn't sunny anymore n i could c dark clouds [means going 2 rain le ROFL] so no pt putting any outside. so right in the end, eh... i tink u noe wat 2 expect. =pp
n i din have lunch. n its gonna rain. so i doubt i'll b going 2 get anything. ahh feel like having some
mango strawberry yogurt. heehee. but it'll b troublesome if it rains. x(
omg. 2nd pix of the day. based on oegahwa. =DD damm cool. love it. haha but kinda like too messy bah some ppl might not like it. haha used LOTS of brushes. now i like have more than 75 sets of brushes, in total more than a thousand brushes x))) damm cool hahahahahaha quite happi abt tis oegahwa thingy since its the 1st [or at least i tink] character tt i did tt is redone wif a comp programme. haha i din bother 2 do any follow up 4 the toot bunni anyway =p although tis is quite a simple concept rite. haha tis thingy jus resembles a lampshade x) ahh i jus love it <3 n i have my own personal v. wthout tt big copyrighted e*lame txt. cool ^^ tink im gonna b doing many versions of tis, including female versions, wif names. ahHA. =] jing qing qi dai :) n i might b stopping skins 4 a while. x) i still like graphics design more <3
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haha jus did tis piece of work on psp7. the character is oegahwa. =DD it's so nice now wif the grafitti brushes. :)
haha hope u ppl tink its nice too =]
its getting kinda boring at home... grrrr... my mum dun allow me 2 go 4 tt class chalet thingy. argh.
hmmm... i guess i'll b spending the rest of my time again unzipping files. downloaded like another 1o sets ytd? l0ls.
got my nike bottle le. o___0
beware! rofl.
ok shall go by doing other stuff. ^^

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a hole eating it's way from the inside out. You
need to come out of your shell and show some
attitude. You deserve the attention that
everyone else gets. They see you yet they don't
see the tears that are always there.
Element: Water
Color: Grey
Quote: If I could undo these chains that bind me to
my sorrow, I would be leaving the others who
feel this way behind.
Expression: Eyes shut, shedding tears. With your
teeth gritted.
Symbol: A tear/invisible shield/rain
.:Look me in the eyes... Tell me how you feel:. (anime pics) [Detailed results]brought to you by Quizilla
OMG. jus now there was some freaky prob wif my comp, so i cun come online can't surf the net. n i was trying 2 fix it. n guess wat. ITS FIXED!!! n i fixed it ON MY OWN. ^^
cool.
anyway now on tv is the tian guo de jie ti ad. tt guy wanna get himself dead by donating his corneas 2 tt gurl. -___-
xi sheng zhen da. l0ls.
anyway *phew* comp's fixed. n my psp7 currenly have up 2
800++ brushes. COOL. l0ls but i still tink those from peach blush org is the best. i guess their site is down. sads.
ahhhhhhhh gd thing tt my comp's fixed. HAHA. =DD
chao happii x) say congrats. haha c im such a comp geek =.=
but bcos of fixing tt prob, i forgor abt my cup noodles. so it was overcooked. n it was GROSS. eeeeewwwwwww~ rofl. serious. it like
melted? l0ls. so my chilli crab soup noodles was like unusually watery. eeeeee! heeheee...
dun even noe if i'll b going 2 the chalet... haizzzzzzzzz. wateva. anyway i am so totally attached 2
paint
shop
pro
7. haha <3
[2 cfanggy] (:X:)
she noes wat it means =DD
shuacks. someone upstairs is like doing tis dumb hammering action. n its
NOISY. ahhhh
did an orange skin ytd. bcos angela91 [another skin designer] tot it would b nice 2 have more of such in black + pink color schemes. so here i go. ^^
i guess my mum is in some sort of gd mood now. since she asked me not 2 use the comp 4 long periods, nicely. l0ls. at least she din scream at me despite knowing v well tt i
WOULD use the comp. x)
haha. ok off 2 tag ppl's blogs ^__-
jus reached home from sch. kinda like wuliao. cos go 4 nth or simply 4 the sake of hwork, yet i was the one slacking -___-
then we went into our classrm, practically crapping there. l0ls. then we went 2 place 2tables like in the middle of the classrm. so cool. haha n like crapping instead of doing =p
then if we went 2 use tt brand new visualiser 2 play, i doubt we wun get detention on the 1st day of the new term next year haha~
ahHA. new lafia blogskin now done. cooler than b4 jus check it out.
then instead of jus staying in sch 2 do hwork, we went like 2 mac. -_-lll
haha but dunno y was like so high. =p
heehee. ok nth much. but if u wan a nice msn display pix, can contact me x)
will make one foc. if i noe u. ROFL. then i guess i
REALLY need a job
asap. grrrr...
sth tt i doodled while slacking>>

decided 2 name it oegahwa. [say: oh-ee-gah-wa.] ROFL. :)
anyway it reminds me of a lampshade. =DD
ahHA! im gonna b getting my v own nike bottle. so tt night my mum was telling my bro NOT 2 use tt bottle 2 start squirting water at ppl. then i was like eh, isn't tt the reason 4 me 2 get one =p
haha created some logos etc display pic. haha if u wan any no doubt i can help u wif one. anyway i guess will b making 2 trip 2 sch. wif zy. jus 4 the sake of doing hwork there. rofl. ok lame enuf.
ytd night i did sth funny. cos it was like i told my mum 2 sit at the back of the car wif my bro then went i got out of the car 2 get sth, i forgot abt the fact tt my mum was sitting bhind. n i opened tt door. grrrr -.-lll
then we passed by the bus tt had green light on. so we were like HAHAHA omg. looks like some scary bus in horror shows =X
l0ls.
ok shall stop blogging 1st n get down 2 work on lafia blog =)
ok. i c a big prob wif myself. 1stly, i tend 2 adjust the wrong thing when i make skins. so its like instead of changing the height, i change the width etc. -.- did tt like a couple of times. then i'll forget tis, forget tt. tis morning kinda sux. cos i intended 2
SLEEP. which was
RARE as on any normal day, i would wake up extra early 4 skins =X n i made the effort 2 slp at 10plus ytd night. so i was like pissed off. grrrr...
then my mum woke me i went like wth. rofl. ahhhhhhh~ the big prob muz b caused by the obvious lack of slp. l0ls.
anyway rite went 2 grandma's 2day. simply bcos my mum wanted me 2 b there wif my bro. hmmm... wat's his prob anyway 2 have a day off sch. haha
then it was like he was playing there wif
WATER =.= then i was like hey u better clean up k. or else u DIE. heehee. n he listened =X
looks like my p2
KID bro kinda grew up. heez. not tt hard 2 tell him wats required of him le =DD
jus did a skin using brushes + newly downloaded fonts. cool enuf. =]
anyway i practically watched like the movie {2oo2} 4 like 2~3 times since i saw channel u ad on tt movie. haha.
then i cun find a job. STILL -.-lll
too bad. missed tt event promoter thingy. kinda sound fun. n alot dun accept ppl of our age.
*i tink if its based on our calibre, we ARE supposed 2 get a position. ROFL*
but its jus hard. 2 even find one. hah. tink i going 2 ask zy bah. =D
n wang zi bian qing wa rawkx totally. at least right, its not tt typical plot tt the gd "wins" n tt evil person is really bad or watsoeva. yunxi had her
LOGICAL reasons 4 having such actions. can see tt she really loves junhao ALOT. n also it had been her dream 2 marry him -.-
but now both guys r serious abt tianyu. (in the 1st place, both liked yunxi) so i tink she seems pitiful as a matter of fact. x(
n seriously, i hate tianyu's lashes. l0ls *irrelevant* but still i mean they wanna portray her as someone hu is simple, humble but her lashes were so fake =.= n the way the filmed some parts, the scene "blurred" 2 create some effect. then i guess she dun look v nice then. in my opinion, shan jun hao is kinda NOT in the wrong. he din wanna lose his memory also n he was happily together wif yunxi. now bcos of tis gurl called tianyu, his life is in a complete mess. yunxi is also not the really bad sort as she smiled (from her heart-i infer) when tianyu gave the pair her regards. haiz. wateva the ending is, all 4 parties r hurt... x(
sads. =[[
they 4 jus rawkx. l0ls.
ahhhhhhhh... sth
IS happening. hah. i realised tt im like so absent minded. jus now after getting my dinner [in actual fact, it was cup noodles =.=] i went down a lvl more. -.-lll
n i din realise at 1st. until i walked 2 the main coridor. HAHA. x)
then tis is my new skin. not on blogskins watsoeva. heehee. the onli unique one =]]
parents out 2day. again. -.-
guess they like g0t as addicted 2 mahjong as how addicted i am 2 skins. anyway i STILL need 2 complete a lafia blogskin. which im a little lazy 2 start. its kinda hard anyway. n also the renfu skin tt ppl requested. cos im afraid tt it might not b up 2 expectations. haiz. =x
then nth much happened recently tt worth blogging abt since i face the comp near 8hrs a day. haha.
oh yea. my mum allowed me 2 WORK. i was like OMG u allow me 2 work?!? rofl. anyway when i get my pay i'll qing alot ppl esp cfanggy + tt [da wo 364 tian de xiong =p]. x)
n get my jay cd.
n a new
black watch.
n a new sch bag.
l0ls ^o- haha. can't wait 2 return back 2 sch. even jus 4 cldds. haha cos i've got sth 4
ky + dl + zy + renee.
so when i g0 back, i can give it 2 them. n it beats sitting in front of the comp, despite tt fact tt im trying 2 master the use of brushes. at least my current skin
hai bi jia0 xiang yang. rofl.
n tis sat or sun, which i f0rg0t which day, the movie {2002} is coming up on channel u. jus watched it tis afternoon. had the vcd. still tink tt movie rawkx. =DD
quite nice. any movie featuring the duo (nicholas tse + fong de lun} jus rawkx. x)
heehee =p
ok off 2 slp soon. tataz xD
haha jus came back. but now chao full le cos like i had tis drink. then went opp 2 print some photos. ok changed the skin again. i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored... o____0
grrrrrrrrr....
omg. i went 2 change my skin into tis one. haha porn sia x)
lols anyway the main pt is tt at 1st i wanted 2 change into tt bunny skin tt i did but now wat u c is tis -.-'
haha like abit er. >_<
heehee. anyway i'm like pissed off by all the noise generated here. guess some ppl r doing renovation or sth x(
CHAO SI WO LE =.=
i'm bored. trying 2 source 4 ling gan-s + some pix of me + cfanggy in my comp so as a make a skin of me n her :)
another pt is, i haven't g0t my lunch -.-'
really v chao leaaaaaaaaaa arghhhhhhhhhh
since i dunno when, i realised tt i can't make skins b4 sleeping. or i wun feel like it 2 slp. like ytd n the day b4. lying on my bed. then cun slp. jus a complete waste of time.
then there was the lightning. i went like whoa! cos it practically lit my room up. hah. tt was how bright it was x) then i tot abt wearing specs. ahHA. 1st time i actually FELT the URGE 2 wear specs. i wan those cool thick glasses although sch forbiddes tt
i wan! l0ls
in multi colors such as aqua blue, neon pink, white, black, lime green, citrus orange
then i went like OMG so cool!
imagine tt.
wif fringe.
cool 0___O
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS =X
haha
can't wait!
specs!
whoohoo x)
haha.
[u: -.-lll]
then also tot of constructive stuff like what would happen when the earth goes poof n disappears into some black hole. l0ls. i noe ur reaction [-.-lll rite]
but it'll happen. according 2 scientist. ok. since petroleum can go off in another 6o years so earth ah... mayb somewat later but not in our generation. HAHA
i'm still mad over rabbits + specs. heheeeee.... =]]
ok shall not crap too much since i really dun have much 2 tok abt. hah.
bleah-
OMG. jus realised tt i din blog 4 days. nvm. tt's NOT the main pt.
anyway i have a new addiction. rabbits. esp nice n sweet n cute rabbits! it jus rawkx =p like it so way much. it's just CUTE. l0ls did 4 skins during tis period. changed my blogskins acc 2
bleah- [rmb the HYPEN!] l0ls. all my new skins under tis new acc le. take note kaes. nth much 2 say le. :)